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Sep 2016 · 940
Bittersweet Refrain
Carrie Gogo Sep 2016
In life we battle
ourselves...
in hope of
hiding our pain

We dance to the
song...
bittersweet refrain.
Carrie Gogo Sep 2016
I found strength by surviving,
     Mental Abuse
         Physical Abuse
many forms in-between
     Abandonment
             Prostitution
                     Drug Use
Above all else; I am the secure
Woman I was always meant to be.
Sep 2016 · 361
Abyss
Carrie Gogo Sep 2016
Moments in life
I've grappled
between
mind
and body
often surfing the
abyss
between life
and death
cold and cunning
I am
wounded
comfortless
ill-fated
unabatingly
waiting for my
moment in
the sun.
Sep 2016 · 653
I Walk Alone
Carrie Gogo Sep 2016
I walk down a crowded street,
I feel cold and alone
amongst many I am nothing,
in a World of plenty

If I were to enter public places,
people refuse to see me
I am a woman of depth and full of
possibility ..

tossed away like trash, to  
unforgiving streets

Just once would like to be seen .. for the
person I have become,
not for the broken Woman
who's past has come undone

I walk along the crowded city streets,
It's clear to me now, that what once
was a lost soul amongst millions of others,
has at last been found.
This Prose is about feeling alone in the World, too many times those feelings took deep root.
Sep 2016 · 650
No Longer Grey
Carrie Gogo Sep 2016
The bilateral sided face
displaced from time

Sequestered
Half hostile
while the other half
discontented

My mind unlocks
recollections
strewn emotions
faded photographs

Shattered fragments
of my life

Alarmed by unknown visions
reflections of me

Conflict that comes from depths of mind
dusty colours are all I find ...

Struggling to find a singular reflection  
To seek my journey, to an inner peace cry
that radiates the mind’s ever piercing eye

Could I be afraid to dig deep too
find the courage, only to reap ...

The goodness residing for love to stay
enriching my life; no longer grey.
This is about struggling with your inner self, split personality.
Aug 2016 · 410
Monster
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
When I was a child,
I was less then complete,
amidst turmoil, and cared for
by a mother who was weak.

A child without a father
to call my own, no siblings
to speak of, just me alone.

Then the angry teenager
forever stuck on my own,
alcohol and drugs were
my only comfort ..
a diversion from an
abusive atmosphere.

A step-father who beat
mother and me, not a
man, but a monster that
was my world .. you see

An alternate reality would
have been better than the struggle
endured freeing myself, from my
step-father's aberrant embrace,



Can I now lay down in a coffin, so cold to hide from the monster,
who has taken captive my Soul.
Family Abuse and neglect, so glad the ******* is dead.
Aug 2016 · 371
Watchers of Time
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
Like a lion, they anticipate
for trusting,
undoubting prey

to light upon their domain to
twist and victimize you
until you believe  
what has been said
truth, love and kindness.

words of evil
trust-less faith
has distorted this  
world, robbing the
life from it

the very being of it's soul
has been buried beneath

the cries of pain of centuries old

for they watch sit and wait
to see how much further we go...

how much more destruction
we are being waited on
by watchers of time

just to see what we do
with our time
here on Earth.
Others are watching, Do you believe?
Aug 2016 · 560
Natures Lullaby
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
Tranquil
waters
mirror
cloud
infested
skies

Oceans
serenade
in
deep
dark
tones

While
trees
whisper
sacred
lullabie­s
Enjoy natures music
Aug 2016 · 287
99.99 percent of me
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
I symbolize honesty, non-conformity above all
I am liberated from loss of innocence.
This is the sum of who I am in two lines.
Aug 2016 · 416
Conquering
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
Conquer fear
fall about
break silence
rid yourself
of doubt

Burn cancerous cells,
melt away the hate inside,
amidst life's struggles
I'll attempt not to hide

Breathe the wind
admire distant stars
Imagine an existence
free of desolation

Cure my distaste
handle with care
listen closely
Receive the same

Make a promise
and keep it, don't
be a fool...
show some compassion
this is my number
one rule

Learn the secrets
read between lines
thirst for authenticity
look for signs

Give thanks for
cleansing rains
finish a lover's sentence
change up the game

Heal old wounds
jump into the
ring of fire,

I am ready to
conquer my life's
puzzle, piece
by piece ...

no matter how negative or positive it may be.
I find dealing with your inner demons is hardest, when doing it alone but sometimes it is imperative to get positive results.
Aug 2016 · 665
Demons
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
In times of darkness, a girl loses herself, in thoughts Shadows embrace her tormenting
Pulling...
Piercing...
Pressuring...
Unwanted but not dismissed.


She slips from the surface
Sinking slowly into herself
Trying to escape desperately

An impulse to engrave thy enemy into her flesh

Self-doubt springs from within
No happiness just a frightened girl
On the verge of giving in
This is dedicated to someone whom I think of as a sister you know who you are. I love you with all my heart, I just wish you were happier in reguards to the choices you've made.
Aug 2016 · 308
I Stand Before You.
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
I stand before you ..
    
     I have loved others before
       you but no one like you
           your sultry stare,
             penetrates me,
              invigorates me,

           Your caress as you
            confess your love
             your persuasive
               and invasive way,

               laying before you
             hungrily waiting for you
                to ****** me like
                  no other before you.
Love is everything, as long as you bare your soul as well as the physical body.
Aug 2016 · 358
Entranced by Fire
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
Entranced by fire my eyes
Open wide dark thoughts
Cloud my mind
There is no place to hide

Against a dark wall
I stood perfectly still
Needing and wanting
something to fulfill

Entranced by fire
My spirit has taken rise
Left alone, this hollow shell
Waiting for my demise

Entranced by fire
Emotions shed bare
Blood rushes out around me

I am no longer there.
Aug 2016 · 366
Beautiful Day
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
The sun now cascading over
the water, like a mystical haze,
feeling the warm summer breeze,
as I stroll along the shoreline

My mind is one with the universe,
waves caress the shoreline as
children frolic, and lovers
enfold each other on beach
towels near by.

Hours pass, like sand in an  hour-glass
I sit on a rock;
I make a mental note of a picturesque sunset.

Time has come to put the memory
of this day behind me and return home
as I reflect on a beautiful day,
I am saddened that it ended so soon.
Aug 2016 · 558
Immortal Bliss
Carrie Gogo Aug 2016
Immortal bliss
a kiss from you
to awaken
eternal love

Emerald eyes
a longing stare
my body yearns
for your gentle
caress

Eternally yours
wrapped up in
your arms
you are my
every hearts
desire, my
Immortal Bliss.

— The End —