"colossally" poems
I'm nervous.
Like really nervous.
Like shaking like a blender full of gravel nervous.
Like atheist in a foxhole nervous.
Why am I so nervous?
Because I have a nagging thought that soon I might just be the last-next-best-thing that ever happened to you,
Replaced by another, better next-best-thing that blows me out of the water.
Because you might decide I don't have what you really REALLY want.
Because at the end of the day, I'm still convinced that your attraction to me is the product of an elaborate facade.
So yeah. I'm nervous.
Like sweating fifty caliber bullets nervous.
Like ******** cinderblocks nervous.
Like chattering teeth cold sweats nervous.
Like dying young nervous.
Like being forgotten nervous.
And it makes me nervous that you put me on a pedestal
Because from where I stand, I didn't do anything to deserve this
I got drunk at a party and picked up a guitar and here we are almost a year later.
So I'm anxious
I'm distressed
I'm worried and jumpy
But most of all I'm nervous
Nervous because I think
You might one day figure out what I already know:
I'm not that great.
I'm lanky and goofy and kinda dumb sometimes
And I can be just as petty as everyone else
And I'm still pretty convinced you're colossally out of my league
So I'm nervous
Like shake-you-to-your-fucking-core nervous
Like really nervous.
Oct 24, 2013
Oct 24, 2013 at 1:19 AM UTC
We have a sizable job before us poets
the serpent used a poem so sweet and subtle
Eve's swoon was akin to Elvis' adolescent entourage
lyrics that could talk you into wanting to know more about
how to talk using lyrics that could talk you into wanting to
know more about how to talk using more of a language
that operates the mind, that speaks to will itself.
and Adam, like the Junior High sympathetic, waiting by the phone
wondering what she does when she's out of sight,
finding them in the clearing smiling with casual familiarity
only to say, 'Oh, hey, where have you been, care to meet my new friend?'
and He, obliging since he already knows that what she likes,
He ought to find well and good, enjoys a chat and a snack with
this beguiling stranger who seems so learned and worldly.
our duty to redeem the artifice, to turn the mechanics into a
tool for what will come to be understood as good, the aesthetic that governs,
where the dust in the creekbed shuffles similarly to a star devoured by gravity,
light in the dewdrop with the fragrance off the petal, the song and the wing
together in the tree, the telling of a tale in weight and measure,
brushstroke and letter, the definable math, the falsely fathomable organic
randomness, precisely ambiguous, colossally specific, superficially profound,
is tasked with using the design, generating every nomenclature through metaphoric
action, the most real thing, the underpinning, the scaffold, the Tao.
Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 1:23 PM UTC
i'm in an abyss
a hopeless sea
my tiny vines have escaped me
they reach to strangle
they reach to be
their reaches fail colossally
weeping grapes surpass their will
and release a stream that overfills
it kills the natives
it kills their foes
their drowning bearings decompose
the matter fills the deepened gorge
the water slowly is absorbed
i struggle to refrain my sick remains
from losing what i must sustain
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 11:12 PM UTC
The feelings are both happy and sad
So I am writing again on my pad
Those things that were colossally bad
How I wish I was that rad
He just cheated on me
It was too late to see
So I went to the sea
To think and have a cup of tea
I didn't say anything
but my heart wanted to sing
the promise of a ring
and the moments it bring
"It's the end", I said.
"Please, stay" He led.
"It's getting dark. I wanna follow you but I won't. I'll be safe here. You broke me yet in the end, heart reigned." Words that I should have left unsaid.
He implausibly said "All I can do is cry on my bed"
May 24, 2015
May 24, 2015 at 6:15 AM UTC
I looked up at the eye of heaven
And was gifted with some happy rays of shine
Radiant beauty she is
I smile as I witness her blazing glory
She exists with perennial power
Vast and vermilion
Don’t look into her eyes
For her splendor is too ethereal
Fierce as a warrior, a halo surrounds her
Her sweltering touch on my skin
Cancerous and deadly
But she is colossally exquisite
Apr 24, 2019
Apr 24, 2019 at 2:33 PM UTC
Un-tampered pride
its growth inevitably radiant
Genius-ful mind
soon to be colossally extolled
Dec 3, 2019
Dec 3, 2019 at 3:08 AM UTC
Up at night and writing
What else can I do?
She's a schizophrenic
Pondicherry Zoo
Father Greeley was a fighter
Chicago's Irish eyes
Told the truth about Iraq
George W. Lies
I've been to Arizona
Rode the Tucson Train
Somewhere Across the Border
Is the Purple Rain
She's also colossally selfish
Now I'm 55
Not doing very well
But grateful to be alive
I've ...
Oct 22, 2024
Oct 22, 2024 at 2:24 AM UTC