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It was 11:11
And I was confuse what to wish for.
Her or
her happiness.
Some part of me
Wanted her to be mine.
Some part of me wanted her to be happy with me.
Some part of me wanted her to be just happy.
Some part of me wish to become her happiness then
If I wish her, her wish will also become true.
So what did I wish
Nothing
Cause god knows my wish and he knows me better then me,
So he will grant me wish which suits me the best.

Lazy_winds
Does 11:11 wish come true. I have no idea.
Your love is ideal
That's why it doesn't exist.
I am a science student and there is nothing in the universe exist that is ideal like gas.
An ideal gas doesn't exist.
He has heard somewhere that "the road you take to avoid your destiny is the road where you meat your destiny"

And, Everytime he choose the road to her, she was never there...
Whatever road you take you will meet your destiny..
See me with your mind
Not with your eyes.
Touch me with your thought,
Not with your skin.
Love my soul,
Not my body.
I ran,
Towards the horizon,
Where the land and the sky meet.

I ran,
To see,
Where they become complete.

I ran,
To see,
The land and the sky together.

And I am
Running,
For forever.

And I am
Running,
For forever.
From far away, things seems different, when we get close we see the real things or it just the way it is.
Sometimes things are better from far and we can never get near them no matter how much we try.
LAST NIGHT
When I shut my eyes then you came to me
You hold my hand and then you said to me

You are not all alone I am here with you
Even if you open your eyes I will be there for you

Then you sat beside me and held me in your arms
Your presence made me feel safe and miles sway from any harm

I was filled with emotions and started crying
'There is something in my eyes" I told you and you knew that I was lying

You held me tighter and embraced me with your love
It was a divine felling as I felt the warmth of your love

I faced you to say something but, I kept quite
Then you gave me a smile and held me more tight
Just work of my fiction what I want to become a reality.
Will the sun ever
shine over my head,
Or the clouds will
always be there,
For, I am now tired
From everything
And now I hope
For nothing.
I lost my will
Somewhere in my
Journey
And I don't know
If I ever will found it again.
There was so many fish in the pond
But, he was searching for a mermaid.

He was searching for a mermaid but the one that caught his attention was just an another fish in the pond.....
I am a lover of the nature
And
She is the most natural thing
I have ever seen.
[Hey girl,

This is for you, yes you,

There is something I need to tell you,

That I have been hiding from you.

These are the pieces of my heart,

That you have taken from miles apart,

And I have never feels this way so far.

For this is not a quest,

It's just something I need to take off from my chest,

So Read it all that's my only request.

There are some things that I didn't tell you,

Like the first time when I saw you,

Who were you, I even hadn't got a clue,

Then I saw you again almost out of the blue.

There was something strong that attracted me,

Cause I was always of the repulsive kind,

I thought about you all the night,

And then you were all over my mind.

Do you not realise,

Or you think that

it is not wise,

Oh I am so confused,

Yet I am so infused

With hope, that this one time

I will not be refused.

The night I saw you, I was wondering alone,

When I heard your captivating tone,

And I just flowed with it, where ever it took me

And then I saw something that will became a part of me.

yes it was you, that catches my eyes,

Or rather I say it was your shining eyes

I stood there staring blankly at you

And I just listen to your voice that was so smooth

Don't you think that I am being childish

And telling you things this way, I am being stylish

I thought it was just an infatuation,

And I was searching for a reason

To explain myself that it is not love,

I asked myself all types of questions,

In the search for only one reason

To confess myself that it is not love.

I remember that night when I first saw you,
I don't remember how you dressed

Cause I was lost in your voice.

Then I thought to myself
That, that meeting was work of faith

Cause that day I was not there by my choice.

Sometimes I think, how silly of me to think like that

*And I do with myself a little chit chat
I love a girl and didn't know how to say it to her so, I thought to tell her my feelings with a poem and then I wrote it.
We met a few months ago in the road called life,
I imagined her then and there to be my future wife.

The calmness she had could be seen from her eyes
Before her, I have never seen such a beautiful sight.

I was divining deep in the emotion called love,
In the midst of the storm, she was peace like a dove.

She was soothing my soul with her  calming Words.
And I was begging, her from all the almighty Lords.

She came like a wind, and blown me away.
she even understand my words Which i didn't say.

She was everything I ever dreamed of,
And I danced every night at the roof top.

We met a few months ago in the road called life,
I imagined her then and there to be my future wife.

Things were going smooth until she found someone,
And I was again all by myself, the forgotten one.

She started ignoring my call and giving me replies,
She said excuses but, I could see through her lies.

I left the things as they were
And once more, for me life wasn't fair.

I distanced myself from all her memory.
And It took more then a century.

As I started befriending my solitude,
She came back with a sorry attitude.

