Fly your eyes in the dark till you see light.

Phone calls, Broken messages.
Can't heal a sore heartache.
Darkness slowly drowning all tears.
Sunrise doesn't **** fears.

I swallowed all my hopes.
And fool my self with untied ropes.
Since you ran away from home.
And find him in his throne so alone.

Will I be your second chance.
When I don't give you my hands.
Falling stars translate your eyes.
Like a piece of busted city lights.

And whose to blame?
I'm in deep shame.
You stab my heart with your favorite sword.
Without saying any sweet words.

World is just an industry of unforgiving.
Life we make is life full of mistake.
And I'm still waiting for....
I still wait for you to get over this.

A confirmation,
About a new life.
And God blessing
To a husband and wife.

Happy,
Nervous,
and a thousand emotions,
that can't hardly chose.

A girl
Or a boy?
I am so excited,
to buy a  toy.

Today,
Tonight,
Tomorrow,
Time,
Trials
Travel,
Talk,
And
Tackle
T­hings.

Friday The 13th
Or
Valentines day.

For us
Loveless,
What is most scary?

Bad luck On a friday night,
Or alone
In a romantic sight?

Go out,
Stare at lovers
Who wish forever.

Or stay at home.
Listen to a radio,
Playing Love song.

We can escape,
A  black cat,
And its bad luck.

But a broken heart,
Will surely hit us
No matter what.

Ayun,dalawang buwan na din pala ang lumipas. Pero parang taon na ang ating pinagsamahan.
Yung mga usapan na minsan pareho din natin di inasahan pero yun din ang hantungan kaya masaya din na napagpaplanuhan.
Mga pangarap na sa balang araw ay bibigyan natin ng katuparan.
Kaya sa ngayon ang sakripisyo nang pagkakahiwalay ay abay nating nilalabanan.
Ilang milya man ang ating agwat at Sierra Madre man ay nasa gitna ng ating daan hinding hindi naman natin nakakalimutan ang isat isa sa araw araw na nagdaan. Ang mundo ko ngayon ay napapalibutan ng palayan at mga simpleng mamayan ikaw naman ay nakikipagpatentero sa ka Maynilaan.
Pero alam natin na darating araw na sabay nating pagsasaluhan ang agahan na aking pinagsikapan.
Aaminin ko na may oras na gusto kitang kapiling upang hagkan lalo na kapag sa trabaho moy nahihirapan pero ganito talaga ang buhay aking mahal sadyang kelangan natin magtiis lumaban at magtulungan.
At Sa pagsapit ng araw na tayo ay iisa na at si sinag at tala ay naglalaro na sana kasama natin sila at alala ng kanilang pagkabata.  
Dalawang buwan ay lumipas na at alam ko na mas mamahalin pa kita sa bawat araw buwan at taon na darating pa.
Kahit pa ayaw mo kumain ng ampalaya at okra ihihiwalay ko pag ang ulam ay pakbet akin ang lahat ng tira.

Dear World,
Why life is so unfair?
Don't worry I ain't gonna throw that question today.
World I think a year has passed since I wrote one for you,and many things and situation had changed.
Yeah I'm lucky that I'm still alive,playing and still breathing.
Well,I need to fight and never give up. Despite all the circumstaces and trials I managed to stand up.
Everyday feels like a warzone.
I need to fight, for me to live another day and never surrender for all the accusations and all that craps.
And I do believe that everything may fall unto pieces if It's  meant to  be.
I'm happy because of friends and butterflies that let me understand life.
Here I go again and I can taste the loneliness in my own tears.
And I do hope that it can drown all my fears that someday I'm gonna be alone. Up against that wall my life will be scattered and shattered.
I won't crack a smile if I did'nt mean to.
I just wait every morning to feel the heat of your love.
And sleep at night and embrace the
blanket of the dark.
I'm not afraid of tommorow,to face aother battle that I won't won.
And face you on my own.
Till next time.
Love,Mac.

I can hear the silence in every encounter with butterflies.
But my mind try to control the pain that im keeping inside.
Im holding on till I survive this reality.
That im a prisoner of my own.
That mortality isnt the reason why I live like unknown.
Im not holy the ghost starin at me.
And I cant scream to the stars to pick me up.
I am blinded by the night.
I am nothing so I pass out.
Hoping if I close my eyes someone will wake me up.
Because if I die now will these lakes cry and mountains will move from here to my grave.
Reality help me to find the truth of who I am.
Im in so much suffering.
Everytime I search for a new home I ended up broken.
Im not afraid to fall and for the rest of my life ill find myself in an endless road and an empty room.

