"deppressed" poems
***You watched your best friend suffer,
You took it worse than us- a lot more tougher,
Please for our sake hold on tighter;
See things a lot more brighter.
I understand how you feel bad,
How you feel deppressed not sad,
I miss him too;
He cheered us up when we felt blue.
He played with you and teased you like a brother,
And my Mamma felt like to him she was his Mother,
It makes us feel bad too;
He used to tease us as well as you.
But you must know he went to God in Heaven,
Even though he has already died October 7,
You watched your best friend suffer;
You took it worse than us a lot more tougher.
It's not the way it used to be,
After him went all of Candy's kittens along with Callie,
I feel scared. . . I don't know and hope no more go next;
It's not like I could shrug it off like a piece of paper with no text.
I don't know what to do,
He cheered us up when we felt blue,
Now we feel sad whenever we think of it;
The event keeps playing in our mind ****** by ****** bit by bit.
He used to in his chair sit,
Now no one in it sits,
It is a sad reminder of him;
We think of these things on whims.
But for our sake don't feel sad,
He'd want you to feel happy not sad,
You watched your best friend suffer;
You took it worse than us- a lot more tougher.***
~Marian~
Nov 21, 2012
Nov 21, 2012 at 5:57 PM UTC
She used to be strong
You couldnt see her flaws
she used to be breathtaking amomgst
Them all untill she let you in.
You bring out the fear the insecurity
You make her feel beneath
The words you scream hit the core.
You're making her contimplate death.
Acting like she's just crazy.
Remember when you used to call her baby.
When you said I love you no matter what.
That you would be there
We can get through anything
She ****** up yea, how bout all those times you asked for forgiveness.
Now you claim to wanna still be friends
Yet you write songs about her
That compelled love
And tell her you dont want revenge
You dont wanna hurt her.
Yet you always do.
The things you say the **** you do.
Youre a fool.
She thought she didnt deserve a man like you.
Now you make sure she wont be happy
Anytime She is you try to sweep her off her feet
Just to treat her like a stupid peice of meat.
She loves you you see.
Because what yall had was true
And your a good hearted man
A warm kiss at night
A protector of her and you make her heart skip a beat. . But you hide youre heart or hate her or pretend she doesn't matter
Your a boy
Who thinks he has notuing to loose
But your loosing everything you see because she cant sleep in a puddle of tears
Wont eat or anything because you made her gave hope and then you took it all back
Acted like you found better
Said oh well.
Not knowing that she already hates heself not knowing shess a little to deppressed.
Nd you just keep digging her grave.
One day youll be the one closing her casket.
Maybe youre just my bad habit.
Feb 6, 2014
Feb 6, 2014 at 4:10 PM UTC
**She does not know how much I love and care,
I really appreciate the friendship we share,
My friend has been cheerful;
Instead of deppressed and tearful!
We each other comments send,
She is known as my close friend,
I will comment on her poems and she will reply;
We are fairies and up into the beautiful air we fly!
I am so happy I happened to her find,
Even though she gets deppressed she is gentle and kind,
As gentle as a swan;
We will wave our magic wand.
She does not know how much I care,
I really appreciate the friendship we share,
We each other comments send;
And she is known as my close friend!**
~Marian~
Nov 22, 2012
Nov 22, 2012 at 10:04 PM UTC
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 7:52 AM UTC
A sketch, a word,
A piece of paper.
With emotions never heard.
That was sent to him or her.
Completely ignored by the crush,
As a sad person loses their heart
Or hangs from a noose strung in a rush.
And a soul and mind depart.
A burning desire,
A timeless sorrow,
Burning like a blue fire,
Scorching the dawn of tomorrow.
Horrid and deppressed.
A black hand reaches from the shadows.
To turn people sick and compressed.
When they drown in the shallows.
An ignored confession,
An oblivious crush,
With a knife session,
Put against the skin, where the color is blush.
A single drop,
Of Crimson liquid.
Most of the time considered a prop,
To shrivel up and die, as the knife cuts mid.
They're never seen again,
In love or memory
When the love feels the pain,
And sees with eyes that can't see.
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 10:20 AM UTC
Most of us can feel,
A disturbing pain of
Negative empotive ache
In some form
In our lives.
This can happen to us so much.
Eventually you may be
Annoyed, bored, deppressed
From that disturbing ache.
Than we say:
"Life is painful, boring, bad."
Don't be worried,
Anybody can think these any time.
But it is neccessary to be aware about
Occurance of reasons of our hellish lives.
Than we have so much excuses,blames
Such as system, human nature, devil.
But I am asking to you beyond excuses,
What do you want?
