Can't stop thinking about you
It hurts so much
Can't eat, can't sleep
I guess that's what i reap
Playing the day we met on repeat
Leaves me feeling incomplete
Knowing that you will never know my true feelings
Even though they are so revealing
Everything about you has me so insane
Your lack of awareness can be so inhumane
But just once it would be great if you can actually notice me
Notice me and no one else

From the moment I laid my eyes on you
My heart stopped
I did not know what had happened
It was as if the whole world slowed down around me
Everything about you just drives me crazy
From those beautiful eyes to your cute voice
It's just sad that this is an unrequited love
You can never belong to me
You probably don't even know I exist
And I'm okay with it for now

I know i should not have fallen for you
I know you love someone else
It's just hard to forget
After all it was love at first sight
I still don't know how it all happened
It was all a blur
It hurts just seeing you with him
I tried to move on
I tried to forget
But my stupid heart just won't give up
I hope for the best
I hope to move on
I guess only time will tell

A once in a lifetime love
To never let go of
One that will stay by your side at any cost
When all else is lost
To pull you up when
Everyone is pushing you down
To calm you down whenever
you have a nervous breakdown
When will a love so great appear
I hope she is near
Waiting a lifetime for an opportunity of unity
And yearning for the moment I have you in my heart
And finally have a fresh start

****, I cannot believe this is happening again
It's getting harder to explain
I wish I could just lock it away
And forget about it today

Dear god,
I don't know what to do anymore
There's is too much to ignore
All my emotions are about to explode
At the middle of this crossroad
With no where to go
So please let me know
What it is I can do
Just give me a clue
Feeling lost with no where to call home

To live an honest life can be hard
One little thing can derail and catch you off guard
It is what you do after that can define who you are
And that still can only take you so far
Live each day as if it were you're last
And forget all about the past
Living an honest life is hard