"mynah" poems
When you sit swinging at every blink of my eyes.
The dark circles under sing the setting moon lullabies.
Free shadows of spring sunlight, and whispers in the corridors.
” I wish to never be alone”, says the Gardener in his mother tongue.
He pulls up hope in a tin can pouring over new buds, his whistles add sweetness to my ears.
that Mynah that sits under the banyan tree, sits on it today.
And sparrows picking at raw berries, flutter as I near them.
Wet grass pins at my feet, random flowers that mysteriously grew; falling from the paradise.
Here’s to my very own forest of life & death.
For I have failed many friends, those which never came back.
Though I waited, and I wait.
The woman in my house, with rags for clothes, dead faith that lives in the cracks of her lips.
And when she walks, her bunch of keys rattle her bottle of liquor she considers hidden. Her hands that pet rotis and light stoves, escape destiny and destroy hope.
Olive shaded walls of my home, frequently fall short of peace.
The ringing of bells from the latest exhibit, the tv making up for all those who were once before.
I raise the volume from 45 to 80,
All sorts of sacred prayers surround my very being.
I devour my pancakes and drain down coffee like religion itself.
shattered chandeliers bring me patterns of floating aspirations.
Sofa’s hold me any way I Can sit, while I forge some sleep, and fool my mind.
Rested i am not.
Empty i am.
My walls are so high, i only feel free at the top.
And sometimes think I’d like to fall.
when the waters from the shore mumble to me, “don’t fall for the charades.”
I stay put and cherish all the beauty.
At least, that’s what I think it is.
A passing wind slips from my hands, parting from every inch of my spine.
I plead, “take my heart with you.”
And so,
my heart beats in my rib cage,
But never at peace or in one place.
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 2:33 AM UTC
I’ve got fifteen years tied in knots
of green and brown and I have
decided that it is time for a change
of scenery. So I climb onto the roof
and pretend I am a chimney, spewing
smoke of blue and grey and lung cancer and
voggy Hilo mornings. A helicopter
circles overhead at an altitude of 805 feet, its
searchlight catching the neighborhood
lying spread-eagled on the living room
floor, brutally desecrated and left
bare-bones to die. I am a catalyst,
an instigator, a cynic with a palm tree.
Today I read an atlas and find
naught but “A Hui Hou” scrawled across
the pages in black pen. I burn the
book, the bridge, and the old tires in
the backyard.
On Saturday it rained and the floodwaters
took my bicycle.
Sometimes I sit by the roadside reading
Bukowski with hibiscus in my hair and
Indiana in my eyes. Hunting dogs
clash with rescue dogs at the house
with the stop sign. The moon falls
from the sky and engulfs the mynah
birds and the plague. The floodwaters
recede and leave a jigsaw puzzle
on the slopes of Mauna Kea. “I am not
afraid,” I say, “for I am only gravel.”
I play the eight-bar blues on Fortieth
and sing songs of drugs and missed
connections. I am hit by a truck and
a little gold car, but I proclaim myself
immortal as I am flattened to the pavement.
I am the Ki’i Pohaku beatnik, and
I write of nature and nurture and
the never-ending rain.
Someone has painted my walls blue
and my hands grey. So I pack my suitcase
and run down the highway for
seven thousand miles and all I see
are mistakenly-numbered houses and
blank maps and dead neighbors
from families I used to know.
There are torrents of rain now,
forming puddles in the forest.
I know the reason. It is twelve
in the morning.
The neighborhood grows obscure.
We are demolished.
May 5, 2011
May 5, 2011 at 1:13 AM UTC
They asked, "why are you as silent as a stone?"
She replied, "why should I be voluble as the Mynah? My heart and tongue are deprived of goodness just like a desert, deprived of a sea.
Another voice said, "Ergo, redundant talk comes with unbearable guilt."
They asked again, " if so, why do you not speak the despairs you hide?"
She replied, " Because, the gift of patience usually reigns.
Apr 11, 2021
Apr 11, 2021 at 8:13 AM UTC
All time bird can be crow only ever
Black in colour scavenging all day long
Caring nothing about neatness or anything!
Dogs eat the bones they throw clearing flesh
Efficiently bringing by hovering everywhere!
