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May 18 · 299
Star Dust
Notepad May 18
Time and time again
All the broken promises
Rooted in the stars
Reminding me every night
That this is where we are now
"I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone. I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever. But now you're in the stars, and six feet never felt so far, now here I am alone between the heavens and the embers" - Benson Boone
May 11 · 115
Speechless
Notepad May 11
You don't know me, yet
You miss me when you lose me,
And keep me without care
Bonus: And efforts don't play...
Apr 27 · 195
Cold hits
Notepad Apr 27
how easy it was to walk away
turn quiet and never stay
so you think you're not to blame
and left my heart in vain
when your voice was my song
your smile that kept me moving on
but here I lay
thinking the ghost of you to stay
embracing my blue soul with a cold kiss
and tell me that we'll be okay
when my soul misses you, my eyes looking for you, that just means that I love you. I just don't know why my love passes through you and never touched your heart.
Apr 18 · 334
Away
Notepad Apr 18
I told you who I see,
Because im done blaming me,
And you choose to walk away,
Didn't even tried to stay,
Easy to brush away,
Cause you dont care anyway...
You showed me how much you treated me badly and I pretended that im okay so you wouldnt hurt yourself. I believe that there is good in you always, that's why I stayed and hoped we could make it. But you gave me no signal, no response, no story. What am I to do? When I did the best of me for you? Making me feel like I haven't done so much in trying, in hoping that everything is going to be okay. But this isn't okay, how much pain I embraced from your absence, silence, recklessness, hopelessness and to make me feel like I'm not being enough for you. Why do I despair now? I don't know anymore...
Apr 12 · 151
Odd
Notepad Apr 12
Odd
It makes sense
To be different
Its feels better to be odd
3 - 5 - 7
Being odd makes us seen better of our true selves, stay unique as you are
Apr 12 · 81
If only...
Notepad Apr 12
If only you knew
What my mind would do to me
All the pain I hold inside of me
The things I pretended to be happy
So I wouldn't let you worry

If only I knew
how to fix myself
I'd be somebody else
Someone you'll remember
Someone you'll care for
But I need help
And all I have is myself
My big depression is back again for this autumn season
Apr 2 · 305
Low
Notepad Apr 2
Low
You got what you need
Not knowing the cost is me
But gave my soul peace
Feb 12 · 95
Peel
Notepad Feb 12
Every broken word
Peeling my heart like onions
Till my eyes swollen
My lungs dry to inhale dust
Immune enough to feel pain
Feb 8 · 93
Soft
Notepad Feb 8
In every word
I had faith
And enough patience
To move forward
To keep smiling
And be okay
But a lie
Shown me truth
In the silence
Cutting me deep
Down the bone
And still say
"I'll be okay."
That's just me
Kind for hearts
Accepting it all
No matter what
Leave or stay
I hold nothing
But painful memories
And beautiful mementos
I'm not perfect
But too soft
Jan 27 · 89
Pride
Notepad Jan 27
I gave you all of me
Till my knees turn blue
I beg to see the beauty
And all you see is you
Promises kept breaking
I knew we were losing
Bleeding from the shards of hope
Enduring every step I was taking
I choose you more
Cause there was no one else waiting
You brought me to life
But took it all back
All you see is you
In the beauty of silence
It just proves it true
Its hard to sleep and harder to wake up now
Jan 25 · 298
Solitary
Notepad Jan 25
I opened my eyes
Trying to find hope
Glaring at the trees
Waving hello
A sunlight's kiss
And coffee in my lips
Tears fall in silence
Holding a smile within
It's been difficult to understand love in walks through life. How things can and can't be put together, how shapes don't match the shadows of our past, making healing harder to face every single day. And lights just stays dim in every moment I breathe. I'm trying to move forward but I keep looking back, hoping it would enlighten me to know what the future means to me. That having someone to move makes it feel less lonely, a journey to share a life with, but it never was and now I forget that I'm someone too, that I'm human too and within this bittersweet silence, I find myself little by little and hopefully someday would know what is real and isn't.
Jan 19 · 89
Hopeless
Notepad Jan 19
I use to believe a promise was worth everything
That forever was something
That fighting for you was loyalty
That an embrace was home
And keeping each other warm
Showing every beat of my heart was true
And in my blood was no lie
That I truly did love you
And never second thought my care