You're a bully
Yet so silly.
In my naked eyes,
You're so pretty.
Your name is gorgeous,
Everytime i remember you,
I got so nervous.
Small
Terrible
Clever
And Irresistible
You're wearing sneakers
And so hot in red.
When you flash a smile,
You're like an angel in disguise.
Having you
Is like lightning candle in the rain
And this heart of mine,
Is raedy for the pain.
Fatima Zahra
In your palace you are the queen.
I may not be your king,
But a slave of yours may be my dream.

I am hoping it would be sweet like the sunset.

My mind keep remembering the days.
Those times that we were laughing.
That night that i sing you to sleep.
And morning calls that brightens up my day.
Now you don't even say a word.
Let me say i'm sorry for that.
Co'z i hear your Silence.
So loud and clear.
My greatest fear has come to an end.
Because tomorrow will be forever.
I'm still waiting for my phone to ring.
Hoping it would be your name.
The sun shine on your face.
The thunder hit my fragile heart.
Now i'm waiting for the green light to flash.
And my feet will follow the beat.
Another minute seems forever.
And i'm chasing every seconds that were not together.
So i just stop here and wonder.
Hoping that i could take your hands,
And we will walk till forever.

I know i want her,
like a kid to a candy.
I know she's pretty,
all of her friends say so.
I know she's lonely,
when rains pour like tears.
I know when she's happy,
when those flowers bloom.
I know she's crazy,
and i love her when she act like too.
I know i made her cry,
so i die.
I know that she cant be mine,
but i keep on waiting.
I know i love her,
but she's inlove with him.

Her name is Julie,
And she's so pretty.
Her hair is messy,
And she had a cute tummy.

She's a baker,
And a nurse on duty.
She's also a runner,
And always run happy.

She loves to eat,
Even she's on a diet.
She loves to travel,
And walk on streets.

She's a princess,
And a Muai Thai Artist.
Tease her,
You'll be needing a mouthpiece.

Her smile,
Is priceless.
Like a bunch of gold,
In a hidden chest.

Oh Julie
I want you to be my only.
I'll never make you lonely
And love you every minute of the day.

You’re showing me like i dont mean a thing.
Like a bird without a wing.
Honestly it’s a shame to see me crying.
And i can’t help this tears from falling.

Lonely breeze left me chilling.
The sun keep on hiding.
And i cant fool my feeling,
That my heart is dreaming.

I can’t run barefoot in thorns.
You can’t hide in thunderstorms.
When you laugh, I cry.
You turned your back,I die.

Scattered paper,
Full of notes and How much I care.
To show you how much you mean.
And to treasure you like a queen.

This time of year,
Months and days.
Hours and minutes,
And seconds away.

I am so alone,
And this weather chills me to the bones.
I hug myself till I feel  warm,
Where blanket is my own arm.

I cry,
My minds fly,
But I'll do everything for my heart to stay alive,
And never fool myself with lies

In this place
Mirror is my friend,
I talk to this kid daily,
Till I found him in me.

Please be strong,
I told him everyday.
Please be happy,
Even if I know he's not ok.

He tried to smile,
When I look at me.
And whatever I do,
He's a carbon copy..

We never argue,
What ever I say,
He believes in me,
And always think anew.

I think  I'm  inlove,
With Me,Myself And I.
Trough this glass,
Looking in my eyes.

I will not run,
And chase the clock.
I will search,
Till I know how far I've  come.

I will not pretend,
And fool my self with my own lies.
I will try and try,
Till i find the true meaning of love.

I am not a glass,
That break.
I am a steel,
That bend.

I am not made of paper,
Or a skyscraper.
I am a paper boat,
That float everywhere.

I won't be drown,
With my own tears.
I'll stay afloat,
Even in shallow water.

I keep my promise on my own.
I'll keep it,
Till I feel tired,
And see no sign.

