Just like a cobra you shedded your skin just like you shedded me

tell me i'm the one remaining
tell me you don't give up on me
cause i was not claiming
when i told you, it's yours im gonna be
tell me you're still there
tell me you still care
about the way i do my hair
and that i'm going nowhere
tell me you're addicted
of the touch of mine
tell me you predicted
the eager i align
to kiss your smoke-tinted lips
before through my fingers, your soul slips
and i've had these trips
where i feel your fingertips
caress my lonely body
tell me i'm the magic
in your reality
tell me it's not tragic
that we will never be

tell me you won't leave
tell me you won't grieve
when i die tonight
remember the delight
we've received
from the divine
when we flew
and no one knew
tonight

i will never forgive myself
for ripping apart
your tender heart
i will never forgive myself
for the natural disaster  
which made your love break faster
i will never forgive myself
for the hatred i inflicted on you
while all you wanted to do
was love me back
but how should i have known
you have not shown -
the love you kept
inside your mind trapped
please take me back
to the place we call home
i don't want to be alone
without you by my side

but do not worry, never mind

the room is filled with nothing but my darkness
i cannot distinguish if it's blood or ink that is dripping off my fingertips
but i know that the papers i am supposed to paint my love sick poems about you on, are now smeared with heartfelt agony
in the quietness of the dark i am used to live in, i can hear myself breathing softly and sometimes it sounds like i'm panicking in complete calmness like the heat of madness is just from the inside while my body is getting colder
but as soon as i close my eyes i am hovering in another dimension which rests in total delight
and you are there, too
reminding me of the days i was too thrilled to recognize i am breathing at all
or the barely forgotten moments on top of the world, way too much over the moon to feel anything but pleasure
and sometimes you even hold my hand and endearingly look at it while everything around us slowly disappears
and step by step we are learning to fly just like that
jumping from cloud one to cloud two until we arrive on cloud nine

but than,
just before we finally fly,
i open my eyes
i put down the pen
and leave the room

Just like a supernova we had to explode
our massive admiration had come to an end
of its beautiful life span
& our nova was brighter than any other cosmic event
enhanced with lilac and bluish hydrogen colors
so enormous, making it look like a whole new galaxy
but like all massive stars we turned into a black hole
swallowing every star coming in our way
and as much of a mystery we will remain
as much of a apocalypse we will stay
and maybe if the milky way would've been closer to our collision
we could've been a celestial ellipse
in a universe filled with endless stars

and as typical for a black hole, space and time collapse when we touch the event horizon
and we become one magical unexplainable element with each other
so powerful that when time slows down
there won't be any other thought than your silhouette dancing from one star to another
catching the last remaining particles of love rotating around our supermassive black hole