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 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
Built my walls so high
That no one can climb
Even I fall down them sometimes
What can I say
Can’t keep these feelings at bay
No matter how much I hate
They still are there
They won’t disappear
Surrounded by what I fear
I try so hard
But I can’t get far
Because I built my walls so high
That no one can climb
Even I fall down them sometimes
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
Oh, how easy it would be?
With these evil thoughts
That just seem to overtake.
I know they are lies
Just trying to eat me from the inside
And just trying make me cry.
But, oh, how they make me always think
How easy it would be.
This is a different version of another poem I made. This one is shorter and more of my classic poems, while the other is more of a story.
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
Toughen Up
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
Toughen up
Grow up
You are such a drama queen
Life ain’t easy
Nobody said it was
Stop being dramatic
You make a big deal out of everything
You are too soft
You are going to get eaten up
So you need to toughen up
These are things I’ve been told my whole life. They echo in my head sometimes. I try to take the advice, but I’m too emotional, I guess.
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
A Cry for Help
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
I try
To cry
Out for help

I yelp.
I yell.
I scream.
I try to tell.

But no one hears
Or seems to care
They don’t listen
They don’t see
My eyes no longer glisten
And that I no longer feel glee
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
An Itch
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
An itch
That won’t quit
Is bottled up
In this thing
That isn’t clean
Everyone sees a wonderful soul
But they don’t know
How she feels so low
And how it is so cold

To get rid of the pain
To be able to tame
Only for awhile
Just to feel a smile
And escape this isle
Only for a moment
Would be wild

All it is is one cut
It would be but
The itch
Wouldn’t then quit
I know
It would only grow
And I still would be as low
And as cold

So I’ll ignore the itch
Even though it won’t quit
I know that self harm isn’t the answer, but it comes across my mind sometimes. I’ve had the strength to say no, but for how long?
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
What Can I Say
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
What can I say?
Can’t control myself today.
Or any other day,
That is
What can I say?
I have no control
Within my bones
That are filled with holes
What can I say?
I tremble at everything
I can’t even bring
Myself to smile
What can I say?
Oh, what can I actually say?
 Jan 2018 Sam
Lin
I am feeling great
Can’t get this smile
off my face
The sun is shining bright
There is a light inside my eyes
But once you look behind
This imaginary life
You can see
It’s all just a lie
I’m not feeling great
I am filled with hate
There’s no longer a light
In these dead eyes
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