"teakwood" poems
The black night’s ebbing tide
erased the only remaining hints,
the cresting long ocean swells
did not cleanse without a trace.
Adrift and lethargically bobbing
seaweed entangled teakwood box
of water-logged photographs, drowning,
surrendered from the heart of the sea
Like molted wild feathers cast ashore with the tide
to the coarse specks of rasping sands,
Darwin's dream in an emptied sea-bubble popped,
dissipated into its own haplessness,
bestrewn about an untrodden seashore
Washed out snapshots of life’s disregarded minutia
enchained to an ordinary forgotten Kodachrome moment
left out to the consequences of the ever fickle tides,
abandoned happenstance spilled by chance
upon another undiscovered world
The warped and bloated wooden box encasement,
hoary with swollen furrowed woodgrain s,
wearied by an enduring measureless moment adrift;
as if an ill-fated message in a misbegotten leaky bottle,
corked with marooned good intentions,
and images of disappearing dreams
flung out shipwrecked in barnacled azure glass
beneath a sky so far away
someone you used to know
Mar 4, 2017
Mar 4, 2017 at 9:37 PM UTC
"Don't think of me;
this moment, blot
out
this voice of mine. These
looks
irresistible to me though you are
avert your gaze from mine.
Consider, instead,
A Memory in Teakwood
Magnolia Wash;
voices ring down a corridor,
rising, and fading,
fading and rising;
or the spiralling diaphanous mystery of childhood",
I said.
She said, "Ooh,
You don't half talk some ****
Aug 18, 2013
Aug 18, 2013 at 6:59 PM UTC
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yesterday i bought a long distance calling card to talk to myself
there, not here, my body straddles two nations
yesterday i rubbed my fading purple stretch marks
i don’t know which language I dream in any more
yesterday i sat in cold bathwater scrubbing until the purpura bleed
my mothers’ mothers’ mother died in a red river
my mothers mother’s mother birthed a nation
between her bleeding legs
most days I am still, her water’s edge, algae between teakwood toes
yesterday i bought a long distance calling card to tell myself
We’re sorry your minutes have run out. Please deposit ten dollars to continue.
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 4:55 PM UTC
and i will wait for you here on the other side, where the earth and her fields await the footsteps of that girl who dared to swallow pomegranate seeds — each one holding a tenfold of unsaid apologies. i will wait for you here, where the storms i brewed found themselves pressing against the softness of lilacs, where the nightfall forgives the sunset for leaving, where morning smells of teakwood and rain. and you will realize that each sigh does not have to weigh like a thousand bent bromeliads — that each breath does not have to ache in the presence of morning light. you will deserve every bit of softness you tried so hard to **** you will deserve every bit of moment that doesn't hurt — someday, you'll get here and you'll know. you'll know.
— to my younger self
Jun 11, 2020
Jun 11, 2020 at 10:57 PM UTC
#The museum was deserted at mid-noon
The summer sun more than his taste for history
Drove him in for a stroll among the dead faces and objects.
His eyes caught the two warnings
Photography prohibited and
Don’t touch objects
He furtively cell-clicked Dupleix’s Bed
Solid 18th century teakwood
Carrying stains of his passions on white linen
Imprinted with the motions of his emotions
*There he saw the ruler on the bedstead
With tender touch of fingers on his head
One svelte hand on the dark wooden stand*
His hand involuntarily touched the wood
A small chunk fell into his hand
And without a second thought
In a forbidden impulse
He shoved it inside his pocket
He came out from the musty smell into the sun
A chip of Dupleix in his pocket
His passion’s outlet
Escapes from the ravages of war
To find solace
From the tender hands around him
Bought by force of wealth
Far far away from home.
Away from colonial past he breathed deep
The little wooden chip would be a memorable keep!#
Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 7:09 AM UTC
Dust Devils in between the sheets
Moth smell, dreamlike
A small and friendly memory
Let the morning sun pour in
Musted air and brown teakwood
Dusty sun in dusty eyes
Smooth the cotton, pale and sweet
Lace touch, fresh smell
Crinkled to infinity
Dust devils in their linen paradise
Apr 14, 2017
Apr 14, 2017 at 3:39 AM UTC
Self embracing, literally
The shattered skeleton of my intended joys
Wounded, no, un-alive
Clutching onto wastrels of hope
Drowning
Falling
Sinking
Down to the depths of my reality
Praying to wake up to blind filtered polluted sunshine
And impatient ***** of vehicle drivers.
Crows cawing
The sounds of construction.
Firmness beneath my body
My sight blocked by the smoky illusion of bed curtains.
What truly is home?
The physical manifestations of boredom and repetition
Familiar scents of musk, old paper and furniture
Alive furniture, living furniture
With a story; multiple histories to tell
Stuck here instead
Pale skin, dead eyes, cold souls
40 different kinds of bread, wasted
Harsh fluorescent lighting
People pretending to be happy with new haircuts and won ipads
A polaroid of a daisy
Whimsical, right?
Hardly. Overused, misinterpreted, cliched
Cliched realities mixed together in a Chinese take away box
Gold earrings and strappy heels
Mask true insecurity
I lay awake briefly
Dreaming of car-empty roads and solid buildings
Full families and the idea
The idea of being able to share
SHARE
Food, space, air
Thoughts.
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 6:52 AM UTC
We all squeezed into the trunk
My hipbone pressed against yours
You looked down at the photo on your phone
And a soft lock of hair fell over your forehead
I wanted to push my hands into your hood and through your curls
The air was full of our laughter and bass-heavy music
And camera flashes and the smell of teakwood
Our feet dragged easily over the wet pavement
Pushing away orange leaves and awkwardness
Nov 13, 2018
Nov 13, 2018 at 10:02 PM UTC