When dark clouds shade my sky,
I feel that I am blind
I have a broken, stained glass eye
And there is no road ahead for me to find.

But now there is sunlight
peeking through the smoky grey
filling my entire world with light
and granting my wish for a brand new day

You take my hand, and guide me on
Your soft kiss reminds me how to feel
I feel as though every teardrop is gone
and ours is a fate that we can seal

We will greet the sunrise together and find
That there is way to leave darkness behind.

I wish my heart had a hand
It could write about feelings I don’t understand
If you asked me how I felt, Id know what to say
I wish my heart had a hand.

I wish my heart had a voice.
when I’m with you it’d be the most beautiful noise
that speaks when I can’t find what to say
I wish my heart had a voice.

I wish my heart had a shield
Against a love that’s just weeds in a floral field
A love that dies at the end of the day
I wish my heart had a shield.

I wish my heart had a door
So I couldn’t let strangers in anymore
That leave scars in this fragile place
I wish my heart had a door.

I wish my heart had a sign
It could warn me about the lies in your lines
So that at the end of the day I’m not torn
I wish my heart had a sign.

The girl with her nose bleeding faints

she has been at that so called nose candy

the rush she says is mind blowing

but she doesn't  look like she is glowing


The chap in a dark corner, proceeds to strap up

he grins as there he jacks himself up

this gig is getting rather heavy

their health will be payment, the levee


Some guy took acid an hour go

now he thinks he can fly

he's hanging out of the bathroom window upstairs

people are trying to stop him, but he turns on them with a venomous glare


Just another day in drug town

just another empty high

all are waiting here for something

but they are all too off their faces to know why



By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

Watching me
watching you,
day and night that satellite
up in the sky watches as we
wander by.

The pentagon
must have a file
on everyone
and the CIA or FBI
also watch as we wander by.

We can't escape
the state.
we can't take flight
where could we go that the satellite
has not already been and does not know?

Every camera still and frame
bears each and every persons name,
are we the fate which became reality
or what the **** are we supposed to be?

Don't let the beating
waves drag me away.
Don't let the waves part
us apart. Don't let the
ocean's salt erode
our bones.

Hold me like a pirate
does with his treasure.
Hold me like a lover with
pleasure. Hold me the
way lost people do with
rain drops in the sahara
desert.

Keep me close to your
chest.

Let me rest my tired
body against your flesh
and bones. Let me rest
the way clams do when
they wash up on
abandoned
shores.

Tired and exhausted.
Lost and not found. But
yet they try not to
breakdown.

As they keep buried in
the golden sands with
their shells shut on the
pearls that rest upon
their rose pink
tongues* ~

He is the only one who I truly need.
The one whose arms shield and protect me as a castle does a queen.
When I am sad his are the only hands which can wipe away my tears,
And he wields the only smile that can sooth my soul and rid my fears.
His eyes, oh how his beautifully cliche eyes see me. All of me.
It takes a fool to fall in love
And a fool to run from it.
I know one day he'll break my heart
And there'll be nobody to blame.
He'll be worth the pain when we part
And no one else will be the same.
He is the only one.