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Slugish 3d
Again
I’d do it all again.
Drag the blade across my wrist
Watch the blood seep into the white sheets
It dosent hurt
It’s a high
An addiction
.
It’s been a year
I’m better
Please don’t take it away
I don’t know what to do with my emotions
I’ve been educated in things I shouldn’t since I was 10
But don’t take this
I need this
I can’t handle it
I’d do it
Again & Again
Again & Again
Again & Again
It won’t get too bad
Right
Self harm is no joke. Take this seriously. Mental health is no joke. Emotions are not jokes.
Don’t express them without being diagnosed or dealing with self harm
Slugish 3d
Please read this if you have insecurities <3

Crooked teeth? Your pretty embrace them, smile.
Acne? You can’t help it. It’ll go away one day
Body fat? It’s normal, it’s healthy, embrace it
Hair? It’s pretty, it’s beautiful, you look good
Face? It’s perfect, who’s lying to you?
Stomach rolls? Embrace it, you’re healthy, so?
Arm fat? That’s okay, your perfect either way
Large thighs? Perfect.
Love handles? Perfect.
Dimples? Perfect.
Yellow teeth. Perfect
Freckles? Perfect.
Bony? Your okay, others thoughts don’t matter

It’s your body, your choices. Others people vision of you don’t matter
Your perfect in your own way
Don’t let them drag you down
Because your perfect in your own ways
Your unique in your own ways

EMBRACE THEM ALL! <3
Please embrace your natural body <3
Slugish Mar 28
I stand there,
Your yelling I’m crying.
I contemplate whether I should stay.
My hands are shaking, tears streaming down my face.
We’re lost in the dust of chaos.
You were always drunk.
You survived and you only became worse.
You yell at us for no reason
I wish I could leave
But you keep me trapped in this chaos you
Preventing me from leaving
You were never there
You didn’t help
You make it worse
Your name is Chaos
IM BAAAAACK
Slugish Nov 2024
You were controlling.
You were horrible
I hate you
You hate me
You cheated
You left
You didn't speak to me
You ghosted me
You left your stuff at my house
and now you want it back.
(>'-'<)
funny little story!
Slugish Nov 2024
Flowers are what keep me together
They keep me sane
They make me feel safe when alone
I draw Flowers for comfort
But eventually they die
Eventually I'm alone
The flowers are gone
Flowers made me feel safe
They were my comfort.
Flowers
Slugish Nov 2024
I draw flowers,
Flowers are my comfort.
but, eventually Flowers wilt.
If they wilt, they die.
So does my comfort.
Oh but what's this?
a new comfort?
but its a girl,
does she like flowers?
but she is a flower,
a flower that will never wilt
a flower that will forever be my comfort.
Decided to re-write the first poem, the first one was kinda bland
Slugish Nov 2024
The stitches on the puppet rip.
The strings to control it melt.
The stitches that bind it together all snap.
The puppet comes alive,
It feels something it has never felt before
                                      Freedom
: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:
FREEDOM
Slugish 3d
My hands are cold
Calloused,
Torn,
Scabbed and Burned
But still
Your gone, I lay on her your grave.
Holding a flower. It’s raining
I remember your words
You told me you loved me
How has this happened
Your my safe haven
You left
Now I hide behind emotions I don’t know how to express
A disease took you from me
I wanted to be a doctor.
I wanted to cure you
But they still haven’t developed cure
Please come back
They got worse
How has this happened?
I’m hurting
Please
Please..
F**k breast cancer
Slugish 3d
I will never cheat on someone
They don’t deserve it
No one does
They don’t deserve to stay up all night
Sobbing
Crying
Sick to their stomach
Wondering why their enough
They could be a horrible person
But I stand by this
I
Will
Never
Cheat
Happened to me. I won’t cheat, never will, never will think about it. They can cheat, let them. It’s their loss <3
Slugish Mar 28
I want you to see me now.
I got better
They didn’t leave scars
My arms are fine
I wish you were here
You’re what kept me together
And I want to thank you
But
Where’d you go?
Oh
It’s a year
Please come back
Please
I’m better I promise
I even threw the letters away
I found new hobbies
I found you
I found what I needed
Please come back
I can’t do this
Please
I’m begging you..
I’ve been clean a year now
(Feb 2024- March 2025)
Slugish 2d
If it’s only a joke why does it sting?

If it’s only a joke why do you make it personal?

A joke shouldn’t be something used as a hateful thing.

Jokes are supposed to be something we can look back on and laugh at;

Not be ashamed because we were made insecure by a few words.

Make it make sense

Jokes are supposed to be lighthearted and something for a laugh.

Not to make people feel ashamed.

“Oh! Remember when you started-“
It’s not a joke.

We’re not laughing.

But you are.