........ To be continued.......
#lazy_winds
A series of poem
How you met someone, they make your life beautiful.
Then they met someone else, they leave you, they got hurt then they come back but, now they are not the same, they are changed and you tried every way possible to bring happiness to them one more time.
She said she can't love me back,
She was already broken,
She said she likes me
But, her heart has already be taken.

Hearing this my heart crys a bit,
And a tear roals down my cheek,
My heart was ponding rapidly,
It felt like a Boulder in my chest.

I was thinking why would he do that,
Cause I have never seen a girl like that,
Such a beauty inside and outside,
Holding her hand is not less then pride.

Some part of me was happy to know this,
And some part of me didn't want to know this.
Somewhere I was thinking this shouldn't have happened to her,
And I was praying to god to give her what's best for her.
Her happiness is more important to me then my desire to be with her.
She says she can't love me, and it hurts.
I can never love someone beside her.
Cause there are many fishes in the pond but, she is a MERMAID
She?
She is a dark skinned girl
With smile as bright as the sun,
With a tender heart that cries for the pain of her friend.

She?
She is just an another girl whom you see in the neighbour,
And to fullfil her dreams she do all the labour.

She?
She is a dark skinned girl
Who wears her confidence in the crowd,
She is intelligent but she
Doesn't cry out loud.

She?
She is a girl who wears those normal spectacles,
And there is no problem that she can't tackle.

She?
She has a lot of stories
That I like to here,
And maybe I would listen to her secrets that she doesn't even share.

She?
She smiles her brightest when she teaches something or when she is telling a funny story.

She?
She is a dark skinned girl
With a soul that I believe is pure,
Who never wish bad for anyone, that i am sure.

She?
She is a girl,
Beautiful and sweet
And I am really happy
That destiny planned our meet.

She?
She is a girl who do not blindly follow the trend
And that beautiful girl,
That girl is my friend.
She is my friend.
Tell me your secrets and I will lock them in my soul.
Tell me what are you missing and I will make you whole.
Tell me your fear and I will become your strength.
Tell me where will you meet and I will jump any length.
Tell me what you love and I will bring it to you.
Tell me you love me and I will never leave you.
Tell me you need me and I will be there.
Tell me what scares you and you don't have to fear.
Tell me if you don't want me and you will never see me again.
Tell me to go away and still I will protect you from any pain.
Tell me to wait and I will for an eternity.
Tell me what should I do to find my sanity.
Tell me just tell me.
Worst goodbyes are those when you haven't exchange goodbyes...
The first time I saw you my heart skipped a bit,
I knew straight away we were destined to meet,
I went week in my knees and my stomach went tight,
I felt in that moment this has got to be right.

At first I was shy, I didn't know what to say,
But, I had to say something to woo you my way,
My first words to you were clumsy and crude,
I was trying so hard to be nice and not rude.


There was joy and excitement when you spoke back to me,
This newfound romance had just filled me with glee,
It was love at first sight when I saw you that day,
In a moment my loneliness all swept away.
I have never loved anyone so much before,

It's a wonderful feeling that makes me want more,
These feeling that I have are so strong and sincere,
I want you to know how much I love you my dear.


You are the sun and the moon all rolled info one,
You bring happiness and joy and a whole lot of fun,
I want to be with you for the rest of my life,
I love you so much I want to make you my wife.
Happy days are ahead for both of us now,

There will be good times and bad times but, we will make it somehow,
Being with you is what matters the most,
Till death takes me away to the heavenly host.
She is the sunshine
I am the cloud
She is the happiness
I never really found.
I was a morning daylight,
Full of joy and happiness,
Not in reality but,
In the reel of life.

I was a thundering cloud,
Always roar and roar,
Not because I was strong,
Because I was afraid.

I was complaining,
All day all night,
Not to the living puppets,
But, to the almighty.

I was tired, sick of fake smiles,
And telling people all the lies,
Not because I can't stand more,
Because I wanted to be real.

I was crying inside,
And hiding all the pain,
Not because I was strong,
Because I meant to be.

I was altruist,
And trust people easily,
None, broke my trust,
But, my friends did.

NOW

I am like the ocean tides,
Dancing in my own rhythm,
Not to be wander alone,
But, to be wise.

I am an open book,
Like one in the library,
Not for everyone,
But, who ask for it.

I am a dreamer,
And my dreams unrealistic,
Not that they can't be true,
But, they just wouldn't.

I am a listener,
waiting for someone,
Not to listen their story,
But, to tell mine.

I am a common man,
A man with a story,
Not to tell everyone,
But, who deserve it.