Just Simple,
Under the Blue skies.
Laughing with friends,
Indeed life is silly and beautiful,
Every year,months,days,hours and minutes.
Living in a place I can't call my own,
United with love for nature and life,
Can't ask for more.
Hanging in a cliff while watching city lights,
Above the tree singing my favorite song,
Nothing i can ask for more.
A**nd all I want is you.

Carl,
I'm still counting the days since I met you,
And the days since you fall in love.
And until now I can't say the words
"I'm happy for you" when I'm dying inside knowing I have lost you. Anyway losing someone is just a state of time and giving up isn't my word of choice. Yeah I may lost you this time but who knows the next time I bump into you that's the time. Time to prove that your not just my ordinary girl but someone whom I want to spend the best days of my life.
I always think for the worst,and never expect something good. I know I haven't prove  how much you mean and treat you just an ordinary girl but deep inside I've been dreaming things when I am awake.
I miss you a lot on days I know you'll be happy doing those crazy things I know you'll love to.
I miss your messy hair your smile and those  round eyes. I miss you more on Saturdays and I don't know why,I just feel it.
And there's this night that I feel I want to own the dawn,the streets when all I see are cats and fast cars chasing the dark. And I wonder if the stars fall and the tail light spelled out your name would it be a sign or am I just fooling my self.
I don't know if I just miss you or I am just alone or comfortable of being like this thinking how much I want to spend a night with you,playing ukulele or wacth Surf Up laugh when Chicken Joe captured by a tribe while having some beer.
And the train system that all or most people hate is the thing that I love the most being there almost everyday and watching people come and go made me realize that nothing is stable and even the season change but I'm still at the same spot where I used to watch every other commuter sleep,laugh,talk and run in a hurry.
Am I strugling? Or am I just a wishful thinker and a risk taker but afraid.
Am I saying or writing a lot? Do I need to stop? Nah I haven't done anything,right?
I hope your happy now, I hope you always go outside enjoy the rain and the sun.
I always admire you for being you,maybe I don't really know you but I'm glad that I have met someone like you.

Lots of Hope,
Mac

I will wait till the last gasp of my breath,
until i see no air.
I will wait till the last drop of my tears,
until i see no rain
I will wait in your eyes,
until i see no light.
I will wait every minute,
until i see no clock.
I will wait till the last ink of my blood,
until i see her mary that guy.
I wait until the last SUNDOWN.

I can't spell love to you.
Cause you don't feel the same.
My mind is crazy,
We can't even meet halfway.

The trees dance,
Every time the clouds cry.
And I'd rather hurt my self with truth,
Than to say I will try.

There's a waterfall,
Hiding in my heart,
Like a meteor,
It falls unstopable.

I can't sleep,
Without thinking of your pretty face.
And always pray  please be in my dreams,
Just you and me in a tryst.

I'm still here,
Waiting there.
Hoping,
For a you and me ending.

I know some words are overated.
Some say I'm out of my head.
But no one would sit beside my bed.
No one.

I wonder how it fells like
to jump off a cliff,sit on a ledge or free fall from a bridge.
When no one really cares,
My mind always play
the ***** tricks. To envy myself
or let my shadow sink in a busted bulb. Where everyone has a light.
I am dreaming inside a dark box
full of lies
There is no help,when we close our mind. Give every sun the chance to shine, the cockroach to fly like a butterfly. Why we always look from the outside without even taking the risk to look inside before we judge. Its not always the cover of the book sometimes its the words on it.

Saro sana ang sakuyang nasa isip,
bago magturog asin pagkamata.
Bago magdiklum ang banggi,
asin pagdungaw kan saldang sa amay na aga.
Sa saiyang mata asin ngirit ako nauugma.
Dai ko aram ta pag nahihililing ko sya,
ako garu nasa langit na.
Salamat ta nabisto ko sya,
Salamat ta sa oras na ako namumundo yaon sya.

Basta ang aram ko PADANGAT ko sya.