But the absence of you
Made everything I did was nothing
Forcing a smile as I drown in pain
Watching hope evaporate
Till I no longer exist in your eyes
That my name will sound familiar
And friends was in no favor
So strangers was the answer
I know it's dumb but I feel *******...
Jan 18 · 301
Forgotten
Notepad Jan 18
I'm sure you loved me,
In the basement of your heart,
Where I rot alone,
Jan 18 · 167
Water
Notepad Jan 18
A figure of bittersweet
Keeping me offbeat
Let my eyes find peace
As the sun glitters the sea
Engulfed in body of water
Till my lungs could grow stronger
Living in the shades of blue
In the ocean I find truth
Surely blue is good.
How it feels to be blue ( to me at least )
Jan 8 · 193
Humans
Notepad Jan 8
Bonded in spirit
Distance doesn't break our hearts
Than to be strangers (again)
Hate me if you must, but know matter where we are, you are no stranger to my heart. Forget me if you will, but memories last forever.
Jan 5 · 176
River Bed
Notepad Jan 5
Laying down,
Close my eyes,
Oh my love,
It's hard to say
goodbye
I know,
I tried
I ******* tried,
To accept it all
And risked it all,
To be with you
Cause I know it's true,
But there was no word
Nothing
From you,
Nothing at all.
Till I float away
From this river bed,
Staying alive,
Hoping to see
Myself
Again
I tried to see the good, only to be fed with false hope...
Dec 2023 · 173
Always with me
Notepad Dec 2023
I can't count sadness
Memories buried in me
River from the sky
See you on the other side
Forgiveness in our goodbyes
Aug 2023 · 132
Happier
Notepad Aug 2023
Our past can never be fixed
Amidst of a clobbered heart
Stitched each other's wings
Tangled up by strings
Bewitched in things
Till we both could sync
Our love never stops blooming
Even if hope was in doubt
But deep down
I know it
We were Happier
We don't feel the same anymore
But I wish you the happiest years forward than the time spent with me. I set you free even if my eyes were to tear. I'll be fine someday and one day will be free
Aug 2023 · 647
Letting go
Notepad Aug 2023
Hoping for something
We fought for what felt missing
And we won nothing
Aug 2023 · 130
Temporary
Notepad Aug 2023
It was nothing more
Than temporary moments
All the ebbs and flows
All the tears that fall
All the words that blend
Were borrowed time
Until it hits right, right?
It's done. Why does it still hurts?
Aug 2023 · 424
Keep it up!
Notepad Aug 2023
Like we always say
"You deserve to be happy"
We do know better...
This may never reach you anymore but you were the best of everything. And I hope you find peace, new love and the life you wanted. Keep it up!
Jul 2023 · 133
Missing
Notepad Jul 2023
Why do I still try
To look for missing pieces
If not with someone
How can I build myself up?
Let me belive in something...
It still hurts, wondering about what felt missing that doesn't even belong to you.
Jul 2023 · 584
Tears
Notepad Jul 2023
In every season
the rain brings nostalgic vibes
to where it felt real
Glimpse of every memory
Within a drop that falls down
This time it felt real
Jul 2023 · 535
Everyday
Notepad Jul 2023
I wake up the same
laying on forgotten sea
thinking I was found
another day to be
Jul 2023 · 134
New
Notepad Jul 2023
New
I made my move
To disappear for you
Exhale my name
So you won't turn blue
Let your thoughts be
In tune with your heart
Let your life bloom
For a new start
We'll be okay, this time for sure.
Jun 2023 · 878
Human
Notepad Jun 2023
We all have a choice
Don't be ashamed
Just follow your heartbeat
Because I promise you
You'll be okay
The silence still buries me but one day it will become my favorite music
Jun 2023 · 561
The River
Notepad Jun 2023
We all have our ways
No matter how deep it feels
Just keep going my dear
Jun 2023 · 860
The Calm
Notepad Jun 2023
Close your eyes my love
As time embraces you
Keeping your thoughts clear
Calm eyes through the horizon
Let thy soul beat once again
Mar 2023 · 197
Horizon
Notepad Mar 2023
Sometimes we're okay
The line that splits us in two
As the rest sinks down
The things we don't understand
And the world that doesn't care
Just a Bathtub moment. A common thought that sometimes feels new
Feb 2023 · 235
Blackbird
Notepad Feb 2023
You are out of my reach
But i still feel you near
Even if time keep us apart
we'll always be here
I know you don't believe me
Sometimes I don't too
But as long as you're happy
I will be too
Don't press the scars
that we left behind
It will heal one at a time
my love, we'll be fine
Don't worry about tomorrow
Because this is my goodbye
You're a free crow, my love
Soaring through the night
🖤
Feb 2023 · 668
Blue
Notepad Feb 2023
Dear blue sweater,

Fluffy as I can remember
Warm as the summer
Huggable in any weather

You were everything I wished
but the opposite of my likes
But who am I to judge
when opposites collide?

