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Neex Apr 2015
Love,
It's made me spoilt,
I want it,
I believe that i need it,
But i see no sign of it approaching,
And that kills me.

Maybe i don't deserve love,
Or maybe,
*Love just doesn't deserve me.
School's got me busy, sorry for my scarcity!
Font still having problems, sorry.
  Apr 2015 Neex
Ronnie James Corbin
I wish I could put into poetry
How I feel, exactly
Without sounding so **** cliché
How I want to run away,
Every day, is spent
Amongst decomposition and decay
A dialogue of broken words
From dead flowers in a vase
A truth I can't evade
That time on Earth is not a thing to waste
Neex Apr 2015
It's my Birthday today,*
The clock's getting louder.

Tick Tock,
My dreams need me to be punctual,
Tick Tock,
The years are passing in a haste,
Tick Tock,
There's no time to waste,
It's kinda scary.

I hope things don't get worse,
That the pain doesn't get more painful,
That my glass shell stays intact,
Doesn't break.

I want to be happy today,
At least for the most part of it,
So last night,
I broke my silence,
No serious problems are invited,
Not into this new age.

It's an ordinary day for most people,
Not for me though,
It's my Birthday today.
It's been a lovely morning... Happy Birthday to me...
  Apr 2015 Neex
Mrs Ashley Somebody
Excuse me sir, but
"Heartbreak" isn't metaphor
It's physical pain.
Neex Apr 2015
No worries,
I'm used to it.

You found someone more important.

**** though,
You almost had me.

Have to admit,
It hurts like hell,
But I'll pretend I'm fine,
As usual.

Yeah,
But I hate you,
I mean,
You're awesome,
But you see,
You kinda broke my heart,
Before I even lent it to you so...

I feel stupid,
It was only a few days,
How did I fall blindly,*
I bet you pushed me!

Well doesn't life ****?
I guess the strong girl,
Is tired of being strong.

I guess fate has made its choice,
Ugh these inner bleeding eyes.
Well yeah, 2:30 am ramblings.
Neex Apr 2015
Darling I'm strong,
So my tears are hidden,
But that's gives you no right,
To believe that I'm not broken.

I'm easy,
Quiet and shy with feelings and emotions,
And if you ask I'm bound not to tell,
You could say that my words get quite *lost
.

But I want the butterflies,
They've been gone for too long,
And I want my heart to race insanely,
To feel that way that's so raw.

I want to feel like someone cares for once,
I want to talk all night,
I want someone to think about me happily,
Never get tired,
And when I shut that someone out,
Maybe just put up a mighty fight.

My words get lost easily,
But for this I can tell on,
About the hole in my battered heart,
That tells me where you belong.

I can write songs in my scrappy book,
And smile to myself like I'm crazy,
Draw hearts all over the place,
Tell stories of this rare thing,
Cuz it's beyond me.

And I'll sing the melodies that you inspire,
If the music works,
That's all I require,
It's simply your presence that I desire.

Darling we might not converse,
But I can sight-read you,
Like the notes in my violin pieces,
And I can write you down,
Like the lyrics to my newest song.

So please be the painter,
Destroy or end your work of the heart,
Mine's been incomplete,
And I'm hoping this is just the start,*
And maybe you're not done.
Love. This type of love. And more.
The font came out messed up, sorry.
Neex Apr 2015
It was late,
I was unaware,
Different time zones,
But you were still there,
I said I was fine,
Told you not to worry,
You said you didn't give a **** what I wanted,
You'd still worry, sorry.

That might seem cruel but I found it sweet,
You stayed up till 6,
And made me speak.

We just met that day but we had a connection,
Talked for hours straight,
It was the weirdest,
Unexpected not to mention.

You layed it down straight,
Let me know your bad side,
Said you're a charmer,
Made the ladies flip.

It was an instant friendship,
Everything fell in place.

You're the horrible one,
Who stayed that night,
Said you weren't so horrible when it counts,
We gave each other nicknames.

I shouldn't be writing this but I am,
Because although I can't be fooled by that charm,
You're on my mind most of the time,
And that wasn't part of the plan.

We talk like old friends,
Joke like kids,
But when it comes to these things,
I give perfect advise,
Though I'm slightly naive.

Not sure what it means to like,
Not sure if you're the type,
So I'll end it in poetry,
**Let fate decide.
Well yup, hope he never sees this...
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