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Apr 2015 · 982
Life killed him
Neex Apr 2015
He said to me with swollen eyes,
"Heaven is better than this,
  So if there is no purpose for my living,
  Why delay my rapture. I love you,
  But I'm only going to Hurt you if I stay."

A peck on my lips,
"Go, run home!"
And he ran,
I yelled and cried,
He ran and ran,
I stood, so scared,
With tears in my eyes,
Gun shots in the air.

No one could help him.
"It wouldn't be suicide,"
The words he said echoed in my head,
"I'm just going to be in the wrong place,
At the right time."

I ran and ran,
Cried and cried,
I couldn't watch,
It was a blood bath,
A riot.

I ran home,
Ran and ran;
But home was where he was,
And I didn't know where that was.

I cried and cried,
And in that moment I was certain,
*My soul had died.
I don't even know where this came from, but I feel it, the pain, the reality.
Neex Apr 2015
The times we check under our beds for monsters,
We don't realize that they're inside us,
They eat us from within,
While the world eats us externally,
It's all part of a dark melody.

Our monsters aren't all so vicious,
But it's a competition,
Because the world is undoubtedly ferocious,
They battle for eternities,
Until either is victorious,
And all that is left of us,
Are idle piles dust,
Oh it's all so delirious.

If humans could only understand this,
Earth could be an ideal,
No more cravings for cosmic space,
Life,
Possibly surreal.
I'm delirious...
Neex Apr 2015
Relationships ****.
You could waste weeks, months, years
Feeling happy,
Thinking everything'll turn out okay
Maybe perfect;
Assuming that things'll go somewhere good,
Just to have it all cut-off,
Cut-off by plain meaningless yet such heavy words.

I must admit,
The feeling could be surreal at times,
Yet so real.
Believing someone cares, someone possibly sweet.
Believing someone could give it all up for you at some point.
Believing you make someone so happy.

But is it really worth it?
The tears 'cause he got tired of you,
The bitter ending,
The bloodshot eyes from crying at night,
Because he cheated and it was far from a game,
The hurt that kept pounding in your chest,
Because he isn't yours anymore.
The regret of knowing that YOU let him go,
But YOU want him back, so bad.

Maybe it IS all worth it,
Maybe it's not,
But basically,
Relationships ****!
Inspired by a friend and the guilt from her break-up.

— The End —