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 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
Megan H
I heard it today.
Quite shocking,
I must say.
It wasn't forced,
It wasn't fake.
I heard myself laugh
A genuine laugh.
Welcome back.
For those of you struggling with depression, take it from me: things do get better.
You wanted something beautiful.
I wanted something hideous.
You wanted something light and flowery.
I wanted everything deep and heavy
Where at the very most
We could sit in soaking gardens
As the moths flew about us.
You wanted something lovely and normal.
I longed for us to be sick animals,
Near death, panting for breath
As we clutch each other in bed
Sinking in to an eternal sleep.
I wanted disease.
You wanted laughter and joy.
All I wanted was to weep together.
You hoped for sweet good nights,
Romantic love,
And a kiss with both the moon and the sun.
I ached for dirt beneath my nails,
Who is God?,
And the raw no touch of ***.
I destroyed something that could have been good.
I did not want good.
I wanted the yells, the bites, the fights--
Everything ugly.
Everything hideous.
How could you want so much beauty?
You promised you would never hurt me.
But that was all I wanted.
I wanted you to make me bleed,
And allow me five days to lick my wounds in the corner.
You wanted a fluffy tale out of a story book.
While I desired to be the tormented poet who wrote the books.
I hated everything you wanted.
You loved unconditionally.
You sought someone to make you whole,
Someone to complete you.
I wished to be broken,
Accepting of another,
So long as we were never anything more
Than two empty shells upon the beach,
Beside each other,
Yet hopeful and anxious to be swept away forever
By the cold black sea.
 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
Roo
Softly intense
rhythmic beauty and
individuality, yet
muted bodies blurring into each
other as their
shadows cast shapes
unimaginable to the ordinary.

Simultaneously melting and
reforming whilst
maintaining their rock
hard exterior,
throwing their bodies
from large platforms onto
the shaking ground below.

This is beauty greater than
any woman I have known,
stronger than any giant
I have faced and
more powerful
than the worlds spilling
out from my guts.
This beauty is dance.
Yoooooooo not a depressing poem for once! I wrote this about a dance performance I saw about a month ago now - it was absolutely incredible. The company was called motion house hence the name of the poem.
 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
Kylia
(G)host
 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
Kylia
These days I get lost more often that not
In a labyrinth of escaping echos,
They belch out obscene words, each one left
Behind like red hot embers for me to pick up.
I strip myelf bare before you today, to say:
I will not be outshined, I will not 
be swallowed whole,
not by any of the black holes you hurl towards me like
shooting stars
(Come now dear, close your eyes and make a--)
Wishes don't come true by wishing.
You don't scare me, don't you
see? The monster under my bed I used to hide from--
its just a part of your hurricane heart
I get it now, 
now that time has healed those scars, leaving 
in its place opalescent stars--
You, 
you were just the by-product of tear-stained pillows and 
the (not so) occasional broken bottle

I strip myself bare before you today, to say:
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry my monsters were gaping mouths and mocking eyes, and yours--
yours were tangible fury and broken bones
slurred words and hollow tones I'm so
so sorry.
 
I strip myself bare before you today to tell you: 
I forgive you.
You know who you are.
I've stopped running from your ghost, now why don't you?
 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
NA
Forewarn
 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
NA
I tried strumming the strings of a broken guitar,
I tried rebuilding a city back up from its ruins,
I tried singing the words of a distant lullaby,
But had I known once a rose has tipped its head
Watering it would become useless;
I would've left our love's broken pieces
For the wind to come and sweep away.
Once it's broken, you can never truly get it back to how it was before.
 Apr 2016 Zelda Morgan
enigma
Skin peeled
Rotten soul
Black mist
Smoked eyes, deranged mind.

Sleepless nights, broken dreams.
Meaningless heartbeat
Cut so deep, pus invades me.

Infected mind
Alive but running out of time.
Sleepwalker...
Death creeping up to me,
Lurking...
a shapeless form.

I'm motionless, waiting to be awakened.
Shake my head, tighten your grip...
Life will be the death of me.
Drown me, I desire a breathtaking daydream.
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