Than a list comes,
Long or short.
But there is a common point in the list.
It is, when they happen;
Your wish is became true.
We name this situation "good".
Also there are,
The negative versions of willing.
Not wanting.
We call their subject "bad".
You may say that;
Good and bad are relative.
But the fact is,
Their objects are relative.
You may realize that good and bad,
Having certain definitions.
Therefore what is good and evil are
Certainly absolute.
According to definitions,
You want good,
You don't want bad.
Very simple.
Accordingly;
If you are completely good,
As well as away from all bad,
You get all what you want.
Because, all your will would be
Completely true as compass!
You may think that
We also want pleasure and happiness,
We also don't want pain and distress.
But these are
Emotions positive and negative.
Positive ones include good.
Negative ones include bad.
The same can applies to your thoughts.
Then the question comes,
How is this relating to
Our dishliking to our lives?
When we say bad to something,
It means that you don't want that.
When we say good to something,
It means that, you want that thing.
So when we don't like our lives,
We find it bad.
What we say to something is,
Label showing that thing.
Bad is object of not wanting,
Good is object of wanting,
According to our saying accordingly.
So when we find the life,
Detesting, really bad, so so boring;
We just don't want the life.
That's why people **** themselves,
Because of suffering aspect of the life.
It is really disturbing fact,
So lets ask, how to avoid this.
The way is to become good fully.
I don't mean to be good person only.
It is to be good wholly wholly wholly
In everytime, every action!
It seems impossible though.
Because even we strive to good,
Big flows of energies
From outside and inside
Are pulling us to bad itself
Without any remorse!
That's why you would feel bad
When battery of your phone
Dies right now!
All these shows that,
Being good is not enough to be
Good wholly!
We need to have;
A blow of power,
River of persuasion,
Bomb of manipulation,
Flood of love and love
And more.
An effect making you
Feel like a god in the heavens!
It's not being the god as The Father.
It's feeling like being a god,
In order to create your wellness!
If you know the fact that
You can change what you
Think, wish, do!
Your only need is a little push
To the heaven of good!
I call this push the nectar.
Because it feeds the gods of Olimpus.
It makes their lives super well!
I am Lio, the nectar giver.
Through my waterfall of poems
You will understand better
What I am giving.
In a short time,
You will experience, live
Or even love if you want.
The nectar is my pill to bad in you.
I hope it will make you all well.
But I am really sure about that,
The nectar will be a glitter of good
In one minute of your life.
I hope this glitter to be the
Dawn showing your greatness!
Nov 3, 2019
Nov 3, 2019 at 10:49 AM UTC
Denial.
No. He's not really dead
Haha, really funny. Yea I heard what you said
He didn't make it? I talked to him 10 days ago
This isn't funny, stop playing. Are we on a show?
Pneumonia? Isn't that just a cold?
His body will fight it off, he's only 30 years old.
Anger.
Why didn't the doctors save his ******* life?
Don't tell me he's in a better place or I'll cut you with this knife
Why did God have to take MY only brother?
They keep saying he needed his angel. Why couldn't he find another?
Stop telling me you're sorry for my ******* loss.
You DON'T know how I feel. I'm not kissing that cross.
Bargaining.
Please God, this can't be happening
Just bring him back, a miracle shouldn't be too challenging
I'll change my ways and dedicate my life to you
I've read about all the amazing things you can do, they have to be true
I didn't get to say my goodbye
I didn't even get to tell him that I loved him for the very last time.
Depression.
I feel so empty and so sad all the time
Motivation is something that I can't seem to find
I have cried everyday for 3 months straight
But when they ask me how I'm doing, I look up and say "great"
I wish I got to see you and talk to you more often,
But now you're gone forever as your body rots in a coffin.
Acceptance.
It has been almost a decade since you left
I still cry from time to time and sometimes still feel deppressed
Stop loving you or missing you? I will never,
But I accepted the fact that you're gone forever.
They say there are 5 stages of grief,
Wished they would've warned me about the steps I'd have to repeat.
Feb 27, 2018
Feb 27, 2018 at 2:01 AM UTC
The intelligent become deppressed,
while ignorance is blessed.
How will this world continue,
when power is purely within you?
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 1:02 AM UTC
You dont hate me as much as I do
If love was a color it would leave my heart blue.
Happiness never got to blossom ,like a **** it was hate that grew .
Recently I pray to god that I wish it was yourself I never knew.
I blame me and begged you to say what it is I gotta do .
Now you got some one else it makes me cry to hear you call him boo .
I'm lonely ,sad,lost and deppressed alll because of you .
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 7:39 PM UTC