she is my nihilistic god;

i am a stag leap.
the fainter wind-caress
felt deep in trunks and boulder bed.
i am delight for loosened thorns
that piercing underfoot will spur to run
my naked body's open-air embrace
atop the callus of my seasoned fun,
skirring flora shadow-dancing bright
descending mountainside of noon
in blurrs refracting sightful bones.
i am the sense of
transtemporal glacial moans,

the heartbeat of the soil breath
to puff from feasted log a mycophile's awe
or want for all placental webs in view
for naming earth a seeping sorrows tithe:
my consciousness of things alive.

the stinging lungs atop the path
are emblems of a winging truth
to overcome her nearing death.
i am the lingham of creations' race.
i am the sensate reeling blow by empty blow.
the gravity of light and dark;
gray theopolis of fists and falls.
envelopment of massive meanings filled
in nether-branchings' net
and mediatrix scorn: the wider world absorbs my self as ~ all~
~. .all. . ~
prating some nepenthean law
to sour our poetic hate
and deeply bury seismic seeds she wants to sow, like
ancient clues of metagender fact:
hermaphroditic **** to 'normal' eyes.
icecaps to resize and singing moralize;
a dolphin midwife toning yoni love
for labor certain nuns call "gift"
as crown of pleasure heights
on par with mysteries;
regrowing infant fingertips,
to pi recited over days,
to vaster mindscapes drawn in ways
'beyond the genius of the sea'

why wait for ease of shame?
thin veils of culture lift
and family bonds anew to tow
the peace from out irratic weight of nation rifts;
instantiations burst beyond the tunnel course~
rhythmic doomsday yearnings line the halls of humantime:
prophetic visions of a sea to come,
Utnapishtim keeps himself alive
to garden with his wife a thriving mortal line.
Quetzalcohuatl finds himself *****
to bloodlet savior sexuality,
his heart a morning star, a Mayan Venus shine.

i see the standing trees
entwine slow-love to sky
so i can swing and heave
my universe above the words,
to carry thorns as well as petals, doves.
the vision ends. the new begins
to filter dyad lies through
inter-
corporeal lens.
embodied ivy climbs the tree of death
to rewind love and deepen love,
to bound the loss with goddess wisdom ends and other ends
of ouroboros shedding clear
of limits insight thrives to near.
sunglance peeking is the hovering of me,
steady comfort crosses floating lotus feet.
the softest rock has melded under thee
to join a forest pausing here.
a berry soaks itself of all i am
while nutty chipmunks chirp in whirls;
the clouds are girls you've been,
Nephelae to tease in quenching gowns
the verdant book of men we've known, who leaf
the air to taste another form of fairness lent.
silver is the sun in times of stillness overached.
sifted tensions drift to lie awake, but
drowning in a stream of glowing calm,
i am the woody balm.
the scent of bark unnestled dry
and leaves remembrance when
the breathing stops, the final
fleshing in of nowhere, never then.
you are transcendent of transcending
pure. end, endure and lucid ending live again
in empty worship ringing plenum om.

Enchanting fantasy boyfriend
You are a muscle-bound man
Of rare and extraordinary fashion
Golden showy machoness
Interestingly eclectic and poetic

Dazzling and heavily fragrant
Sparkling, priceless delight
Flawless ardent suaveness
Surprisingly warm superstar
The purest and brightest sunshine

Your desirable powerful shiningness
Electrifies and overpowers my mind
Makes my eyes wander all around
Your bright high-powered profoundness
The insurmountable excitingness
Of your divinely delightful liveliness
The seamless, seductive scent
Of your earthy and majestic incredibleness

Hypnotic narcotic wonderment
Your sexually bewitching masculinity
Catches my eye, keeps me hanging
Gets me going, turns me on more and more
Your heavenly arresting flex
Mesmerizes my thoughts and feelings

Your chiseled kissable slickness
Fills my inner world
Immerses me in your fervency
Beckons me to the depths
Of your blazing hot major-league sensationalness

I lose myself in your high-level
Prepossessing finesse
Lean into your aggressive infectious delectableness
You hold me in awe
When I gawp into your charming dark eyes
When you bend me over

Drive your diabolical throbbing python
In my vault of hotness
Make me long for your unstoppable
Red-hot wonderment
Your flaming bang-up vitality

How you hypnotize and resize my insides
Push deep into my guts
Cause me to lust for your lusciousness
Lovingly touch your wild, hunky muscle
Feel your demonically gaudy kisses
On the nape of my neck

Your immensely skilled and strong hands
Cling to my fresh juicy coconuts
I feel the overwhelming pressure
Of your lekker pecker head
Hitting my walls at all astonishing angles

Beguile and divide senses
Let me admire your massive splashy sack
How they bounce and blow my mind
Make me sweat incredibly
As you etch your vivid and blissful dreams
Into my creamy, sumptuous dimension

Hammer me harder
Worship my bold, wondrous rearguard  
Press your muscled tattooed flesh
Against my sweetly perfumed architecture
Your soft, moist lips meshed
With my beautiful, buoyant shoulder

I feel your hardness tour deeper
Into my feminineness
The way your devouring eyes meet mine
With an incomparable assertive stare
Make me so enraptured by
Your masterfully magical masculineness

Make me linger in impeccably
Compelling dreamworlds
Stimulate my brain waves
Spray your tasty man mayonnaise
All over my bodacious and coruscating creation