*Lazy_winds
It shows the change that one makes as he understands life more and more.
Life is not as much complicated as you see it. If you just see through things you will understand more easily.
if you could see through my eyes

You would see the most beautiful sight

You are very special, you may wonder why

Might because of your bright shining eyes

When I look at them, it feels like a dream

And your smile together with your eyes makes a good team

Whenever satru sees you, satru blushes

It's not intentionally it's just his refluxes

What else can I say, I not know

For i am the one who don't know how to show

And there I rest my case for some time

Will tell you more, some another time

Wait till I find something new

Cause words that can describe you are very few
Everybody is beautiful for somebody. You just have to find the one.
You were  like a shining star
That brightened my life..
You came into my life and made it  paradise
You loved me with your fullest heart
When you hold my hand..
I forgot all my worries...

Your arm was the safest place i knew
What kind of magic you had?
I always wonder
But suddenly what happened to u...
Why your love fade away...?
Is that what love is all about
degrading with time....!
My heart get hurts everytime
watching you changing day by day.
It's like a nightmare
which came to frighten me..
You are my little world
where i reside
and now i abandoned
searching for ur love....
Why you did this to me..?
Was i not worth to be loved?
I cried again n again pleading you
not to leave
But you became senseless
You feel nothing...
Your silence suffocates me...
at last i loose
You killed my innocent heart
that only wants is you....And your love...!
When you said you wouldn't change and you do.
एक लड़की है जो दिखती है हक़ीक़त में,
पर मेरे खवाबों में वो रहती है।

मेरा दिन उसी से जगता है, मेरी रातें उसी में सोतीं है,
पास नही है वो मगर,साथ मेरे वो रहती है।

एक लड़की है जो दिखती है हक़ीक़त में,
पर मेरे खवाबों में वो रहती है।

कभी जब नजरें मिल जाती है हमारी, दिल की धड़कन बढ़ जाती है,
चंचल नही है, वो शांत है मगर, उसकी अदाएं मुझे बड़ा सताती है।

एक लड़की है जो दिखती है हक़ीक़त में,
पर मेरे खवाबों में वो रहती है।

कभी खामोश रहती है  तो कभी यूँही मुस्कुराती है,
कभी छू जाती है मुस्कान उसकी, कभी आंखों से कुछ कह जाती है।

एक लड़की है जो दिखती है हक़ीक़त में,
पर मेरे खवाबों में वो रहती है।

वो पास रहे या दूर रहे, एक बेचैनी से रहती है,
चुम लूं उसे अपने आखों से, बस यही तमन्ना हर पल रहती है।

एक लड़की है जो दिखती है हक़ीक़त में,
पर मेरे खवाबों में वो रहती है।

एक लड़की है जो दिखती है हक़ीक़त में,
पर मेरे खवाबों में वो रहती है।
When she is all over your mind.
की दिन गुजरता नहीं और उम्र कटती चली जा रही,
तेरी तस्वीर इन आँखों मे बस्ती चली जा रही,
की ज़रा सी भी भनक नही तुमको हमारे इश्क़ की,
और ये दुनिया हमारे मोहब्बत की चर्चा करती जा रही।

हम मदहोश हो जाते है तुम्हारी आँखों मे देखते ही,
और तुम हो कि इन आँखों से हमे जाम पिलाती जा रही।

हम खड़े रहते हैं तुम्हारे इंतज़ार में उस राह में जिससे तुम गुजरती हो,
और तुम हो कि हर दिन अपनी राह बदलती जा रही।

हम समझदार समझ के इशारे करते हैं तुम्हें,
और तुम हो कि नासमझ बनती जा रही।

की दिन गुजरता नहीं और उम्र कटती चली जा रही,
तेरी तस्वीर इन आँखों मे बस्ती चली जा रही,
हम इंतज़ार ही करते रहे तुमसे एक मुलाकात की,
और तेरे घर के आगे आशिक़ों की कतार बढ़ती चली जा रही।

हम तड़प उठते हैं तुम्हें किसी और के साथ देख कर,
और तुम हो कि नए दोस्त बनाती जा रही।

हम तो लिखते हैं हाल-ए-अपना हर दफा,
और तुम हो कि मेरे जज्बातों को शायरी समझती जा रही।

हम खत्म तो कर दें इस मोहब्बत के सिलसिले को,
पर तुम हो कि हर बार हमें अपना बनाती जा रही।

#satrutheenemy
की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो तुम संभाल लेना,
मैं अगर भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद रखना।

की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो तुम संभाल लेना,
अगर कह दूं की मुस्कुराहट तुम्हारी,
खुशी बन गई है मेरी,

अगर मैं ये कह ना पाऊं,
तो किसी और को कहने भी ना देना।
अगर में भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद रखना।

की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो तुम संभाल लेना,
अगर सवाल करूं मैं कोई,
तो जवाब भले तुम ना देना,

