It'd be great if i wasnt on the verge of breaking down 24/7

She is a work of art that paints herself everyday.

I stopped writing when....

When I was no longer broken -
unlike before with a heart suffocated
suffocated with feelings left unspoken,
with little things gone complicated.

I stopped writing when...

When I was no longer burdened
with thoughts circling in my head,
and pain excruciating like no end -
snapped my spine through the things you've said.

I stopped writing when...

When I was no longer in love,
When I was no longer suffering the feeling of longing,
When I was no longer...

i think stopped loving you because I can't write about you anymore.*

You don't deserve to be the subject of my writing anymore.

I only loved your presence
I didn't love you

Or maybe

I did fall in love with you
And I think I miss your presence

But maybe

I still  love you
And I miss everything about you

I have to stop lying to myself

I love you
I really do

And maybe

You feel the same way too