nothing is ever finished
do not believe in the definitive
life is a spectrum
black and white exists
to those who live fixed
wander
grey is the colour
of a question
that has no answer.

Isn't it funny
How when someone leaves you
That they're the only person
you'd want to talk to about it?

I took the girl I had known for never to the formal affair,
And she told me she was from Laos,
And hadn't had sushi in over a year,
And said her father was a diplomat,
And she spoke great English,
And said she lived in Canada when she was a child,

All I could say was,

"I hope I'm as interesting as you someday."

She smiled, laughed, and said,

"Your time is up."

As she was leaving all I could think was,

"That escort sure had an elaborate backstory."

You can't control falling in love,
but you can control where you land.

we are so selfish ,
trying to save ourselves from our battle that we forgot about those that innocently got caught in between .
We make decisions that we don't have rights making
We take lives ,some ours
without even blinking
Life without love
Is that ever worth living?
Not when hundreds,thousands
Bodies fall,not when
everyone is not satisfied
With themselves
At all.

Arms wrapped around her tight; I cuddle her close to me,
Bundled up, as we lay in bed; waiting patiently.
She shivers with goose bumps all over her body,
The TV is on silent; watching her favorite movie, Rocky.
Silence fills the room with the noise of despair,
Surrealism is setting in; we’re beginning to not care.
If we die today, that’ll be okay,
Our love is strong, we just need to pray.
Pray we’ll be together if fate makes it clear,
That it’s time to move on, the end is near.
She turns on her side, her facing looking at mine,
She bursts into tears, and begins to cry.
“I can’t, I can’t, I need to leave”
“My mom, my dad, my little brother needs me”
I grab her as she was about to get up,
I pulled her down and gave her a great big hug,
“You can’t leave, you can’t leave, it’s coming”
“You wouldn’t make it, even if now you started running”
“Just lay here with me, and just hope for safety”
“Don’t go running, don’t be crazy”
She agreed and laid back in my arms
At that moment we heard the alarms.
“Baby, baby, no, no” she screamed,
Sobbing like a child, a bright light beamed.
I counted down, three to none,
We lost the war, the enemies won.