Losing sleep in this modern grid and losing contact to get attention
Baby girl we should get off of this
Patterned paper to see the ourselves as superior from all of this
Jailed in this God state of mind when we've been everything from the start of all of this
Dmt got me feeling this feeling doesn't really exist
Got me thinking we don't coexist
Got me thinking there's really a sphinx
Got me loving wrong, loving wrong
How do I love?
I want you to teach me baby girl, I'm off of this
You're my addiction and I'm so off of you
We're God why are we so being so narcissist
Love is real, we have to learn to bind our ****
Loving you wasn't an accident
It just happened and time has drawn us in this opposition of symphasis
It's crazy, I just want to belong to a world full of fantasists

Saw God and haven't even died
I saw myself and began to cry
I looked at my mom and fell to my knees
I thought of death and never went through
I got the noose but never tied it around my neck, old news
I was on the edge when I sensed wonders
Studied the universe with my eyes
I felt the wind pat me on my back
I felt the sun hugging me with it's rays
I heard the birds composing for me
I saw God and I was looking in the mirror
I saw us and we were walking together
I saw everything and thought of us as citizens of the universe
I saw you and felt the love
A new kind of love
I felt my skin and walked back
I looked at my palms and saw atoms
I saw God and it was us
I saw God and we are true
I saw God and we are conscious
I saw God and we make it possible
I saw God and I felt love

True colors, born brothers
The ugly is the pretty to a soldier who's seen it all
Have I seen depression? Have I seen it all?
Have I really seen my true sadness?
Have you really seen your mother?
Have you really kissed her knowing that's all she's ever wanted?
False perception
Good intentions
Real decisions
Small connections
When I think of all the love, I'm in trouble
Have you thought of yourself as a king or queen?
Because you are
You've always been in a world that's yours to rule and conquer
We could live, we could become
Always become

It takes time
It takes time to just be as things are
It takes time to be who you are
It takes times time for me to be me with you
I think it's just you
I'll be indecisive
I'll be weird
It's just you, in the most loving way because I don't want to lose you
We'll have time to move forward with our rhythms
Be real with ourselves
With our emotions
With our everything, together
We won't have to force it
Our comfort will take time, it'll be worth it
You'll be there
And I'll be here
For you, always for you
If it comes true, then count on me
Tell me about the wars inside your head
And I'll tell you about mine
They're just words, so I'll hold you tight
Because they don't mean a thing
Promising acts
Promising kisses for the future
Feeling love for the present
Living in the moment for the thrill of love
love love love love love love love

Patterned multi colored visuals to make you look ugly
Them pills didn't help me concentrate
It was always about the passion behind it
I've been realer lately
What if happiness isn't for everyone?
What if depression is supposed to be the way someone feels because that's the way they're meant to be
Apache heart, feel everything around me
I love without the mystics
I love passed the speed of light
I'll love until my grave becomes dirt
I knew I could be everything when I surpassed my Elliot Rodgers phase
I'm under the sun, under a ray that distinguishes us
A ray of light that makes us discriminate

The real devil is social media
I am one with peace
Peace should be a chant
Everyone needs it
I shouldn't be drinking much
I shouldn't be stealing
But here I am, drunk as **** and talking to my ex girlfriend
My mom is really crazy
What kind of higher power makes her suffer
I'm ashamed
You deserved everything but the best and hopefully an extra large cup full of of hope will fill you up
Hopefully I'm not selfish
I'll believe in God if you cameback honestly
You were my one and only The real devil is social media
I am one with peace
Peace should be a chant
Everyone needs it
I shouldn't be drinking much
I shouldn't be stealing
But here I am, drunk as **** and talking to my ex girlfriend
My mom is really crazy
What kind of higher power makes her suffer
I'm ashamed
You deserved everything but the best and hopefully an extra large cup full of of hope will fill you up
Hopefully I'm not selfish
I'll believe in God if you cameback honestly
You were my one and only
The real devil is social media
I am one with peace
Peace should be a chant
Everyone needs it
I shouldn't be drinking much
I shouldn't be stealing
But here I am, drunk as **** and talking to my ex girlfriend
My mom is really crazy
What kind of higher power makes her suffer
I'm ashamed
You deserved everything but the best and hopefully an extra large cup full of of hope will fill you up
Hopefully I'm not selfish
I'll believe in God if you cameback honestly
You were my one and only
I might have said that twice
Nvm I'm fulfilled what am I even bringing up
****
So what if I have the world in my hands
I don't have you
Oh wait
I'm supposed to be forgetting
And I'll pray to the God my mom prays to unt the day you're mine again
DID I JUST REPEAT A LOT OF THAT

Kinda crazy
Mondays are lazy
These ladies they they mire me and I'm tired of the regular
I had to change it up
My incense is burning
My heart is burning
My mind is growing
My dad is more loving
My mom is hard working
My brother and I are bonding more
My sister is more open
I'm more at peace with everyone
I should've been more forgiving
The time is now and I'll say sorry if I have to whenever I should be

Finding pain deap in the sea
Deep in the heart
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Becoming the one, erasing my dumb, feeling what was numb
The green make her come but don't make her ***
Junk days are done
She made me feel good until I found out she was drunk
What a deception I knew I was done
These new girls are trash and nothing but stunts
Why are your sheets so wet? I just wanted some fun
I was destined to pull the trig when I was aiming my gun
My rights could be a lie but I'm still certain
Could be derogatory to the way you're living  
Oh well

People cant live without music
A human made idea
We can do the same
We can't live without love
An idea in our heads
We can't
We've made our own satisfying ideas
We're so real with our senses
We're so words
Nomal, stupid, weird, mental, and great
We're so universe
We're so animal
We're so contradictory
The only thing we're looking forward to in life is dying and going to heaven
I'm not with that
I'm wanting to live in the moment and love everything
School is not a place to get through life
It's learning that will
Its crazy
Some people at my school want to commit suicide
A girl at my school is getting ***** at home
A boy is questioning his sexuality
Fight the challenge
If your likes makes you happy don't be scared to say them