This life has went SO downhill
All this negativity shrinking away my will
Making me wish I was dead
Take a bullet to the head
Let this life end
Nobody would miss me; not a single friend
You are only wanted when you are useful
Your usefulness drains away and you aren't wanted; no
No one wants you around

Times are changing
What I used to endure now sting
I'm constantly feeling excruciating pain
My mental state goes to a different plane
What I used to shutout comes back in
And I seek out distractions again and again
Will I ever get out of survival mode?
Negative times don't last is what I'm told
But those are words that fall on empty ears
I just want to end this survival mode with a Cheers!

Times like this never bode well
It's like getting arrested and going to jail
All the bad just joins together
It's like forever being in the wake of insane weather
Never knowing when it'll End
Not having no one, not even a friend
Wishing it would stop, saying oh please oh please
Forever wondering why we have moments like these

Things never go your way
Society just doesn't work like that
You try to make something of yourself and you fall on your face, flat
You lose loved ones and cherished friends leave you
Leaving you by choice hurts way worse then having them taken away
You are left with not having anything to say
It hurts too much so you shut yourself away from the world
Friends and family try to comfort you
But their words fall on deaf ears
You turn to drugs and alcohol to try and heal your shattered heart
But you soon find that's not the solution
You decide to erase those former friends from your mind.
That's all you can do until you find someone who is sweet and kind.
You finally find that person amd they become your everything rescuing you from your darkness.
They become your sunlight and brighten your days from then on turning everything into such a bliss
They stay by your side they never become gone.