"unworth" poems
Footsteps crack the timber spines
as you turn your sacred head
begging lights that cease to glow
to absolve you of the dread
you plead the cosmos for salvation
but it was dealt a feeble hand
don't you know the sun is deaf
when it's dark, when I impend
your skin quivers like December
making waltz your August mane
June eyes moisten as you realize
you're my Christmas, my *******
mind's in flight but legs are nailed
to the dirt that gave me birth
shoulders blend in one anoher
at the sense of my unworth
as the dusk forgets to dawn
I claim my morning in your eve
tonguing omens to your core
'twixt the hills that weightless heave
feelers clad of rotting bone
crease your wrap of liquid stars
midnight tears and we are dropped
down the mouth that ever starves
bend the wings you'll never spring
on the winds that summers blew
you're below, my autumn leaf
I am all that's left of you
hunger breaks my crooked jaw
what was buried comes afloat
as the sea you've always been
calms the fires in my throat
tar will steal your holy veins
you will leave my arms forlorn
that's the price a fiend must pay
on the hunt for unicorns
until then I breathe your lungs
as my pupils pulse with felony
you're the dream I'll never have
my damnation, my Persephone.
Jul 15, 2019
Jul 15, 2019 at 12:22 AM UTC
I sit here watching you intently
Hoping that you may graze me gently
And wish that I could have the courage
To speak a work but cannot manage
To face the fear of you refusing
And find myself forever losing
The battle between those two hearts
And then the ocean of salt starts
And flows past your always glazed eyes
And still a piece of me always dies
When you wander past without a glance
And leave me in an incurable trance
For you hold up the heaven above my earth
As I sink forever in my unworth.
Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 6:26 PM UTC
Well let's count.
1 2 3
4 5 6
7 8 9
Do you have the time?
When in boredom
I count the minutes
The ticks as they spin
Circumround.
In an hour
I'll be better.
In a second
I'll be worst.
But in the moment
I lack of worth.
in an hour
I'll be of service
In a second
I'll be unworth it
In a history
I'll be unnoticed
In a memory
I'll be cherished.
5 4 3 2 1
Oh wait
I'm not done.
1 2 3 4 5
Ticks my life.
Jul 16, 2017
Jul 16, 2017 at 1:29 PM UTC
i've never seen such
astounding things
a discovery made
on a passage within
i recall sleeping
in celestial cots
made up of cygnus,
pavo,
the enticing lot
green velvet curtains drawn
block out the sun
although the windows are no more than
one
surrounded
by ivies, scripture
and platinum-tipped
pens
the era of thought
all within my
mind...
i awaken from slumber to quite different sights
the very same forces that prevail in this place,
the forces above
alluding, brooding
the thief comes too smug,
wind thrashes the sails
a cynical offering,
all grief to repent,
the season of starving,
the season of lent
isn't it odd how the winds never billow?
over the strangest utopian lands
the islands of women with no trace of men
the archipelagos of shellfish on land
and that one place due north...
beyond arctic bird coves
where wisps of the sky
grace plat-inum snow
the things that you see when it's dark on the ocean
four sailors drunken on laughter and autumn-rum
down though the seabed
the lowest of shores
the music through rafters,
flutes clamor and roar...
torn and burdened is the world,
but brokenness never equated unworth
the land once which was
trodden,
the seas overcame
i nod off to sleep
just to shake off the pain
the forces come crashing,
formed over the bluff
indifferently shouting,
unrighteously tough
here from my balcony
on french-spanish estate
once indifferent forces,
concluding in rain.
Nov 14, 2019
Nov 14, 2019 at 4:05 PM UTC