You never noticed me
When you did
I was nothing but a friend
My heart told me to do everything for you
But yours told you not to
I wanted more
You took my heart away
You pricked every vessel with your words
I bled to death because loving someone who doesn't love me
Is death to my heart

Everything I am is everything he was
Everything he is
Is everything I will be

He lured me in
I fell for it
He took control
I was so young
Body count was triple my age
I felt alone every night
Every old man who touched me
Every man who took a part of me during the night sky
Every man who hurt me
Killed me each year
My mind is mentally gone
I can't think on my own
All I want is help to live again

****** your ears
Reduce the pain
Smooth words
Rough ending

Dark soul
Bright thoughts
Killer words
Dead Thoughts

I just realized I would want a world like brave new world. Where death comes at age 60 expectably instead of unexpected death and the feelings that it causes. A world where feelings are not among us only on given days. A world that uses soma to relieve there pain. It's quite a nice new world a world unattainable.

Land of the wicked
Land of the famed
Land of the people that done called my name
Land of the grateful
Land of the kind
Land of the murderers who **** for a living
Land of the brave
Land of the free
Land of the corrupted cops who **** for a living
Land of America
Land of the wicked