I think I compare secrets with lies.
You keep both of them deep inside.
Locked away, for all eternity
Those secrets, those lies, perversity
I’m tired of your words
When you say I’m stupid or wrong, it hurts
I thought I could be loved
But instead, I’m left stunned.
I felt you were keeping something from me
And then, I thought of something—a key.
So I found your phone, and started searching
And I found something concerning
Pictures, of you with him
Touching, kissing, leaving me grim
I thought you said he left you alone
But he returned for more, I should’ve known
When you were distant, I swore it was a phase
But instead you were hiding something behind my gaze
And now, it has been uprooted
My opinions of you—left polluted
My trust in you, shattered
My thoughts, scattered
A feeling’s boiling inside my mind
I think it’s time I’ve stopped being blind
This is the part when I shut you out
This is the part when you shut your mouth
Because no matter what you do or say
Nothing will keep my feelings from being gray