I hoped a lot of things,
That went the wrong way.
Accepting our difference
made a lot of change.

I tried to see the good,
Not the quality you present
What more can appearance do?
When you're perfectly fur-fect

You'll always be my favorite
The comfy mellow fabric
The blue sweater I adore
Even if blue isn't your favorite
P.s. It looks good on you.
Feb 2023 · 323
Try
Notepad Feb 2023
Try
Why do I still try?
To think you'll be there waiting
Why do I still try?
When I'm always second best
Nothing but a back up plan
UGH
Feb 2023 · 641
Empty
Notepad Feb 2023
Another wave
A moment to lose
A pain to embrace
What more could I do?

I wish, I hope, I pray and I mope
Maybe it was me, maybe it was you
Maybe we just couldn't speak the truth

We were more than we could share
How long does it take to tell a tale?
Maybe I'm not worthy, maybe asking is too much
Must be best to be less
Let words be left unsaid

Silence may not be my friend
But through time until the end
It's all I have left
My arms are cold
Feb 2023 · 194
Float
Notepad Feb 2023
At any given time
I look through our past lives
The sweet and sour taste
When minutes were erased
The seconds we smile
And the hours were worthwhile
Floating through bliss
Now turns into an abyss
How hellos are hard to express
Goodbyes are maybe the best
Rusty pen
Jan 2023 · 726
Glimpse
Notepad Jan 2023
bewitched in one thought
you gave me tranquility
with a glimpse of you
it would be enough to stay
to walk down memory lane
Thank you for loving me,
when you don't have to
Dec 2022 · 656
Hope-less
Notepad Dec 2022
You say so much things
Barely made a difference
To us, more than you
...
Dec 2022 · 302
You know
Notepad Dec 2022
Even in your eyes
You are doing fine without me
You know I will be gone
And my words will be nothing
Than someone you met before
I still miss you even if I have no right to be.
Nov 2022 · 284
Draft
Notepad Nov 2022
The deafening noise
From the silence I hear
Scribble, scrabble

Still nothing appears
Magic ink
Nov 2022 · 381
Firefly
Notepad Nov 2022
Mesmerizing light
Kept you in a safe new home
Yet light flickers cold
I have kept you far too long
So its time to let you go
Farewell my firefly
Aug 2022 · 311
Puzzle / Chess
Notepad Aug 2022
It took me sometime
To match the puzzle pieces together
Until you played it like chess
Our eyes don't stay the same
Checkmate.
Jul 2022 · 408
Sober
Notepad Jul 2022
Music is the key
To calm my
doubting head
grieving heart
and hopeless life
Jul 2022 · 366
Crooked smile
Notepad Jul 2022
I envy the smiles
I wanted to feel the same
I envy the laughs
But I felt nothing that way
Guess I'll have to play pretend
Jul 2022 · 360
The Giver
Notepad Jul 2022
when a person gives
a soul that's more than enough
is worth a lifetime
♡
Jun 2022 · 128
Ahead
Notepad Jun 2022
I hope you find her
In the darkness that surrounds you
I hope she will care for you
Better than I could
I know I left
For I am not meant for you
I cannot hold you
I do not deserve you
I no longer exist in your mind
Rather a poem in your heart
Our love will guide us better
In someone else's arms
You left a mark in me
That I shall treasure
I hope you find your lover
My lost partner
You will always be loved
Jun 2022 · 355
Liberate
Notepad Jun 2022
Just a fool for love
blinded by sincerity
forgive you for me
I knew the truth that bleeds me every day
I convinced myself with many lies to stay
I tried, I tried, I tried and I tried
my heart is tired, this is my goodbye
Jun 2022 · 420
Moments
Notepad Jun 2022
I'm free as the ocean,
brighter than the star,
calm as the earth,
and gentle as the wind,

but at times
I feel as if

I'm drowning in the deep
burning from the light
Buried in the dirt
and cold as the night
So much for trying to keep myself away from writing but here I am
Jun 2022 · 253
Safe house
Notepad Jun 2022
your prism skin glows
Eyes glistened from your smooth tongue
the home inside you
Jun 2022 · 515
Mend
Notepad Jun 2022
Inhale my life
Embrace my scars
Hold me tight
Mend my heart
W (ork)
I (n)
P (rogress)
Jun 2022 · 226
Mirror
Notepad Jun 2022
It's okay
Don't be afraid
Just let it be
You are free
You know what's right
Don't prove your point
Let it pass
And soon enough
All becomes
Okay
Okay? Okay
Jun 2022 · 463
Life's vacancy
Notepad Jun 2022
Just make them happy
don't take it too personal
and leave empty
That's all I ever do,
that's all I'll ever be
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