Pasha

Pasha Jun 2017

Sorry, You must feel uncomfortable
Sorry, this song sounds bad
Sorry, My taste of movie is not as good as you
Sorry, I should've put yourself need first
Sorry,
Sorry,
I understand im not useful
I knew im pain in the ***
I knew you hated me
I hated me too
I hated me more

"stop saying sorry!"

How?
How to stop saying sorry when you feel sorry for your existance

No,
no one cant control how they feel
Never feel sorry for how you feel
You need to put you before others
You need to be happy
Because you are you

You are the sunshine of your existance
You will get better
You will be better.

#sorry #self #loving #care #poet #happy #encourage

Pasha May 2017

The day between yesterday

Its really naive
That i was thinking about
Knowing you so well
And the slightest change didnt mean anything to me

But sometimes knowing someone doesnt meant anything.
People change

Its silly for me
When we first met I thought that
I have known you for a long time
That you are not someone to me
You were something

Something that made me wake up at night and feeling that i must have you

But, some day I woke up at night thinking i will never be good enough.

Bu maybe I shouldnt romantize someone who didnt love me back.

And love myself more.
Know myself more.
More than knowing and understanding anyone else.

#love #yourself #selflove #understanding

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