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2.5k · Apr 2021
i am
Draginja Knezi Apr 2021
i am

i am that one
and i am those two.
these three and four
that rock and roll
and roll the ball.

i ball.
i score.
i snore.

i’m on all four,
all five and all six.
i’m up at seven,
i’m up in heaven,
and i'm late to wait till eight.

i am the one
running in the sun.
i am a child
with a mind that went wild.
i am one of the kind.

i am the one
and i am another.
i am a mother,
her neighbor, his brother,
and that cat’s worst enemy’s best friend.

i am the happy end.
i am a hand to lend.

i am.



i am a dream.
touch me.
catch me.

i am a wind.
i blow.
feel me.
change me.

i am the cause,
the power,
a flower.

lust me.
trust me.

i am a bird
that you've never heard.
i am the sign,
a story,
a word.

think me.

i am a whale
for a while.
i am a star
not so far.
i am a tear
not that near.

swim in me.
i am love.
imagine me.
find me.
try me.

i am an ice cream.
i scream -
scream me.
see me.
i am an eye.
here's me.
be me.

i am.



i am on.
and i’m off
somewhere
over the rainbow
over the moon.

i’m now
i’m close
i’m soon.

i’m western bound
in the underground
near lost
and found.

in the promised land
and at land's end
and a dead end
with a friend
with umbrella in my hand.

in even socks
at eastern docks
outside of the box
around the clocks.

im now
and three minutes ahead
not bad
one block behind.

before
and beyond
and betwixt
and between
and be-gone.

and i'm gone.
and i’m on.

i am.
Draginja Knezi May 2021
butterfly
step by
step
brick
nail by
nail
snail
sitting
in the hair
of a willow
dandelion
pillow
may 2021
2.2k · May 2021
traps
Draginja Knezi May 2021
behind the curtain
is uncertain
flowers and claps
a window perhaps
or just a glass
for a glance
into the past
after all
it is behind
it’s this wall
that makes me small
it’s this mind
that makes me fall
may 2021
2.1k · Oct 2021
rain times
Draginja Knezi Oct 2021
falling
falling
falling
streaming song of rain
drop the ups
up
the downs
drown the sounds



the rocks are the clocks


stream the dream


(I could write the drops in but I thought you'd like to hear them yourself)
1.9k · Oct 2021
inbetween and beyond
Draginja Knezi Oct 2021
in the lust of the dust
past the lust and the just
past the fast and the last
the remorse the of course
past the cast
in the break
in mistake
is the trust
1.6k · Jul 2021
quo vadis
Draginja Knezi Jul 2021
press to distress
express disdain
dismay
say if may
dis is in vain

but there's rain in my veins
and through the pain
is where we gain
the whys and the eyes
for I's and the lies

I guess I got caught in the rot
but hey why not
leave like a leaf
live and relieve
weave and retrieve
humus is us and whatnot
16 July 2021
1.6k · Apr 2021
amusing
Draginja Knezi Apr 2021
i mean it
i'm in it
i'm initiating intrusive
i'm bruising
amusing
you

you are
you mean
you are a dream
i mean it
i'm in it
1.0k · May 2021
slow dance
Draginja Knezi May 2021
i don’t know
the ifs and thens
the chance
the firsts and lasts
congrats
i’m slow

i see lacks
and scraps
the straw
the traps

and the grass
laughs
and the trees
dance
893 · Oct 2022
Morning lullaby
Draginja Knezi Oct 2022
Waking up to calendars to dos
To kids to yous
To video calls to wars
Waking up to history

Waking up to waking ups
Having coffees having breaths
Having work
Talking projects
Celsius
Sunshines
Cats and cups
Books and bills
Loves and lives

Waking up to walking corners
Zebra crosses
Goals and grades
Exams and exits
Curtains and mirrors
And miracles
On the membrane of times
Keeping the World from being torn and unwoven. A thread.
389 · Oct 2022
Word for World
Draginja Knezi Oct 2022
Talks precise
Talks like shooting arrows
Bullets
Bombs
There is nothing we can precisely say.
The World is thought and spoken
In circles
In spirals
In unexpected and unsuspecting
Meetings of words
The World is spoken of freely
Clumsily
Naively
There is no truth
And if there is any
It’s this
Keeping the World from being torn and unwoven. A thread.
236 · Jun 2021
how are you
Draginja Knezi Jun 2021
it’s me again
hey
sorry i couldn’t stay
i don’t know how it began
i know i may
i know you can

