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Oct 19 · 83
i miss you
venks Oct 19
one phonecall
one sentence

changed everything forever

late wake ups
everyones gone

soobing on the cold tiles
throwing up in front

the only thing left

childhood shows
comfort food
sunset swims
some thoughts on the time when hearing about  a close family members pasing
Oct 19 · 92
how
venks Oct 19
how
new mornings
new days
new nights

without you
forever
thinking about feelings I used to feel
Oct 19 · 66
overflow
venks Oct 19
too much

empty time
frustration

information
opportunities
open chances

given ones
lost ones
choosen ones

open paths
ready to be discovered

by people
who are wanderers
of a silent generation
feelings from the last couple of months living in the big city working in your twenties
Oct 19 · 30
friday night
venks Oct 19
in between two worlds

border to border
sunset watching

old life
new life

restless
in between clouds

where am I
wrote this on the flixbus in between my former uni town - my (old) home and my new (temporary?) home - feeling overwhelmed of a big mixture of emotions
Apr 2021 · 281
winter nights
venks Apr 2021
ice cold wind
disheveled hair

taste of liquor
on my cold lips

warming up my cold body
wrapped in cozy blankets

tearful eyes starring
into the wide darkness

coated by the sparkle of the stars
guarded by the moon
Apr 2021 · 567
together but alone
venks Apr 2021
I was addicted
reliant on you

our bodies dependent
our souls independent

my thoughts still free
you failed to catch them

you just took my body
not my innermost being
Apr 2021 · 285
mood swings
venks Apr 2021
loving words
filling up my body
with trust and warmth

waking up
guided by a hold heart
longing for distance
Apr 2021 · 1.1k
toxic junction
venks Apr 2021
a wire impossible to be cut
strengthened by words so sweet

feeling loved the one day
feeling used the next

like an object you can't live without
just here for full filling your lust
Apr 2021 · 1.3k
rare aesthetic
venks Apr 2021
grey skies, the same daily routines
feeling numb most days
like a tree collapsing after a storm
stable on the outside
but broken inside
thus impossible for people to see

sleepless nights
late night texts
my brain like a carousel
never ending thoughts
getting to know someone
already thinking of not being enough

seen messages
waiting to be replied
well, darling you feel
waiting, knowing its useless
well aware you don't define me
my worth is out of your reach
Apr 2021 · 1.6k
Last Christmas
venks Apr 2021
Some days before christmas
I gave you my trust like an early gift

warm hands counteracting the clouds
placed in front of my sun

lulled by your attention
fingers intertwined

your body against mine
gifting me warmth

minutes later being blown away
on dark clouds controlled by trust issues

weeping above us like a cold storm
Feb 2021 · 506
friday night
venks Feb 2021
feeling throbbing basses
deep inside my body

your eyes locked with mine
gazing right into my mind

feeling your body against mine
as if it were a single one

song by song flies past us
still it is as if time stands still
you feel like my infinite home
Feb 2021 · 1.0k
A never ending cycle
venks Feb 2021
falling under your spell
like an insect attracted to light

catching feelings
like people are catching flights

getting attached to you
like a limpet sticks to a dogs fur

breaking like a branch
hitting the ground after a big storm

empty like a dried up river
gone to ruin from unrelenting heat
That's what happens every single time - it's like an never ending circle

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