Woke up

To open my eyes

To the clear sunlight

Just to realize

How lonely it felt

Without you beside me



Woke up

Try to face everyone with a smile

Hoping it gone for a while

This feeling of emptiness

That I kept in my heart

To silence the pain in my chest

To hold my breathe

And take a deep rest

Every time my friend ask if I'm okay

I just smile and try my best



Woke up

To not know my name

To not know what destiny holds

To not know tomorrow is

To not know what it is

To love you again



Woke up

I stand strong

To keep on going

To keep on moving

To keep on knowing

That maybe my inner voices will be heard,

Somewhere in the distance,

Those voices will reach someone,

And told them it will be okay,

Nothing will gone

You are not alone

That you can make it



Woke up

Looking ahead to the clear sky

To know you are just beside me

As we just standing in the street

Waving goodbye

Maybe just maybe

My voices had just been heard

Even if we are strangers

But in our own world

We are believers

I may never knows what lies ahead of me,

but I had never giving in

even if my future holds it tight

not letting a sip to enter my mind,

I Stay ahead, Leave what past behind and kept look forward.

Someday maybe they will understand,

Someday maybe Some will remember,

Someday maybe Some will regret,

But its up to you,

Because its Your Life,

Because its Your Dream,

Because its Your Road,

Whether you wanna start the journey,

Whether you wanna take a break during the journey.

Or whether you just wanna end the journey,

Its Your Road,

Yours not anyone else

Not your lover,

Not your Love ones,

Nor Your Enemy,

Its Yours,

And Yours Alone

I'm falling on my own

Hoping time will stop



I'm falling alone

Hoping the pain in my chest will just stop

And the gun you hold tight might just drop



I'm falling on my seat

Still gasping for air

Hoping it end fast

And somebody just pass by me

To stop and actually care



I'm falling behind

Realizing it is the end

Jumping in reality

Has really tie me to a trend

Nobody listen

Nobody trying

Nothing glisten

At least I'm trying



I'm falling deep,

Deep inside the light

Hopefully when it ends

There will be a ride

Hopefully it won't bite

Just like how it felt on my heart

When she left me that night

Just to know she doze away

To satisfy her own way

Gasping for the last day

Ends me in a sway



I'm falling away in my vision

Closing my eyes

Hoping it fade like my last text

Someday my name will be heard

Truly, X

Life Is Weird,
How it tends to sips deep into you,
Sometimes even when there is this doubt,
You just stay strong,
Because somewhere in you,
There is something saying it will be fine.
And tomorrow will never ends
Life is truly weird,
On how it makes you feel
even when many surrounds you,
as a friend nor lover,
You still feel a sense of loneliness
within your soul,
Life is Weird,
Sometimes even when you tried your best,
It end up in failure,
But only when you desire a true change
Will the star falls on your laps,
making you think is life truly a slaps?
Just another words passing by?
Life is weird,
So is Love,
When you say everything will be alright,
without her beside you,
You will started to miss her,
You will started to hear mumbles
from the air,
Maybe just maybe
Those words that sometimes looses your heart
Life is truly weird doesn't it?
A wind of change blew right true me
Alone under the moon
Just enjoying the scenery of the woods
As if the Trees are whistling in the distance
Whatever it is,
Deep in me still saying
I'll sway together away with this life,
Even if this journey does end up weird,
I Love it,
This Life

Live a Strong in you,

Never Despair

Learn what is within you

Never To Turn back

Learn What's Close to you

Never To Lose None

Believe what made you In you,

Never Again To Lose Trust.



To Live is

To see,

To watch,

To Learn,

To Love,

To Hurt,

To Feel,

To Care,

To Hug,

To enjoy,

To Passion,

To Die for,

Never Stop to Live.

Until that moment comes,

when He said 'its Done'

When You had seen the edge of the world,

Where in Living you feel completeness,

Where in Living you had learn to Live
within in you
or outside you

Never Stop to Live,

Until You see that Meter Stops,

With Beating in your Heart,

And then you will realize,

Oh How Much I Really Want to feel her hand,

Oh How will I miss My Grand Child,

Until Then never Stop Living,

Move ON

Plunder ON

And Game ON

Until then

Do not Stop

Living


If You need Help,
Don't be afraid to ask for it
1-800-273-8255
You are not alone, We Love You
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org



rip Miya we will miss you especially me
I love You.

A Smile wavers,

Deep from a far away land,

Standing just waiting for the unknown wind,

Blew softly through my ear,

Sound of voices,

Echoes within me,

All those memories,

Olds and News,

Slowly creep within my bones,

Those moment of laughter,

Those moment of tears

Those moment of pain

Those moment of joy,

Make you think being alive is worth it

But the most is,

The moment you smile

and Said I Like You,

The moment when I hold your hand

The Inner warm that magically runs times

As it creeps fast through its clock

To hold your hair

And your lips

Pondering over you

As that beautiful smile disarm the bright stars

Even the moon stands in awe

As you tip toe,

To lock a kiss

As the sun strikes,

I Woke Up

To realize you are not with me,

To not remember whats your name is

To not remember who are you,

But deep inside you

Still wanders this feeling that unknown to you,

Willingly to accept her,

Even If the memories decided to kept itself within its cage

Somehow,

Those smile,

Those Lips

The warm of her hand and body

Make you realize,

Shes the one that was below the moon light

No of us could utter a word,

Even though we did met in a dream,

Suddenly without we even took notice,

Our Lips utter those words,

Those words that relinquish those wall between our memories

''I Love You''

Unfair? Sometimes it goes like this
Starring away from it,
Makes you wonder ,
Is Life gonna stay the same,
Or rather stays in unusual way.
Sometimes I wonder,
If tomorrow they will be there,
If they will heard my calling,
if they will listen to the voice of my heart,
Sometimes I wonder,
Is there soul within a Life,
Is there answer to my words,
Is there way to my confusion.

Life is truly full of wonder.
To meet many faces,
To meet and understand many heart,
To understand different culture,
And knows the meaning of humanity and unity.

I hope my train won't stop now,
Even though it will be always hard and rough,
But I'm glad to experience what i had right
But most of all,
I'm Glad
To meet and know your name.