The energy that night,
made it all seem so right

At midnight you had to say it,
I sneaked out for a bit

The rain was poring, 
Bare feet, ignoring 

Most of the conversation were giggles, 
hearing your voice, say it, I felt tickles

‘I just need to tell you that I love you so much,
and I can't wait to see you'

It was the most beautiful lie,
to bad we had to say goodbye

There is sunlight in your eyes
and it is a place
I wish I could
escape to.
It is warm
and I am cold.

There is sunlight in your eyes
and I know
it does not
live in mine.
This cave I hide in
does not have room
for you.

There is sunlight in your eyes,
in the world
I used to be in.
Nothing grows here
anymore,
but weeds
and a grey sad.
My hands are covered with it.

There is sunlight in your eyes.
You are alive.
I don’t know what that feels like.