Don’t hate

that which you

are

but instead,

love that

which you can

be

You say
life is
meaningless

I say
that’s the only way
you can give it your own
purpose

I find eyes to be the most beautiful when soaked in tears,
maybe that's why I find some joy in hurting others.

You have officially confirmed it.
I am a monster.
Now its not only what I see,
But its what you see too.

I’m afraid to leave my bed this morning.
I don’t want to go to war.
The thought of these stranger filled hallways makes my stomach ache in fear.
And the strangers I know most give such caring glances, but I can’t help thinking that they loathe my presence.

I don’t like to lie.
But smiling does get me through the day.

Why is today a rainy day?
Why did I bomb the test?
Why does everything seem so hopeless?
Why am I alone again?

Why is it still raining?
Why is today so boring?
Why can't I at least go out and have a breath of fresh air?
Why ask I'm saying so many why's,
I can't even play with my friend!