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Sep 2016 · 805
To my lover
Ana Sep 2016
Love me forever,
I'll love you always.

A love more than love,
Forever and always.
Aug 2016 · 310
saddest story
Ana Aug 2016
"I love you and I'll never leave. To be with you, is my greatest dream," he said.


...


"I don't know what I'm feeling anymore. I'm sorry, I can't be with you," he said.


Maybe that's all I was: a dream, and he woke up.
But to me, he was a fantasy brought to life; my reality; my future; my hopes and inspirations; my love.
Aug 2016 · 241
11:06pm
Ana Aug 2016
I take the pain. Endure it all. All for you, I'd take the fall. They can take their shot, I'll take the hit. You won't get hurt, I'll make sure they'll miss. The blood I've shed. The battles I've fought. The pain I've took so you won't get caught. Through hell and back, I've made it through. To feel you again, to see your smile too. But my heart, my soul, I don't know how much more I can endure. This pain, it's eating me alive: an endless war. Can't I stop bleeding? To live in peace, with you, no hurting? But then again, no matter
what I'd have to go through, to see you happy is all I'd ever want for you.

             Because you're worth my pain.
             But I'm not invincibly strong.
             I don't know,
             How much longer
             I'll be able to hold on.  
  

                                                        r.n
                                                         X
Jul 2016 · 734
listen to this
Ana Jul 2016
beautiful lie ...
I love you.


and this


broken promise ...
I'll never leave.


                                           r.n
                                           X
Jan 2016 · 281
Time
Ana Jan 2016
Time is something I'll never have enough of

The last year flew by
This year too, will soon

I've experienced so much in that time
Good and bad

And all for the better

I've experienced unrequited love
And heartbreak
I've experienced the thrill of parties and letting loose
I've experienced the pain of losing someone
I've realized that I need to be myself
I've realized I need to let go of the past and move on
I've realized that it's okay to love and trust again
I've made new friends
I've made new memories
I've made new stories I can tell
I've found peace with myself
I've found ... Love

The time I have left couldn't possibly be enough, but I'll make sure not to waste a second.
Dec 2015 · 458
I love You
Ana Dec 2015
I love You

oh,
how dear those eight letters
are to my heart

in a world
where I love You,
holds no meaning
tossed around, all around

growing up.
love wasn't something easily received, given
so as a result
the love held within my
physical,
mental,
fragile self
is something that is very limited. special.

to those that hold a space in my heart
know that my love for you is the purest
the dearest
for all i know is the love i've built up myself

for those with hearts overflowing with love,
share it with the world
make sure to tell those beautiful souls
just exactly how much love you have for them

say it with meaning
say it with power
show it with your actions
show it with words
feel it with your soul
feel it with bodies
say it with your heart
show it with your heart

feel it with your heart

**I love You
love, i love you
Nov 2015 · 261
what is love
Ana Nov 2015
what is love?
is love the joy i get when i see you
is love the tears i cry when i miss you
is love the craving to see you everyday
is love wanting to be with you every minute, second
is love how i love that you inspire me
is love the cheesy jokes we laugh at together
is love the gentle kisses you give me
is love the smell of your cologne
is love the beautiful eyes i stare into as i watch you talk
is love painful
is love the best feeling ever
is love the crinkles in your eyes as you yawn
or the vibrations of your chest as you laugh
is love the fast, slow thumping of your heart
is love the warmth you give when you embrace me
is love the flushed cheeks i get when you tell me i'm beautiful
because if that is love
then let me tell you this
i am madly in love with you
so madly in love
Nov 2015 · 461
you are my world
Ana Nov 2015
you are my world
you mean more to me than anyone ever has
in my heart, my mind
you hold a very dear, special place
i never want to lose you
and i'm never planning too
i cannot describe how happy i am
to have told you
to have you return my feelings
to have your hands in mine
to have your lips gently brush mine
to have you smile and laugh with me
to have you
you make me feel like i can do anything
you make feel like i'm perfect even though i'm not
every word you say
every smile you send my way
makes your dear spot in my heart grow everyday
i wouldn't trade it for the world
so please
let me continue to love and care for you with all of me
and please
don't ever leave
.
.
.
you
are
my
world
Oct 2015 · 587
you love him but i do too
Ana Oct 2015
I hurt you and I'm so sorry. I knew from the bottom of my heart. I knew that you liked him; but what am I supposed to do. What am I supposed to do when I like him too. I like him so much and I'm not willing  to give him up. He makes me a better me. I got my first kiss and you got heartbreak. I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry. I made you feel like ****. I don't know what to do but I can't give him up. Not this one. All I can say is I'm sorry, but you had your chance.


