The constant interaction gives me PTSD.

I need a release from this trauma.
This fury, anger and despair.

Your longing for togetherness remains clear, dispute causing the ending.

But once you shut that door.
I locked it with chains

Hell, I moved far away.
Looking for a brighter tomorrow.

Betrayal.
A constant occurrence.
Yet I do not learn.
The value of distance.
The value of observation.

Betrayal.
When will I learn?
To stay away.
From the very man kind.
Whose clutches constantly disappoint.

Betrayal.
When will I learn?
Few are truthful.
Few are deserving,
Of my love,
Of my friendship.

Betrayal.
A constant occurrence.
By those dearest to your heart.

FAMILY,
We all seek.
FAMILY,
Most don't have.
Keep them close,
When you do.
For FAMILY,
Is the most,
Important thing,
There is.

Support structure,
Of most.
Giving us strength,
To pass through,
The day.
Giving us life,
Giving us love,
With no strings.
Present in our lives.
Not always blood related.
Can be friends,
That become FAMILY.

FAMILY,
Gives us hope,
Faith,
And strength.
To face our struggles,
In life.

This is my FAMILY.
With so much love,
You are always,
By my side,
No matter the distance.