Sa mga panahon na ito ay unti unti na ako nakakaramdam ng pangungulila.
Ngunit mapapalitan naman ito galak sa tuwing maalala natin ang mga araw na tayo ay magkasama.
Alam ko din na kaya natin, kaya ko at kaya mo.
Alam ko na darating ang araw na tayo ay malulumbay  at hahanapin ang bawat isa.
Subalit Ang papel na ito ay magsisilbing bangka at ang tinta ng aking pluma ay syang dagat na maghahatid sa bawat tibok ng aking puso na nalulumbay patungo sa sansinukob kung san ang mga talanyo ang magsisilbing nating gabay.
Kaya wag kanang malungkot kasi isang bus lang at pwede na kita makapiling at mayakap habang ang ating mga mata ay nangungusap na sa wakas ay muli tayong pinagbigyan ng panahon upang namnamin ang bawat sandali na tayo ay nangulila. Magkaiba man ang lugar o ang panahon sa araw araw na lumilipas ay maisisiguro ko na ang bawat pintig ng ating mga puso ay magkasabay.
Nag sasabing ikay aking mahal at akoy iyong mahal.
Kaya sa mga panahon na ako ay nag iisa sa harap ng palayan at nakatanaw sa kanluran kasabay ng paglubog ng bawat araw o huling patak ng ulan ay hinding hindi lilipas ang araw na ang mga ngiti mo ay di dumaan sa aking isipan.
At kung sa mga oras na akoy nasa ilalim ng kalungkutan ito ang nagsisilbi kong sandata upang lumaban.
Na alam ko may bukas na dadating at malalagpasan ko din ang bawat lungkot sa aking damdamin.
Mahal kita mula nung araw na una kita makita at lalo pa kitang minamahal sa bawat araw na lumilipas tayo man ay magkahawak kamay at kahit sa panahon na tayo ay magkahiwalay.
Mahal kita kahit di kita nakikita sapat na ang mga alala upang masabi kong di ako nagiisa.
Mahal kita ou mahal,na mahal kita kahit na nasa malayo ka at ako ay nag iisa iniisip ka.
Sana sapat na ang mga katagang mahal kita upang malaban ko ang lungkot sa aking mga mata at magpanggap na di ako nangungulila sa isang dalaga na nasa bayan ng Marikina.

Let start this day,
With a big smile on your face.
Cause baby we're going to a lovely tryst.
We'll do the things our heart is singing.
Like riding a wave early in the morning.
Together we will climb
The highest mountains and peaks.
Together we'll catch fish,
In rivers and seas.
We'll watch lilo and stitch.
While having some beer.
When you're drunk
I want you to lay your head above my chest.
Listen to my heart and how fast it beats
As I  sing you to sleep.
Forever we'll stay together.
And count the stars in heaven.
As I whisper in your ear.
That I'll be your forever.
This night was so good to be true.
Hoping that someday it would be me and you.

Forget me and the times we had.
Did you notice that my heart is dead.
While your having fun with him,
I'm mourning in my bed.

Now,You can't hurt me no more.
Co'z this piece of me stops from beating.

Flash your smile,
Co'z your free.
From me,
And to all the misery.

You  don't need to worry.
Co'z my back fits on this casket.
Will you cry,or just keep in silent.
Will your tears fall?

I'm sure your happy with him.
And please do stop pretending
Co'z i ain't blaming you.
It's the rope on that ceiling.

Is this
what
you
wish for?
This is
what
you wanted.
This
is all
your plan.
Don't
blame
it on me.
It's not
easy
to play.
Than
to say
sorry.
It's more
easy
to contemplate.
And draw
all your
worries.
My heart
is wrecked.
And scattered
in sheets.
The wound
is deep.
And a
scar
is beneath.
.

I'll find that perfect word
that will fit your
World.

The shadow of your eyes hunt those tears.
Running behind those lies.
Lying in the dark night.

Crying in silent.
Heart is broken like scattered stars.
No way to hide.

My heart is wrap with thorn.
I cant take those words.
Those unspoken words.

Walking inside you.
Today i hope your okay.
Today.............

Guns and bullets.
Destroy dreams Of a kid who lost a father,
A son to a mother,
And a love to be surrender.

Body laid on the ground,
Lifeless,
Covered with his own blood.
Poured in his land.

Serving
Peace ,
For us to sleep,
At ease.

Their life,
Dreams,
And sacrifice.
Is enough.

Their battle,
Will never be won,
When we always think,
For our own instead for our nation.

Filipino ,
**** Filipino?
Where is the love and peace,
Mga kababayan  ko? (My countrymen)

Tagapagligtas naming sundalo(soldier),
You're a hero,
In a heart of every Filipino.
Remembering  you.