large mobs,

listening from the outside,
poking and prodding at our lives,

upholding our monkey brains 
while manipulating our emotions;

everyone tries to fix things for us

he actually thought he did

i haven't let
a blade
dance upon my wrist
in months

but now it aches
and it feels like
i'm coming home

sleeping with self destruction

I met a girl

whose pretty blue eyes

have more depth than the sea.

I'm drowning and I don't know how to swim.

You thawed the ice around my heart
but you set my insides on fire.
Today, I'm only ashes and smoke.