RED: Favorites

Jul 22 RED

Jimmy silker

The feeling
You don't generally feel
The nature of connection
That gets pushed
To the keel
Them that you couldn't
Talk about
That love is the greatest
With that there's
No doubt.

Jul 22 RED

The End

Jul 22 RED

eliana

The End

From lots of laughter, splashing and playing, and sharing memories
to it
coming to an end.

I just came back from my bsfs party. i had so much fun ,I feel sad now that it ended :(. Most likely wont see my whole friend group until school starts and I honestly feel like crying bc of it. (ik it sounds dumb)

#friends #group #love #care #party #fomo #social #lonely #summer

Jul 22 RED

A Dream

Jul 22 RED

Jimmy silker

A Dream

I dreamed a dream
And you were there
With perfect knockers
And tousled hair
Laughter like music
A scream serene
It seemed impossible
I dreamed a dream

Jul 22 RED

Cosmic Love

Jul 22 RED

BEEZEE

Cosmic Love

Shifting realities
like favorite movies.

Love intertwines
with robust beauty,
wrapping him tightly
in vines of earth’s presence.

Divine intervention
from a woman’s connection.

Within a snow globe
beneath the stars,
she lays slowly
as he wraps his arms
around her.

Tightly,
she will fall asleep—
cosmic love
confessing
that life
is a dream.

Dec 2 2020

#love #connection #dreamy

Jul 22 RED

I am Retired

Jul 22 RED

BEEZEE

I am Retired

I have retired from temptations of attention.
I’ve retired from the need to judge.
I’ve retired from feeling like I need that moment,
And I’ve retired from feeling too sad.

I have retired into a place of contemplation —
A place nearby, and where I sit.

I have retired from feeling guilty,
And I’ve retired from needing your yes.

I am retired.

#lettinggo #peace #contemplation #acceptance #growth #innerpeace #boundaries #selflove #poetrycommunity #originalwriting

Jul 20 RED

I'm still myself.

Jul 20 RED

Jimmy silker

I'm still myself.

Before I hit my head
There's was a fog
That hemmed my vision
Myopia
Was my guide
To every poor decision
Since the blow
The mist has cleared
I see so clearly
Panoramic
But still
I lose each bet
Constantly
****
And tragic.

Jul 20 RED

alive for you

Jul 20 RED

star

alive for you

alive for you 6.26.25 (9:13 pm / 21:13)
i like to think i stay alive for you
i like to believe i breathe for you
i like to imagine my heart beats for you

i might be wrong
i'm probably crazy
it's a nice thought, anyways

[playing: the lakes - bonus track by taylor swift]

#alive #life #breathing #love

Jul 20 RED

i still care

Jul 20 RED

mysterie

i still care

i say
"i don't care"
like it's a piece of armour --
almost like if i say it
enough
itll become
true.

but my soul,
it still aches.
in the middle of the
darkness,
in the silence,
it remebers
what my mouth
tries to forget.

i don't care.
but only
out loud,
the rest of me
still cares --
in the darkness,
and in the silence.

soul; entry three
date wrote: 30/6

#care #betrayal #silence #ache #yearning