"gian" poems
Terbangun aku di kamar mimpi,
dulunya kau ada di sisi,
kini sepi,
mata dan minda tempat ku jelajah,
menerokai diri mu tanpa lelah,
kembara kita tiada henti,
kerna, tiap kali kita bersua,
kucupan dan senyuman manis menghiasi pipi,
ku susun aksara ini,
untuk mereka tahu,
bertapa indahnya kau di mata ku
cereka tiada noktah atau koma,
kerna di sini,
kau kekal selamanya.
Bila kau tiada,
Jumantara ku gelita
Malam ku sunyi tanpa suara,
renjana pada roh ku kian lemah.
ku berharap kita bersua lagi,
dengan renjana sama dengan ku,
kau bagaikan sahmura,
menghiasi kamar mimpi,
dengan ukiran kirana di bibir,
kerna
Gian aku kepada sanubari mu,
tiada henti
Jun 16, 2022
Jun 16, 2022 at 3:27 AM UTC
Queer, genderqueer, non-binary, non-hetero, pan, omni, gay, pagan, quaker.
whatever.
Labels may make people more easily digestable, but I don't want to be devoured by your limited paradigm.
I don't want your gut to strip me of my intricacies and **** them out only to be flushed away.
If you are trying to engulf me and break me down you will surely *****
I will make sure of it.
My name is Gian, and
My name is Gigi,
and I hope that even that
is hard for you to keep down.
Nov 11, 2015
Nov 11, 2015 at 3:57 PM UTC
Dear my love, we've come a long way with our lives together
We've shared almost everything, rainy days and summer
Can't compare to anything all the moments that we have
And it's worth treasuring all the memories with you my love
I started to look over the year we are together
How we made it and making it last till forever
How we were to each other and what we are now
How we change for the better as we make eternal a vow
A song will never be enough to sing how happy and greatful I am
A line from a movie will never give life to days that we shared
And I just can't get a love quotes from someone and dedicate it to thee
For the words will never verbalize the exact feelings you've given me
You will always be the reason of my smile in everyday
Of how I keep on going and striving for better in every way
Of what I decided and what I chose it's always because of you
I won't do any way of hurting the heart of my unending truth
I am sorry for I haven't given you the best
Sed tu iure optimo dare spondes
As long there is tomorrow I'll wake up knowing how I love you
You are intrinsic to me, and my heart always beats for you
Always remember that I have found love in you, and I'll always will
Even if the sun refuse to shine for tomorrow, I'll be loving you still
Like a rainbow in Niagara it has no ending
May we filled our lives with colors of faithful feelings
I may not be the best boyfriend, may not be the best in this world
But I will do anything to make 'forever' not just a word
I promise you again that I won't let go and always hold your hand
May we always find and fall in love to each other, foreverly yours, Gian
Aug 13, 2015
Aug 13, 2015 at 11:48 AM UTC
Can you hear me calling
My voice is everywhere
I may not be beside you
But I promise
I’ll always care.
About you, every moment
You are in my heart.
I can hear you calling me
I’m so sorry we had to part.
But it is only for a little while
And really, I’m not gone.
For I am always with you
Deep within your heart.
Jul 14, 2014
Jul 14, 2014 at 8:59 AM UTC
Name, that one entity; a source of tranquillity?
I was asked, under a deep, night sky
I named you, I cried to the wind, in front of you, no need of my any ability
For the peace lies in the cores of the universe,
You still choose an earthly body over the deities godly?
I named you, I wrote it on the mesmerizing horizon
The sky, the moon, the body you're given,
You have no love for the sight that has.... you, imprisoned?
His eyes, his body, his shoulders so dear! My sky, my moon, lies there..... my heaven!
This world; a battlefield, are you obliged to be a knight?
My arms have his power, in him; I find all my survivals
The war will end, and you'll lean without an armor, how will you flight?
Gian alone.... flies for once in the seasons, let me go back to the grounds of medieval
You cling to the thoughts of flaws, the unlawful laws, and.... mere dreams; you draw
I name you in the colors, with you.... I draw the utterance of oblivion
Would you stop a poet from penning, a painter from painting, and a lover from love, I asked
What you show to me, is a truth and not a facade
-Zahra Batool ****
May 25, 2020
May 25, 2020 at 1:12 PM UTC
Last night, as 12 midnight striked, I talked to God about you ans prayed to bless you today, and always.
I know, God knows the best for you, for HE love you that much.
Yes! i love you but God love you even more as much as i do.
I surrendered everything to HIM, to take care of you, guide you and protect you, for i know HE has a great plan for you. According to this verse "Jeremiah 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." :)
We are not in a good terms, i dont pick up your calls this morning, i keep my distance to you, as i decided for the peacefulness of everybody, but hey ! you teach me too many lessons in life, you help me grow and motivate me to go out of my comfort zone. and now I wish you happiness, best life and success. I hope you have a blast and happy day as another year added on your age. GOD BLESS.
Happy Birthday BOSS,
I dont forget your special day,i just chose not to greet you but i prayed for you and i allow God to pass by my prayers to Him to You.
Please be Happy,
Love, -Your Master-
Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 12:04 PM UTC