My beautiful lies,
hidden behind my tired eyes.
I'm exhausted.
I'm numb.
I'm frustrated.
I guess you've won.
They look at my smile,
but not at my eyes.
They avoid the truth,
and believe the lies.
I'm stuck in my youth.
They can't hear my cries.
I need to grow up,
and dry my eyes.
They look at my arms,
but not at my thighs.
They avoid the truth,
and believe the lies.
Forget the truth.
All you speak is lies.

Wake up to an ugly face
Born to be a disgrace
I notice every woman that passes me
But men are who i'm supposed to see
You tell me to change my ways
I tell you i'll be okay
This way
Because her eyes meet mine
And I feel fine
All my pain
And ache
Suddenly
Seems fake
This isn't how i'm supposed to think
This isn't how i'm supposed to think
But that's how I am
I don't give a ****
This is how I am
This is how I am
Take me
Or leave me

As a child we see light in darkness
And all pain seems so mild
We haven’t yet built our fortress
Why would the moon need walls ?
Are the stars mean?
As a child we cry each time we fall
Because its all the pain we've seen
But as we grow older
We become numb
Our hearts seem to grow colder
We were life’s rising moon
But now
We’re just the dark sky