Full meals or bits of meats they share with all
Going by the policy of united we stand ever!
How healthy and active the crows are ever
I see standing on the balcony of my building!
Jack of all trade these guys do hard work long
Keeping their noise heard all round the place!
Loitering round us they pester us to give food
Many a time when we come out to see the sky!
Nothing we can do but offer some leftover foods
Obviously irritated to avoid their bickerings!
Popular among birds like mynah, sparrow, eagle
Quixotically crows overshadow them by numbers!
Regularly they start their chores like we do
Surprisingly very early in the morning itself!
Tickling nook and corner of all materials all day
United they raid everywhere sans rest ever!
Verily they are indeed hard toiling creatures
Whether it is summer or winter in the whole year!
Xerox copy of black crows reminds of uniform dress
Year after year without change or colour fade ever;
Zealous lot these creatures indeed we have to imbibe!
Feb 9, 2012
Feb 9, 2012 at 3:17 AM UTC
Christmas excitement
Gaffers & gofers
booms & boxes
trucks & trolleys
They've chosen today
to shoot a movie
2 floors below me
No pics allowed
Twenty four tropical Christmases
It still seems so odd
so discordant
Disconnected
Gambling movies filmed
when most of my friends
are last-minute shopping
and thinking of Santa
They're wrapping presents
and keeping secrets
Thinking about how long
the turkey will take to cook
Dressed in jumpers
coats and scarves
Fingers blue
noses red
No puddles to slide on here
no snow
Just air like silk
and monsoon rain
Sweat trickling
in endless rivers
No goose bumps leaving tracks
across my skin
Out the window
cheeky mynah birds chatter
a white bellied eagle soars
Not a robin in sight
As the sun sets
painting the sky
a kaleidoscope
of gentle colour
A nomad soul wonders
why she's happy to wander
And yet
she so longs to belong
Dec 24, 2010
Dec 24, 2010 at 1:22 AM UTC
Gentle rustle and
creak of bamboo
Far off soothing flute
and soft drum, gentle
mist caressing marsh
Barefoot monks pad
roads accepting simple
alms of curry, rice;
Blessings and incense
float on smooth air.
Sudden cacophony of
mynah explode the grove, a
steady chant bubbles under
the noise, some new symphony
of hunger below bloodshot sky.
Dogs militate exercise,
giving voice, cat slips in
knowing, paws daddy whiskers.
Hawking cough of the headman
announcing his non-demise-
neighbourly sighs.
Crab unburrows and scurries
aside from sand to lapping tide
to feast on volitional jelly who
come inshore to breed and die,
so many alien pearls strung
glistening along the strand.
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 4:27 AM UTC
White cube, chrome cage, black mynah bird;
Yellow eye stripes, beak; feet
Perched; scratching, scrabbling,
Slowly rocking; suddenly squawking
‘All systems go, all systems go.’
Haacke’s dream: his intention
‘All systems go’
Of the mynah bird’s volition.
But silence fills the gallery.
The script is written but
The mynah bird
Refused to learn his lines.
Jun 24, 2010
Jun 24, 2010 at 10:56 AM UTC
Dawn prevaricates-
reluctant to break
But mynah beaks open
their cacophany amongst
rustling bamboos
Dogs stretch and yawn
nuzzling to run in the
relative cool
I wait
Let light encourage
Snake to slither home
to burrows, fat from
night feed
in they squeeze
Full moon round as cheese
sinks stately behind
the promontory
On turning
sun drips honey
over greened mountains
Five islands sit-
their time will come
As mine, alas
has gone
Jun 7, 2016
Jun 7, 2016 at 3:08 AM UTC
The bakula and the madhumalti
Sway in the warm wind
Watching children play
In stained shirts
With mud-filled nails
Bare feet and beady drops of laughter
Unmindful of the heat
While a dog playfully rolls over
Trying to catch the sunlight
That falls through the trees
A white-eye flies low,
resting on the firangipani tree
Butterflies dance around the hibiscus
And bees swarm
Hedges have blossomed with flowers
And the mynah calls from outside—
To awaken the forgotten child in an older heart
And tell her that summer reigns
Apr 20, 2025
Apr 20, 2025 at 11:43 AM UTC