my head it resembles a revolver
My mind the spinning wheel
Loaded  with thoughts
ready to shoot out
hoping it catches someones eye

Gun smoke all we breathe
Violence is all we see
Sirens is all we hear
Pain is all we feel
Death is always near

2 juveniles 1 adult
A mini van, sliding doors;
Intoxicated by the alcohol
Driven by the adrenaline
Eyes glued to the windows,
Looking for an enemy:
One of them smiling
Describing violently how he's going to put an end to them;
Driver trying to calm them down
One last time we drive around
If you see them
start Hopping out

Light turns green
Heads turned right
Car brakes screech
Car door slides
One ***** back
And That's the end of that

Down my way there's a sun but it don't shine
There's clouds but not white
There's dreams in lost lives
There's feens on both sides
The streets have cold days
But hot nights
Teens are knocked up
Fathers are locked up
Children all caught up
Down my way it's all ****** up

Locked away all you see is four walls
A locked door,
Laying down wishing you was home
Phone calls, but no ones ever home
Try again tomorrow
Mail seems never to appear
They said they wrote you
But it never made it here
They threw away the key but
Couldn't take my mind
So every other night
I let my thoughts roam
I let my hands write
Let my soul rest
While I watch the time fly

Rent is over due
The light Bill is coming soon
Diapers running low
I really need a smoke
Thoughts gone in the wind next to the ashes
I ask my self how can I smile through
The sadness

Every time I look out my window
My mind vividly paints
And projects such fascinating imagery
In Reality there's nothing to look at
But I've surpassed reality
I have left behind the dull and boring
The pain no longer stings
The pain no longer haunts me
No need to force a smile
The smile is already there
No need to look for happiness
The happiness was always there

I dont love you and i dont need you
Dont you dare ever leave
I hate you, then i like you
There's no in between
I dont want to see you , I dont want to hear you
So dont you ever leave my sight,
Are you tired of me ?
Because I am tired too
Dont know what to feel
But i feel for you.

Im feeling you while I feel on you
Its mutual
Peace of mind everytime
You come through
It aint love
Poisoned by the lust
It aint right but it aint wrong
Who are we to blame
Who are they to judge
Started with a conversation
Now all we do is ****

Its been cloudy inside my head
Constant brain storms and I cant seem to get away
The overflow of my thoughts makes tidel waves
Im drowning inside the memories
I can't  get out im locked inside
Im deep in the water

Dear life manipulater of time turn back the hands and let me live as a child again
Let me see my mother smile again,
Allow me to cherish  moments
I took for granted
Talk to little ol´ me
And tell him live it as it happens

Im telling you man´ they dont understand
All they do is see the smile
But do they ask
What's going on
Deep inside the train of thoughts
Racing through your inner tracks
All aboard the crazy train
Best way to hide it
it's with a smile
Painted in the face
Come laugh with me
Mock me
Im the dummy being ridiculed
Screaming out help me

Your beauty is impeccable
from your smile all the way to your eyes,
you're a hard shell to crack
you over flow with perfection,
yet you seem gentle
you're a rose hidden in the tall grass

Wake up at the crack of  morning
The sun is just clocking in
Smell my morning breathe
To the bathroom i shall go
In rush looking for my other boot
Now i cant find  the keys
On my way to work
Just another day