There are needs that feed my fire
There are needs that douse my flame
There are needs to need
And no need to need at all
Sometimes hoping more than needing
Sometimes begging more than wishing
Sometimes wishing not to have to beg at all
Trying hard to be my true self
Not the self I’ll never truly know
No stranger to the stranger I’ve become
Tired of feeling like I’m feeling
Never waking
Always dreaming
Far too many days spent wishing I were numb
I don’t mean to be so needy
But I don’t need to be alone
I don’t need to feel this sorrow every day
I don’t need to pour my heart out
But I’ve no need to bite my tongue
I need the one who’d wish to steal my heart away

we were the meaning of a tragedy,
hands in each other's chest,
kissing and loving each other,
but we both knew we're closer to the edge.

one by one our clothes disappear,
as our end draw near.
we push each other a lot,
just to wait for the other to pull back.

and then later, after the show,
we slowly drift away from each other.
lovers to friends. friends to strangers.
for we have fallen out of love a long time ago.

and what we do are just memories
we'd always wish to undo.

Walking on the
Beach watching
The peaceful ocean
Beautiful sunset
Beautiful sunset
I sit down and just take
In the beautiful view I
Just listing to waves
Hitting the shores and
Take in the beautiful
Beautiful sunset
It is blue and purple
You can see the sun
Going behind the
Ocean and the birds
Flying in the sunset
And the beautiful palm
Trees oh how relaxing
Is it to look at the
Beautiful sunset
© Amanda Kay Hill
2/22/17

Time,
We view this intangible thing
As linear
But I believe
That somewhere
I'm still a child
And all that has been
Is
All that will be
Is
Eternal Recurrence
I believe
That these things
These forces,
The very forces that turn the earth,
Are the same forces
Which turn our hearts
Binding our souls
Every soul
Existing all at once
We
Live
Love
Die
We

Are