"disremember" poems
Were you to pass a thousand years drifting
In memories doubly drenched in sorrow,
You would find me pacing the shore waiting
To welcome you home, life's new tomorrow.
Within this land of love's patient slumber,
I will cradle your tender, worried heart
'Til time allows you to disremember
The burdens of grief which set you apart.
Then bring your ship sailing straight home to me;
I am forever your warm water port.
I've sent sweet scented streams out to your sea,
Now awaken to my gentle escort.
My love is a current, steady and true
I am your safe harbor; I wait for you.
Jun 22, 2012
Jun 22, 2012 at 4:17 PM UTC
I never met the Mediterranean neither
His bride’s land nor their aquiline nose
I saw them as shifting images
Like a pair of oily eels.
They came with the waves tumbling-
Forward from few days journey
There was no wave of anger, only an
Insecure spring of a shell-less snail.
I cannot disremember the salinity,
The stretched little boy on its shores,
Floating pieces of lost hope
And the airless nights that followed.
Dear Mediterranean, there are
Millions out there, distant kin
I don’t want those dead on rectangular-
Cement slabs, bring them alive!
Sep 10, 2015
Sep 10, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC
young love is too often undermined and discredited
labeled as “silly” or seen as a waste of time
we pay it no heed; calling it a temporary foolishness
they say we cannot fall in love when we are 16
for we have not yet seen the world or faced its worries
and our heart knows nothing of love or of loss
we are too young, they say over and over again,
we are too young to understand what love is and what love brings
we are too young to know what love stands for
or fathom the pain of lost love and a broken heart
we are too young
no
for centuries now, youthful hearts have been termed incapable of truly comprehending the essence of love
more so, they have been termed inept to ever facing true heartbreak
when the tears of mascara flow down their pink, girlish cheeks
they say
you are too young and this is not real
you do not know what love is and you will grow to understand
one day when you face real heartbreak you will think of all this as silly
you will not remember and you will laugh
cry not; for you have not truly loved nor lost
but
how many of us forget the first sleepless night we stayed up waiting for the call that wasn’t coming
how many of us forget the first time we saw them in someone else’s arms
how many of us forget the first time our heart shattered because of the utterance of a single word
“goodbye”
how many of us forget the silence which was all too loud
the tears
or the cold nights
the feeling of having your world crash and burn before your very own eyes
the vulnerability, the helplessness, knowing your heart is in another’s hands
and you can do nothing about it
tell me; how many of us forget?
cradled in your mother’s arms crying the night away
tearing at your skin, wishing his touch had not stained you
your father pacing up and down the hallway
what has happened to my little girl?
on the phone for hours
crying, yelling, whispering; losing your mind
piece by piece everything falling apart
why does it hurt so much
why does it not end?
have you forgotten? have you forgotten your first heartbreak?
no
young love may be amateur
but it is not false
so vulnerable and so ready to jump into a new life
so willing to give up everything and try to make it work
rushing into it so fast and falling into his arms
ready to give her your heart, your soul, your life
our hearts still untouched by barb wires and guard towers
our first kisses are the most memorable
we can still hear the first song we danced to in our heads
memories of us pop in to say hello every now and then
your first is always your most significant
your first is the one that never leaves you alone
you can forgive, you can accept, you can move on
you cannot disremember
young love-
the very purest
young heartbreak-
the very worst
genuine
vulnerable
& true
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 2:51 AM UTC
What is it about September
Hearts aligned and remembered
Tomorrow the last day
Call me in September
Don't disremember
Remembrance one day away
Hearts can bind or break
Or forever to forsake
Just one heart beat astray
Remember me in September
Forget me not in sweet surrender
For one more day
r
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 1:31 PM UTC
You cling to me.
You cling to me.
You cling,
And you cling,
And you cling.
LINGER...
You cling to me.
And I to you,
And I to you,
And I to you.
But at the opening credits of another white dawn,
I must bow down to the system,
RISE,
And curtsey to conformity.
It's the heaviest regret of my day; leaving you.
IRON.
Before the day has even begun; leaving you.
LEAD.
And when I do,
I forget the slopes and hills of your face.
How they rise and fall,
As we disremember a perfect dream.
I step out into the clutch of bitter airs,
Eyes down, catching the ice's gleam.
The glazed pavement plummets,
So I glide to follow it's dip,
But my hazed movement's done its
Best to make me slip...
And this is something now.
Heaven, heaven sent.
This is what this is now.
Formality's been bent.
And so I'll try to always
Let you know just what I meant.
But before I spill my guts out,
These butterflies must ferment.
A step back
Languish,
Drink,
Lament.
For my words come best post all of this,
And I sense a hovering dent.
(Confusion incoming)
To dent this sacred framework
Of fearlessness, excitement and neccessity.
Thumping intensity.
Then you comfort me like a child.
And the needle has been threaded,
But I've always feared the sewing.
I'm such a child in your arms,
Oh where is this going?
No, no, no.
No way of knowing.
SCRUB...
Paint chips off the wall,
The bath has run too deep,
But I welcome the confusion
That in my mind you keep.
For everybody knows
That what you sow, you reap.
So when I see that smile again,
Tangled brain-vines will weep.
I'm thinking....
I'm thinking too much.
I'm drinking too much.
Parallel lines: the worst and the best.
And it's the heaviest regret of my day; leaving you.
Protest,
Protest.
December 2010
Dec 23, 2010
Dec 23, 2010 at 1:38 PM UTC
my feet are weary
but I walk tall
this path is worn
but I will outlast it
there is a city ahead
I imagine,
people who are strangers
now but perhaps not forever
the only always is my
desire to never be alone
I can only carry myself for so long
but I’ll make it, I say
I will collapse into the
arms of one who was once
a face in a shop or
a figure behind a book
who knows how many millions
will walk by
until I find the courage to fail
or maybe someone else reads
an Annie Dillard book
how much do I have in common
with anyone other than myself
probably nothing
I should let myself be lost
for someone else to find
I want to be a stranger again
tell me how to unlearn and
disremember
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 2:11 PM UTC
Spend the night with me
In a city that has no name
And I will let your embers
Singe my throat
As the street lights drown
In haze and smoke
Spend the night with me
In a place beyond gods and men
As we bare our souls
To the flaws of our hands
When the morning comes
We disremember and pretend
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:56 PM UTC
Can I just be with you?
Where I can hold your hand
Where I can kiss your lips
Where I can lean on your shoulder
Where I can hear your heartbeat next to mine
Can I just be with you?
When I cannot hold myself anymore
When I cannot pause my emotions
When I cannot hold back my tears
When I cannot help myself telling all my problems
Can I just be with you?
Please, tell me.
I just wanna be with you
Where I disremember the reality
Where I am floating in my dreams with you
When everything nixed me
When I don’t know what else to do
So let me ask you again
Can I just be with you?
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 6:05 AM UTC
Everyone,
Do me a favor
Just let me fade
Fade away
I don't want to die
But I don't want to be alive
So if this life
Could just let me disappear
Forget me
Don't acknowledge me
Avert your gaze
God! Please...
I'm tired
Of telling myself things will change
When death
Is the only thing that seems in range
So why **** me
When you've already broke me
Disremember me
Let me keep destroying me
I'm already dead
No reason to look my way
Ignore me
You've already abused me
I say I'm broken
But really I'm nothing
Yet I feel it all
So just treat me like nothing
Jan 26, 2017
Jan 26, 2017 at 1:03 AM UTC
But at the same token,
I just need you to remember this
and that
and everything before and after this,
'cause for some reason I keep disremembering
our first days and the few ones between then and
the end.
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 8:47 AM UTC