Makenzie Marie

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

I stopped myself a hundred times.
Covered up my love with a lid
But on accident,
Out it tipped, and slipped
Like warm honey.

We were taking about damage that had been done to us and you asked me not to tell you that I loved you(while I was thinking it). I won’t ask if you believe me.

#love

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

In the Spaces.

Can you feel it
Hanging in the spaces
Between our exchanges?

I hope you do,
I’m trying
To show you,
I love you

#love #patience #trying #learning

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

If you’re always testing me, I fear I’ll always fail.

You ask me not to tell you
So I will show you.

Continually proving myself
It’s a test
I hope I pass it.

And every time I fail you
I hope that you don’t doubt the truth

I love you.

I am afraid that I am not enough.

#fear #trust #hope #trying #love #failure #proof

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

Am I doing enough?

I love you
I love you
I love you.

Please believe me.
I won’t say it but I hope you see it.

#love #trying #proving #hoping

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

I must’ve popped a stitch...

I’m sorry
for bleeding
on you, my sweet,
When you didn’t even cut me.

#hurt #pain #apology #heartache #trust #insecurity #fear #learning #hope #love

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

I only want you happy.

Why is you feeling bad or guilty
Paramount to me feeling
like you don’t care about me?

Even for a moment
Even when it’s insignificant

(Pleasesupportme)

But I will swallow my pain
As always, again.

I will choke on my anxiety
So you can never say “you hurt me”

Those words break me
More than anxious thoughts screaming.

I will learn to conquer my anxiety
so that I can bring you peace.

#anxiety #compromise #insecurity #hurt #trust #sacrifice #learning #love

Makenzie Marie Dec 2018

Fog, and Clarity

Driving though snow
Makes me think
Of you and me
It brings me peace
Makes me happy
But I can only see so far in front of me.
So we’ll both have to be trusting
And drive carefully.

#trust #faith #love #falling #winter #snow #fog #fear