It’s not a joke so stop saying it after an insult because it’s not a joke.
Idk just inspired off of a video I seen and wanted to make my own. Don’t remember the girl that made the poem sadly.
Slugish 5d
I want to cry
I want to hold your hand in mine
I want the comfort you provide
I want to be able to cry
I want to cry on your shoulder
I want you
I want you here
I want you next to me
It’s unhealthy I know
But please
Please come back
I need you
Your my only hope
I changed for you
Not in a bad way
But in a good way
I’m better
I want to cry
I want to tell you how much I’ve bottled up for you
Please come back
I need you.
(●´ω`●)
Slugish 5d
This is just the beginning.
We were friends
I want to be more
You are unsure
I write poems fir you;
I know that you won’t see
You don’t know what I say about you
If you did you would just run away
This is just part one
Maybe there’s ten more
Maybe there’s one hundred more
But I want to feel your hands in mine
I just want to hear your voice
Just one more time.
☆*:.。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
Slugish 3d
Oh look
Here we are
Part two of ten.
You responded,
You’re going to New York City.
You love broadway.
Your life is evolved around books.
You love fantasy.
Your different
I like that
Your not crude
Your not rude
Your not bratty
Your not spoiled
Your sweet.
You’re not like others
You see through my mask
You ask me if I’m okay
You know I stay up at night.
Reading every book you tell me you;
I find a way to read them
Online, hard covers etc
I just hope your safe
I want to protect you
But there’s someone new.
I still want you
But life’s complicated
Please understand
Please stay
Hold my hand till the very end I beg you
Good night, have fun in New York. Be safe <3
Yup my life *****
Slugish Nov 2024
For the last time I saw you
For the last time we spoke,
You were sick
I was young and didn't understand.
Until.
Until you passed.

You were dying,
I didn't know

The feeling of your hands on my back was comforting,
The way you told me everything was okay when they fought
The way you held me and covered my ears.
You fought the battle you knew you would never win
Yet you acted as if all was okay
You acted as you were not sick

You stayed strong for me
For me and the young ones
You were our savior.

Mom blames her problems on you
Because you left us
and I tried to tell her
I tried to tell her you fought the battle you knew that you wouldn't win
And your strong for that
I love you ♥
I'm always looking for you
Flying overhead
Your wings spread wide
Your halo shining so bright
Your smile every time we came over
I want to see you again
we had so many memories
But I knew eventually
Eventually this would happen
It didn't matter if you won the battle or not
you would pass one day
you would be in a place of peace and painless
I love you ♥
(❁´◡'❁)
Cried whilst writing this :(
Slugish 5d
I’m closed off and reserved.
But you see past that wall.
I hide behind Indifference;
Begging that it wouldn’t let you through.
I didn’t understand what I was feeling.
I didn’t know what to do.
I bottled it up.
But,
Eventually, you were let through.
What did you want me to do?
I tried to hide yet you found me.
You held my hand, you told me it would be okay.
You told me that I was normal.
Why did you lie?
You told me I was feeling something called love.
But I haven’t felt that for someone in years.
So why would I feel it now?
You weren’t special.
Never will be.
You faded into dust. And I couldn’t be more happy.
Because my feelings were wrong. I never loved you, I never will.
But I still have one question.
“What’s love?”
Hopeless romantic
Slugish 2d
Sticks and stones break bones.

Words and feelings shatter my heart.

It’s like a poet with a whip like tongue.

You lash me with your words and I stagger back.

Begging for the ground to swallow me whole.

Words hurt.

Words are hidden behind sweet tones and kind voices.

But underneath they are *****, derogatory, and filthy.

Don’t call a woman a w—re just because you think it’s funny.

Don’t call a man a f-gg-t just because he has a different clothing style and doesn’t dress masculine.

Words cut deeper than sticks and stones could ever.

Words.     Hurt
Words will hurt. I’ve nearly lost two friends to suicide because they were bullied and called derogatory words and slurs. My friends have found professional help and are doing better.
You
Slugish Nov 2024
You
No matter what color you are,
Red
Orange
Yellow
Green
Blue
Purple
Brown
Black
Beige
Viridian
Atroveins
Glaucous
Zaffre
Amaranth
Gamboge
Vermil­lion
Amber
Eburnean
Fulvous
Celadon
Chartreuse
You are still you :)
ヾ(≧▽≦*)o
I like colors
Slugish 3d
I can’t speak
I can’t stand up to them
I’m small
I’m a doll
I’m quiet
I’m weird
I have no words.
Because I don’t exist
People look down on me
They make fun of me.
But
You only live once
Wear what you want, live your teen years
Sneak out, lie, but don’t ruin me
You bully me
I take it like a wall
Because I have no words
But there’s so much to say
I can’t express it
I have no words
It’s almost a question
I used to talk so much
But now
I have no words.
Social anxiety, ADHD, and depression
Slugish Nov 2024
Your words left a crater
A crater that cannot not be filled
You were old
You were sick
You were dying
You were fighting
Fighting the battle you knew you would lose
And the words you last spoke.
The last words that your voice ever carried
The words you spoke with your last breath
The words you said in a whisper
They haunt me,
Yet they comfort me
        "You're special to me and I hope you know I love you dear"
You paused and looked out the hospital window
        "No matter where you are. I will be watching from the sky."
These were that last words you spoke
and they broke me
I want you back
But the reaper was there waiting for his chance to claim you.
THIS WAS NOT RECENT!
THIS ALL HAPPENED AROUND 2018-2019

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