I've tried to run but he is always ahead of me. He loves seeing me cry and beg for me mercy. He feeds me pain and drains my happiness. He breaks me down until I am powerless.
This morning, the sun peaked from behind the clouds And as the day went on, it shone brighter Heat radiating through me Blushing Red cheeks Smiles Laughter A brighter day unlike that of yesterdays rain I didn't see you today Which made it easier not to think of you Fool myself that I'm getting over you Maybe I will Maybe I won't Who knows It's only day two
I often carry On so much Anger and sadness That when something Small goes wrong. I break, and it Makes people Think i'm crazy. But you know whats Even more crazy? Caring on all that Without knowing Which or who's Direction to aim it at.
I laugh but it hurts Stopping the pain inside Forcing my lips to curve a smile I feel like I'm in a curse A curse that was made by my own And no one can save but me How could it be like this? Will someone help me to get out? Will they ignore to be misery? Just to save me from this agony? Cause to tell you honestly I'm Not Fine at all.
like sand I watch you slip through my fingers again, and again, and again. ill pick you up once more, a little tighter this time, but my fight never seems to be quite strong enough for you. // I'd love you if you would please just let me.