A chance encounter,
from cross the way.
If you had spoken,
what would you say?
My eyes darted to yours,
Though they were disguised,
I thought for sure what they saw
was a lie.
Should I have smiled?
Should I have cried?
Instead I looked on,
For I couldn't decide.
Could you read the words
that I can't find?
Read them in my sunlit eyes?
Does distance and time
obscure your sight?
Or is it that I didn't
say the words quite right?
Should I have yelled?
Should I have screamed?
I couldn't tell,
For nothing is as it seems.
My heart beat faster
what is it I feared?
I continued to walk
as if nothing was amiss
But my mind wasn't clear.
I know it's not fair,
To ask who your with
But I can't help but wounder
Was I so easily replaced?
You seemed so happy,
So bright and alive.
To take that away..
Is not my place to decide.
Should I have kept walking?
Should I never have looked?
But I couldn't help it.
She was quite pretty,
Your new little friend
And I'm glad that your happy.
Because we were only just friends.
Yes.
Not star-crossed lovers
But the best of friends.
But that doesn't stop me
from missing you,
It doesn't make me not want to cry,
It can't hold back
the dread of replacement,
Or the jealousy at
the spark in your eyes.
I used to make you laugh like that,
It was my job to make you grin
I held the title best friend
With pride,
Is it hers now to win?
We all speak of lovers
And hearts that won't repair.
Yet when it comes to
the parting of friends,
I doubt it could compare.
The timeless days
that slipped away.
The giddy grins
And thoughtless things
That make up a
flawlessly flawed friend
Is what we miss dearly in the end.
It's not just breakups that cause us to break