पर कभी कोई जवाब मांगे तुमसे,
तो खुद से ये सवाल जरूर करना।
मैं अगर भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद जरूर रखना।

की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो तुम संभाल लेना,
अगर चूमना चाहूं तुम्हें,
तो भले ही मुंह फेर लेना,

पर साथ ही मेरा हाथ पकड़ के,
मुझे प्यार से समझना,
मैं अगर भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद रखना।

की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो तुम संभाल लेना,
अगर आंख से निकले आंसू,
तो आसुंवो को बेहने देना,

पर कभी रोने को जो कंधा ना मिले,
तो अपने कंधे पर सर रखकर हमें रोने देना,
मैं अगर भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद जरूर रखना।

की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो होश में हमें ना लाना,
अगर थाम ना पाओ ज़िन्दगी भर,
तो पल भर के लिए हमें ना संभालना।

पर कभी तुम भी चाहो हमें,
तो अपनी चाहत हमसे ना छिपाना,
मैं अगर भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद जरूर रखना।

की कभी होश खो भी जाऊं,
तो तुम संभाल लेना,
मैं अगर भूल भी जाऊं,
तो तुम याद रखना।

*#satrutheenemy
मन ये मेरा चंचल कहीं रुकता नहीं,
एक जगह पे कभी टिकता नहीं।
कभी परिंदो की तरह उड़ता है,
तो कभी मछली बनके तैरता है,
कभी पहाड़ों में जाके घूमता है,
तो कभी किसी किताब की कहानियों में जीता है,
मन ये मेरा चंचल कही बैठता नहीं।

मन ये मेरा चंचल ककहिं रुकता नही,
कभी यादों के तैखने से निकालकर,
अतीत के लम्हों को जीता हैं।
तो कभी खुद की ही एक कहानी बनाकर,
उस किरदार में नई जिंदगी जीता है।
कभी उड़ जाता है भविष्य में,
और ना जाने क्या क्या सपने बुनता है।
मन ये मेरा चंचल कहीं ठहरता नहीं।

मन ये मेरा चंचल कभी संभालता नहीं,
कभी किसी की यादों में डुबकियां लगाता है,
तो कभी उन्हें ही याद करने से डरता है,
कभी किसी के साथ होने की ख्वाईश करता है,
तो कभी टूटे सपनों को फिर से पिरोता है,
कभी यहाँ कभी वहाँ बस भटकता रहता है,
मन ये मेरा चंचल कभी बस यूँही टहलता है।

मन ये मेरा चंचल अब ठहर से गया है,
तुम्हारे चेहरे पे आके ये रुक सा गया है,
बस तुम्हारी आँखों को तकता रहता है,
और तुमसे अगली मुलाकात को तरसता है।
शुरुवात भी तुम्ही से करता है और अंत तुम्ही पे करता है,
मन ये मेरा चंचल अब बस तुम्हीं को सोचता है
बस तुम्हीं को सोचता है।

#Satru - the enemy
कुछ गम तुझे भी है,
कुछ गम मुझे भी है।
किसी की चाहत तुझे भी है,
किसी की चाहत मुझे भी है।
तू दौड़ पड़ा अपनी तकदीर पाने,
मैं रुक गया अपनी तकदीर के बहाने।

ज़िन्दगी ने दर्द तुझे भी दिए,
ज़िन्दगी ने दर्द मुझे भी दिए।
मैं रोता रहा अपने दर्द देखकर,
तू हँसता रहा मुझे रोता देखकर।

मंजिल को पाना तुझे भी है,
मंजिल को पाना मुझे भी है।
मैं रास्ता तलाशता गया मंजिल तक पहुचने का,
तू रास्ता बनाता गया मंजिल तक पहुचने का।

कुछ नाम तुझे भी कामना है,
कुछ नाम मुझे भी कामना है।
मैं सोचता रहा नाम कमाने के लिए,
तू काम करता रहा नाम कमाने के लिए।

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कुछ रातें इन्तज़ार में बीतीं
कुछ रातें इज़हार में बीतीं
कुछ रातें हम खामोश रहे,
कुछ रातें इनकार में बीतीं।

कुछ रातें हमने मनाया उसे
कुछ रातें उसने सताया मुझे
कुछ रातें हम खामोश रहे
कुछ रातें उसने रुलाया मुझे।

कुछ रातें हम साथ थे
कुछ रातें हम दूर थे
कुछ रातें तन्हा थीं बहुत
इस क़दर हम मजबूर थे।

कुछ रातें सिर्फ रात ना थी
उन रातों में वो बात ना थी
कुछ रातें वो रात ना आई
रात आई पर वो ना आई।

फिर एक दिन वो रात आई
जिस रात के बाद
फिर कभी ना वो रात आई
फिर कभी ना वो रात आई।

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