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 Sep 2014 Blanket
Five Fingers
I'm scared of the dark
Afraid of what i cant see
scared of who's watching
of everything that may be
because in the dark
im all alone
even in a crowded room
if its dark
its
just
me.
and i cant go to that place
where all the demons hide
where my own spirit torments me more than any other
where the dangers of my soul linger near
where my own voice sounds foreign and unclear
shaky
and muffled by fear
Im scared of the dark
because i never want to be left out
I never want it to be such that what's in front of me
I cannot see
I might miss the good things
and step right into the bad
and the darkness will never tell me
or warn me
my whole life seems like its in darkness
and im so
*******
scared.
 Sep 2014 Blanket
Michaela Ferris
Trapped in a world
So cruel and vile.
Bitter twisted sorrows
Lies told by the world.
Trapped in a cage
So cold and icy.
Lies cut into my skin
Etched into my mind.

Trapped inside my head
So twisted an dark.
Bitter sweet nightmares
Monsters unfurling.
Trapped inside a clouded mind
So evil and fake.
Bleeding out abandonment
Longing to belong.

Trapped inside a nightmare
Crying for a meaning
Longing to be wanted somewhere
Bleeding to feel something.
Trapped inside hell
Wanting an escape
Knowing I have no chance
I'm ending my so called life.
White walls,  white floor,  white ceiling.
Stuck in this cage I cant bare the feeling.
I scream for help but no one hears,  
As I sit I drown in tears.  
Running fast,  and panting hard only makes me panic  more.  
Out the door,  down the hall, returning to the same door.
Out the door,  down the hall,  returning to the same door.  
Door,  hall,  door.  
Door,  hall,  door.
As I wallow in my sorrows my thoughts of escaping end.  
Every time I leave I end up at the same door.
I dont know where to go anymore.
I think everyone can relate
 Aug 2014 Blanket
AmberLynne
Breathe
 Aug 2014 Blanket
AmberLynne
In, out
Just breathe
All I can this is
how much I want to leave.
I don't know how I'll make it
through all of today.
God, there's just no way.
In, out
Just breathe
This day is just
so very, very long
and everything I touch
seems to go so wrong.
In, out
Just breathe
I'm just trying to focus
on each individual breath
but every one is just
too substantial to handle.
In, out
I can't breathe.
6.23.14
He calms me down
Reminds me to breathe
I guess sometimes
That's all that we need.
 Aug 2014 Blanket
Yoni Sav
Time
 Aug 2014 Blanket
Yoni Sav
Lord time is loading a gun

  First, he loads
  the seconds
  The first time you met, the way you felt

  The minutes
  soon after
  Your first date, knowing it's fate

  The hours
  afterwards
  Sweet talks into the night, the regret after the first fight

  Next slightly fazed
  he stacks in the days
  Getting to know each other, finding love in one another

  months goes down the Musket
  as he seals the casket
  The special why she smiled, awaiting your first child

  Lastly, with tears
  he forces in the years
  You grow old together. Time has cut her tether

Now his work is done
It's time to fire the gun.
 Aug 2014 Blanket
Bella Anima
Standing here
And I see endless roads
Of possibilities.
Standing here
With all my fears
I freeze.

Do not know which way to go
Do not know which way to take
But all that I can know
Is with every decision I make,
I will still wonder
About the endless roads
Of possibilities
That I never took.
just so confused.
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