"haveing" poems
yeah im having a bad day
actually im haveing a bad week
no actually im having a bad month
maybe even a bad year
but thats ok
because i know oneday
maybe in a year
or in 5
maybe even in 10
that ill have a good life
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 7:11 PM UTC
I cant help it.
being short of breath
Being light headed
Haveing my hands shake so much I need to hold on to
any surface I can reach.
I can't help it
Getting confused
Getting jittery
If I dont get my daily dose of you.
I stutter or mumble if someone asks me about you
I constantly day dream of you.
of every thing you've said to me
Everything we've done together
I cant help feeling
like my souls found its better half.
like ive found my better half
I cant help
anticipating what comes next
Because I know you will be there next to me.
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 2:33 PM UTC
We used to be friends
Now your lost in my heart
Only if that night never happened
I miss your hugs, and your touch
The one thing i hate is haveing to see you everyday.
I hate being called your name
Our last hug was an awkward one
I've had a crush on you for awhile
That night on the bus was fun
Truth or dare doesnt last forever
I had a feeling this would fail
But i was hoping it would last forever
Now our fling is gone and you took our friendship with you :(
Jun 1, 2012
Jun 1, 2012 at 2:50 PM UTC
I can see myself a NHL hockey player
I can see me haveing millions of fans
I can see me scoreing the game winning goal
We will all see me as a superstar
We will all see a huge smile on my face when I win the Stanley cup
We will all hear the crowd chanting my name
You feel like a god at the end of the day for giving that kid your autograph
You feel completed when your coach tells you great game kid
You feel amazed at the end of the day for who you are
Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 2:33 PM UTC
Thinking about her , everyday and everynight , its like being followed , I try so much to get her off my mind , but I can't , she is just there , everything I do reminds me of her , when I sleep she is in my dreams , when I'm awake I wonder how she is , I miss her company , her by my side , the sound of her laugh , the sight of her smile , both beautiful things like herself , I just can't stop , I wish I could just fly away , both of us and be together , but its impossible , mehhh ..... She's all I can think about , maybe its because I felt love , I knew it was gonna end , but I loved her and wanted to make it last , and it did bit now I'm broke like an old record , what do I do , everygirl I see I want them to be her , I miss her , just everything about her , the memories just keep flowing through my mind like a raging river , the photos I see make me smile , I look so happy , from haveing the best birthday in the last 5 years , to looking at the photo we last took togather , I'm excited to see her again but also nervouse I wonder if she misses me , or if she dosent even think of me , I don't know anymore , I just want time to play its game faster so mabey one day ill end up with her or I won't.... , I just want to know and I can't stop thinking I miss her ....
Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 11:37 PM UTC
Crushed from the inside out
As those tore her heart about
Electro magnetic pulse
Turned me all about
Timeless I suppose
Charging a giro sending a pulse
Pusedo genius I enclosed
Prodigy maybe so
Motionless setting tone
Sending my frequencies
Multi sailing through fragmenting L to C
Ohh drat I don't know
Like poker to a cave
Half Russian half Italian
Mocking her intellect
While having her uhhmm
Her haveing you on connect
I do love mirrors
On a clouded day
Per say
Sixth sense are you
degreeing with me
Yes nod your head
As he stood puking up the sun
From Adams Ben
For she worth more live
Than dead
And I like the weight of her majesty lay deep in her ocean
Crushing total game!
I never really liked triangles
It's love
in the 3rd degree
And she is a she
Like an ace gone missing
Nothing up her sleeve
Don't fret
For this mere poetry
And Monday will be
Slender and sleek
Behind bars...
Know what I mean
Your dipping *****
Wiping clean
Not on me!!!!!
So please spare the lady
Some dignity...
For she like to think
For herself
On a day of laundry
Only!
And playing on her phone...
How she miss her children so
Maybe we should let this go
As y'all do
Misses I mean Mr. T!!!
Seems unfair if you ask me!!!
