Raven Blue

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Tired

I'm tired of crying every night
I'm tired of being in pain
I'm tired of getting mood swings and having unstable emotions
I'm tired of being scared and lonely
I'm tired of having negative thoughts
I'm tired of being unhappy
I'm tired of hiding my pain
I'm tired of fighting this pain
I'm tired of being like this
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of being tired
I just want to end this

I'm really tired
Why won't this go away?

#depression #blue #pain #suffering #loneliness #sadness #tired #negative

Raven Blue Jul 2020

The Runaway

A girl is running away from a beast.
She went to the darkest forest;
Believing that she could hide from it.
She ran and ran and ran;
Unaware of the dark secrets that is inside of the forest.
She run and run and run;
But in the end she saw a mirror,
And there she saw the beast.

#loneliness #sadness #blue #depression #runaway #pain

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Twisted

I'm twisted inside.
My emotions are unstable;
And just like my emotions, my choices are also unstable.
It keeps going back and forth.
I'm twisted inside;
And don't know what to do.
It is very confusing.

#confusing #twisted #emotions #unstable #choices

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Acceptance

Accept the pain for you to grow and gain;
Accept the rejection for you to become
stronger and more confident;
Accept your shortcomings for you to see that you've always done your best in everything;
Accept yourself for who you are;
And be proud of yourself.

#acceptance #pain #rejection #shortcomings #self

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Realize

I'm looking at myself in the mirror;
Just staring at myself with curiosity.
Realizing how good enough I am at what I do.
Then thoughts keep coming to my mind;
"I'm actually not useless."
"I'm amazing."
"I'm a great person."
"I'm passionate to what I do."
"I'm good enough."
"I'm worthy."
"I'm not perfect, but I'm thankful to myself."

We are all amazing for who we are.

#amazing #myself #worthy #goodenough #me

Raven Blue Jul 2020

Risks

I have a big dream;
And it's my lifetime dream.
I want to take the risk to try it out;
But I'm also afraid of the consequences.
I keep thinking, maybe if I tried it out, I won't get accepted;
Or maybe if I will get accepted, I can encounter lots of obstacle and take big risks,
And that dream could change my life.
But still, it is my lifetime dream;
And I'm still very confused right now.
Should I take the risks or not?

I actually have a lifetime dream, but I'm afraid to take the risks. I'm still confused right now but I really want to try it out.

#risks #lifetime #bigdreams #dreams #confused

Raven Blue Jul 2020

I Am

I am I;
I am me;
I am myself;
I am just who I am.