Every cell of her body screams
As light falls on her
She is done with these days
carrying this big ball of fire around!
She craves for the nights to come
The dark comforts her
As she loves playing with her demons
Under the moon.

My memories are fading
My life is but a petty existence
My mind is foggy
I can't feel a thing
I can't think clearly
I have to be coddled
So I don't accidentally hurt myself
This is just an episode
It will change
I'll be myself
Perhaps tomorrow
But not today
My life continues on in the distance
Like my life is a movie
I feel so empty
I feel so useless

Every day is a gift
And all we do is take

As life is often taken for granted

Oh,
you can get through this,
its true,

And even in the darkness,
The stars shine for you !

Red

Burning red

With flames that melt through flesh

A hungry flame
Which devours everything in it's path... and leaves a life with nothing left

The sharp pain leaves feelings of regret. The catalyst of losing something you can't ever get back

Flashbacks of the open flesh
The raw, throbbing sores
The gravely breaths escaping lungs heavy as lead
Lungs trapped in an iron cage, its impossible to expand and retract

The groans of a suffering, unending escaping lungs of lead

These are the images that frequent the mind

Sinking deeper
Day by day
The thought of living
Weighs heavily today
The lines of crimson
Leave a nasty stain
I can't help but wonder
If I'm truly okay
All these thoughts
Run through my brain
Everything is fine
So why the hell am I feeling this way?
Everything is fine
That's what I always say
I'll get through tonight
If only for a day