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
Did you ever cut your skin? Not just the surface but the layers under nether. The important stuff. Whell if you haven't it's kinda scary. You know it's ganna be bad because it didn't start bleeding yet. I have a stabb wound in the middle of my hand. My whole hand is swollen. I can't move my fingers and inch by inch my pigment is turning black with shades of purple and red. It reminds me of a darkest sunrise, the way the clouds hold liquid colors that no one has been able to recreate such beauty. My hand hurts ... Bad but you know what really hurts haveing someone you thought cared treat you like **** someone that made you feel like it was ok for once but then turns into pain that doesn't feel like a knife It doesn't feel the a stabb but it feels the the biggest stabb in the back. I'm not the same person you once know there's a lot of **** that has changed and no it's not for the better you should be scared because the stabb wound in my hand hurts but I don't mine it... I can barly move it and it doesn't bother me. I'd rather be stabbed in the hand and take injury to me body than take your ******* **** and a famous pop punk band once said "we are never ganna be the same again, burry me I'm not your friend."
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 11:29 PM UTC
i wish i was there
when you're haveing a nightmare
so i could hold you
until you woke up, and knew it wasn't real
i wish i was there
when you're about to cut your skin
so i could still your hand,
look you in the eye, until you realised you don't need to
i wish i was there
when your parents are screaming at you
so i could stand behind you
support you, and make sure you know you're loved
i wish i was there
when tears are streaming down your cheeks in despair
so i could gently wipe them away
tell you i love you and everything's going to be okay
i wish you were here
when i need you to
hold me during a nightmare
still my shaking hands
stand behind me
wipe my tears away
and love me
Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 3:57 AM UTC
We live a life were..
Kids are distracted from crying by phones
A little kid knows the moms password be for he can speak
Were kids instead of going outside
We'll they'd rather stay in,
Playing on Facebook or Twitter
Whatever that is.
And I'll admit I spend some of my time
On my Facebook doing nothing
But scrolling down.
Being board
When we all could go out and bike
Or skate, or take a walk
When instead of useing our phones
Witch is a trapped society in its own
We could ask a stranger for directions
We could use what god has given us
It's called speech and our hands
Use the words you know
Or the hands to sign.
Put the phone and the laptops down
Take in the relization
That there's a world to be descoverd
Look at the sky and listen to the birds
Not saying musice is bad becase I'm **** to say it's something I love
But putting it aside the other day
I relized just how much I missed..
Just being out side.
Yea......
This is our society
We can always change it
But not unless we want to
So instead of haveing your musice in
Or being on Facebook
Or twitter or other media sites
Go be with a Frieand
Go for a walk and talk
Like when you were 10
Playing out side on the playground
Amazing your never to old for that :)
Don't listen to the haters
Belive in what you want and go have a good time with some Frieands
I know our parents always Say stranger danger
But howed you get to know the kids you call friends now?
Good luck out there and smile tomorrow's a new day it isent over.
Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 1:23 AM UTC
Trying to find the right passage in every verse that leads to the better ending
The one where all the characters survive with peace of mind, no consultation
I can't keep consantration
I need to keep this pace
No hesitation
Keep turning the page no matter what bookmarks get in the way
I'm a none believer in the yelnats curse
I need to keep this pace
Every unpronounceable word like a three legged race
My body is screaming determination while my mind is saying just give up
Sometimes the screams black out the counterparts but sometimes it's just not enough
I'll make it through these mind fields
Take a chance on these steady hands
Keep turning the page no matter what book marks get in the way
I find no refuge in the blurb on the back
I feel the nostalgia of being at school and not haveing the best grasp on life to tell the truth
I know it sounds strange but I'm getting the hang of turning the page
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 5:39 AM UTC
it hurts
it hurts seeing you
it hurts seeing you in old pics
it hurts so bad
it hurts not knowing if your happy with me
i cant take it no more
i dont want to do this any more
i dont want to brake ur hart
it hurts so bad
it hurts not haveing you
it hurts being with out you
IT HURTS NOT KNOWING IF YOUR HAPPY WITH ME AT ALL
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 2:20 PM UTC
Sometimes the only pay off
For haveing any faith
Is when it’s tested again, and again every day.
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 3:24 PM UTC
i sit still in my room
haveing planned out
my future
believing
i have a gift to predict it
i sit still in my mind
as the light
of the hopefulness
slowly fades
to a flicker in the sky
far away
Nov 12, 2020
Nov 12, 2020 at 5:34 AM UTC