Alone in the dark
Contemplating the end
Good bye cruel world
Time to finish this horrible nightmare

Scream, scream  and let it all out
Do it, let the world know what you feel
You have a voice that deserves to be heard
Just let it out as loudly as you can
Those two words you've been swallowing down
Restraining yourself not to say
Everyone will appreciate it
So let's yell it together
Now count to three
1. 2. 3.
*******

Wandering about late in this picture perfect town
About to have a mental breakdown

With all these perfect people in their perfect world
While I live in my own dreamworld

Picturing what this town would look like in fire
While listening to the mightiest church choir

Ruining everything they worked so hard for
Just so that I don't feel like a prisoner of war

Escaping from this nightmare of a place
Will be the Coup De Grace

Then I won't be the mental case
Anymore In anyplace

I had thought about death on many occasions
To end all frustrations
A simple step it's all it'll take to transcend
Oh it's time to ascend
Time for me to amend for all my sins
I guess this is where it again begins

I hope that one day you will be mine
For that will be so divine

just can't get enough sleep with you on my mind
Endless nights have been unkind

Just suffering, pining for you're heart
Keeping you in my life will be so smart

You keep me leveled and that's so hard
With you I don't have to be so on guard

This love that is hard to explain
That has always been hard to attain

Will be mine and mine alone
And will be well-known

For all others to be alone

Since the day I met you
I knew, I just knew
You and I would bond
That for you I would go to the moon and back
That my way of living would have to change for the better
But most importantly I knew you have saved my life forever

So confused right now
I don't even know who I am anymore
Riding this rollercoaster of emotions
Feeling worst with every passing day
Wishing that the pain will disappear
Contemplating wether to continue living or just give up
I just want to be numb of all this pain
Hoping the day will come soon
Hoping for the end of my painful days
Just end already
Just end