AND I'D WISH ON EVERY STAR THAT'S IN
BETWEEN FROM WHERE YOU ARE AND
WHERE I AM TO BRING US CLOSER.**

i just need you here

Felt sweat on your back. Exuded sweat. A wave washed over me. A box opened, then shut. I smelsomething sweet turn sour. Asked you a question with teeth clenched. Then you asked me. We sat in silence. Your fingers in my hair. It didn't make a difference. I wasn't there. I fell asleep listening to you breathing in and out. You never stopped. Neither did I. We both continued to turn wheels. Went around and around again. Saw the world. Every inch. Still, you decided you didn't want me. I sighed. Then dreamed of a place we hadn't yet explored. A place without gravity;
It always brings me back at your feet. Feet that drag me through thick. The clock reads; 11:11. "Make a wish" And I do. I wish for the clock. And for you.

Love is not caring that
You miss them so much it physically hurts,
That it's agony,
But rather,
Hoping so much that it hurts,
That they are doing well,
And they are
*happy.

Even though you’re
975 miles away
I know you will be
My valentine someday

Your smell lingered in my clothing's
It's just detergent
But your detergent.

I smelt in my hair
On my fingertips
and I recognise it.

I supposed it will be forgotten soon,
for its just detergent.

How clean is this detergent,
if it's not washing your shadows away?