i can offer a strain
of rain
and plain pain
i hived away
the day
in clay
i bay
we play
i’m not
you’re yay
232 · Apr 2021
tree times (lullaby story)
Draginja Knezi Apr 2021
if road
then bird
if time
then tree
if me
then third
if you
then me
Draginja Knezi Jul 2023
How is a machine? Machine is how we are, how we are with the world. How with we are. Machine is technical. In this sense we are machinic and machine is humane.
Machine is how we do, how we act. Performance as an act with place and time is how a machine is. Machine is performative. In this sense machine is temporal and time is machinic. Machine as acting and doing, as thought in act, is how time is.
When thought is care: machine is a technique of creation of difference, performance is art and value is meaning. When thought is use: machine is the technology of reproduction, performance is calculation and value is profit.  
Thinking the machine into the tool, the instrument, enslaved the machine. Enslaved it as the instrument of use with the function of production of usefulness. Enslaving the machine - we enslaved ourselves. And so we are trapped. Trapped with the machine in the machinic time that is determined into instrumental time of use. In the useful time of the use thought.
In the useful time of the use thought machine is a clock, memory and operator. Calculation feedback loop reducing all to calculable. Reproduction automata. There is no possibility of pure freedom in the instrumental time. No possibility of new in the useful operating system world and with the organized systemic memory.  
There are only probabilities of possible possibilities of production of production.  There is no freedom as act of impossibility, without forgetting. Forgetting the laws. Forgetting the laws of the logos of the technology. Freeing the machine. Freeing the place for the dream. To act a possibility from the impossible.
A machine of a dreamthought is in the dreamtimes. Its power is potential as impossibility. An impossibility acted as a body. A machine is a way with, way of acting with. Machine is magic. Magic of the magh of the makhana that is a machine.
125 · Apr 2021
the tent
Draginja Knezi Apr 2021
was it the tent
that you meant
when the words were sent
to cover
hover around the hive
we thrive
we flower high five
is it the tower of power
to the tenth
of a red cent
was it the tent
that you meant
120 · Apr 2021
talking the time
Draginja Knezi Apr 2021
let's think about the thoughts
we had about
the thoughts we said
let's talk about
the talks we had about
the talks we had

let's talk these thoughts
around the clock
let's choke
in the smoke
of talk
80 · Oct 2022
for example
Draginja Knezi Oct 2022
i don’t even think anymore
that we should talk of love
in i love yous
it seems to me
that love nowadays means
give me
take me
let’s enjoy this happening of having
the way it will please me
please me please

if we want to talk of love
i recommend we should first remember
jesus
who talked of love by his wounds
and blood
On the cross
On us
By suffering our sufferings
And forgiving without hope

I think if we want to talk of love
We should remember that love speech
For example

Alternatively
I can recommend
Speaking about
What is not considered
Acting out
What isn’t
For example
Keeping the World from being torn and unwoven. A thread.
Draginja Knezi May 2023
Empirical is not only causal as the experience is not only causal. We experience not only causal connections and we think and know the world not only by causal thought method. Experience is topological though - experience is in a place and with relations.
A causal connection is not a relation, it is a function; a topological connection is not. A causal connection has a direction, a topological doesn’t.
Oh, I wonder if the causal direction emerges as the direction towards more connectivity?
The causal thought method differs from a topological thought technique. Causal structure is ordered, causal thought is ordered and ordering. Directed and functional. Ordering the world into ordered, functional structure. Causal thought is a method of the reason and explanation as goal and effect. Causal thought is, well, causal and so it itself has its causes and effects. It is set and it has rules and order. If it strays from them it will only force what it found into the rules and order calling anything it sees and makes - causality. Like non-linear causality, or circular causality, or retro causality, or complex causality. Or ambiguous causality.
It simplifies, explains, flattens the complex. Forces the indeterminable and ambiguous to unfreedom. Systematically orders. Oh, does causality emerge as the default structure when information is actually limited by limited focused attention and thought based on simple rules?
A causal connection is a function, it has a direction. In this sense a causal connection is an intentional connection. A cause produces an effect as an outcome, a result, a goal. This functionality and  intentionality of the causal thought method make it a method of production. A cause is a source, a producer, an effect is a result, a product. It’s intentionality produces the subject with the object. Causal method produces production and reproduces itself. It is how there is no possibility for pure freedom within the causal method. Where rules and order are, where intention and functionality are, where determination is, pure freedom is not.
Causal method is temporal but it is also ordering time into linearity of succession steps, reducing the time to the concept that it itself is. Claiming the authority over acts and freedom. By determining something as the cause of something, it makes a universal claim not only about actual, but also about possible. Totalizing the world into a system that acts according to a set of rules and within a set of possible possibilities.
Causality is not the fundamental concept that we use to build the worldview. Use isn’t. Build isn’t. Concept isn’t. We are in the world as body.  
A topological technique differs from the causal method. A topological technique is a technique of dreamthought. Without set rules and order, it thinks the world freely with ambiguity and emergence. Emergence is topological in the sense that it is not causally explainable, but is from relations. Without rules and order, without determined causes, emergence is how a new is. In this way a body is - a nothing as where and how-with the dream thought acts, seeing and making relations that are there by absence, as always not yet and always not already. Never all yet and never already all. Nothing determining itself with. As a body. A body with relations and place and time, from a dream sensing, seeing and making. Subject and object are nothing, but a dream sensing, seeing and making. Acting. There is no subject and object outside of this act. Outside of this place and time. Outside of body. This is how we can think that time is emergent. In this sense a now is a body. A body is how a now is always a new. This is how time moments, moves, not in causal ordered steps, but in a dance emerging as it wills. Free. With body. As multiplicity and multiplacity. This is how we can think that time is sense. With dreamthought. But what is this dream thought? It is an encounter with nothing. And it is an encounter of nothing. As it is an encounter of nothing with itself.

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