I drink ‘till I’m drunk
Trying to drown the pain.

Waking up when sober,
and after a really bad hangover.
I realize my mistakes.
So I do it all over again in order to forget.

Eventually the pain will be gone,
Eventually everything will be okay,
Eventually ill be nothing but a memory.

I am chaos and beauty intertwined.

what does the sea look like from down under?
does it still reflect the sadness within my eyes
or will it turn the corners of my mouth upwards instead?
is it silent
or will sounds of death and aching hearts remain the same?

what does the top of the mountain look like?
does grass stay green all year
and will flowers bloom in colours i could have never imagined?
is it lonely
or do we hug each other and say i love you like we used to?

what does it feel like to lay on top of clouds?
i would like to think i have known
but the feeling i must have somehow forgotten
for now all i do is fall through