r.n
Oct 2015 · 568
first kiss
Ana Oct 2015
"Have you had your first kiss?"
He asked
"I haven't, no."
I reply
Because I haven't found the one
The one I want to give it too
It may seem dumb
But it means a lot to me
And the only name I'd want to say when someone asks me if I had my first kiss or not ...
Is you.


r.n
Oct 2015 · 674
worse
Ana Oct 2015
He's making it worse
But it's because I like him that I can't stop it
Every word
Every laugh
I fall deeper and deeper in love
Because I like him so much it's bad
I want to see him, touch him, hold him
It's getting so much more worse
But as it gets worse
My love grows
And I can't handle it


r.n
Sep 2015 · 650
I told you
Ana Sep 2015
I've told you
It wasn't in the way I wanted
But now you know
And I'm so glad you do
I'm so glad I could tell you
How much I love you
Your eyes
Smile
Hands
Laugh
Because it was worth it
It was worth all those nights of
crying and craving
Because you know what
You felt the same


                                                                                                                         r.n
Sep 2015 · 355
I need to tell you
Ana Sep 2015
I've tried so hard,
So hard to keep it all in
But just seeing you isn't enough
Hearing your voice isn't enough
Nothing is enough anymore

I need to tell you
I need you to know
Every piece of you makes a mess of my mind

Your voice brings me happiness
Your smile lights up my day
Your laugh is contagious
And I can't help but laugh too
Your skin is so soft
I crave your touch

I need to tell you
Bc I need you to know
No matter how it'll end
Good or bad
I need to tell you
That

I love you.


                                                         ­                                                              r.n
Sep 2015 · 266
nights
Ana Sep 2015
Quiet nights
Lonely nights
Lying alone
Wishing you were here
To hold me
But
You never will


r.n
Sep 2015 · 2.7k
Untitled
Ana Sep 2015
I messed up
I ******* up
I'm sorry
I was just so excited
Excited to spend time with you
I'm sorry
I messed up
Don't hate me
Don't ignore me

I'm sorry


                                                                                                                     r.n
Sep 2015 · 305
4 Days
Ana Sep 2015
It's been four days
I haven't heard his laugh
His voice
I haven't seen his smile
His hair
His eyes
I haven't felt his touch
His hands
His fingertips
It's been four days
But it feels like a year


r.n
Sep 2015 · 593
HIM
Ana Sep 2015
HIM
He is no longer someone I admire
He isn't someone I can just "watch"
He is no longer someone I think is cute or adorable

He is someone I need
He is someone I crave
My skin
My hands
My lips
My heart
My thoughts;
His skin
His hands
His lips

My body burns
It aches
It craves

All
     For
         HIM


                                                                                                                r.n
Sep 2015 · 3.9k
Beautiful
Ana Sep 2015
beautiful doesn't represent you
you represent beautiful

r.n
Sep 2015 · 354
another haiku.
Ana Sep 2015
a heart that's elsewhere
my heart that clings onto yours
unrequited love


                                                              ­ r.n
Sep 2015 · 1.0k
a haiku.
Ana Sep 2015
I miss you so much
I miss your face, eyes, laugh, touch
So so much it hurts

r.n
Sep 2015 · 633
I love you
Ana Sep 2015
I hate how my chest tightens when I see you I hate how my heart speeds up I hate how all the blood rushes to my cheeks I hate how your smile can make me happy in seconds I hate how you talk about her I hate your hands and how perfect they feel intertwined with mine I hate when your talking about your life and your eyes light up I hate when you run your hands through your hair I hate how cute you are I hate how you're all I think about I hate how you don't think of me I hate myself I hate you I hate how I don't hate you

I love you

                                                               r.n
Sep 2015 · 423
it hurts
Ana Sep 2015
I can't breathe
I'm suffocating
It hurts
My chest is on fire
It hurts it hurts
It hurts
My thoughts are a mess
It hurts I'm a mess
It hurts

Seeing you with her

                                                            ­   r.n
Aug 2015 · 305
it's hard
Ana Aug 2015
so close
   so so so close
yet why
why why why
i'm right here
it's just so hard

r.n
Aug 2015 · 2.4k
crave
Ana Aug 2015
i crave your skin; your touch
i crave your hands
your smile
your eyes and how they crinkle when you laugh
i crave the me i am when i'm with you
i crave your lips; how they'd feel on mine
i crave your affection
i crave for you
and that's all i can do
crave

                                                                 r.n

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