My eyes can be turned back,
but my mind can't get you off!
How can I hide the mirror of my heart
when you're in my mind and it's a rainy day!
You dance with my soul, though we're apart
My wish, if I could reach your hands today!

It's raining, so come to me as a rainy angel
and touch me in your shyness, I'm emotional!
Your rainy look makes me a romantic boy
and I enjoy your barefoot dance with a joy
I dream of your love on this rainy day.

Maybe today, I could love you so much
I could warm you up with my loving touch.
You are so beautiful to me if you are shy,
but why do you hide your lust, why?
Do you feel my love in my way?

When you have touched my dry heart,
then I need your love,
I want you to not fall apart
'cause it's the right time to fall in love.
Trust me, I will make you happy anyway.

You are my mirror
and my open door
You're my morning
and my rousing
but I am so poor.

I'm glad you like me
and enjoy my work
I'm lucky you help me
though I'm in the dark.

I had just some words
You made them sound good
I was just a dusty dreamer,
and you inspired me to be a writer.

True pain is never something that you can see easily.

I want to disappear and never surface
I want to wake up and not feel
I want to smile without an aching heart

Was this heart broken by me or had the world crumbled it's light?

I see the mirage of a future, a vibrant past but as I look around I see nothing but the blurry depths of the sea, currents pulling and pushing, water forcefully rushing down my throat, filling my chest as I struggle in reflex.

It was such a cold night, too cold to be alone.

I am a failure, one who'd given up on life and was given up upon and as my body sinks deeper into this dark abyss I prayed to God for warmth.

There were days I felt relief under the torrential rain, some, light headedness as sun rays kissed my skin. I was made euphoric with simple pleasures. And in that degree, I felt pain all the same.

I resigned to the sinking of my body and the lost of sight on this lonely path but just as much I was desparate for salvation.

With effort, I came up and was washed upon the shores. It was cold, too cold. Water came out of my nose and I coughed and heaved.

Get off my back, ok?
I've got heaps of homework
I've got a practice internal
which looks completely difficult
I've got to pack for a field trip
even though I don't have all the things, but I'll make do
All of which has to be completed in two days.

I've been exhausted,
Haven't been getting enough sleep
I'm not ready for the pressure of school
My mind isn't on that level yet
Woken up this morning,
Nagged to do lots of things
As if this pressure isn't enough already.

It's only 9:50AM,
My day's starting to go down hill,
It's turning to ****.
Can't you see that I'm stressed out?
Can't you see I've got enough on my plate?
Can't you see I'm fighting back tears?
Can't you see I'm trying to motivate myself to do everything else?
Are you trying to bring me to my breaking point?
It sure as hell feels like it!

It makes me want to scream,
Throw things,
Yell and hit,
I want to have a break from all this,
Get away until I calm down
Can everything just be easy?

But I'll square my shoulders and hold my head high,
You won't see me cry.
No one will see me cry.
I'm not going to lose it,
I won't make a mess.
I'll handle it
Do my work,
Prepare everything
And try be positive.
I just need my headphones,
That's all I need
To block everyone out
And get things done.

Please,
Stay off my back?
All I ask for is two days.
Two days
Without extra pressure,
Please?

l.v.s